Kyams: Greetings dear readers….part 4 will be up next….time to know what happened….
Yami: I want to know if my hikari will be okay being raped like that….-still gloomy look-
Takeru: I know that for some it's not a big deal that Yugi is being raped…but trust me dear pharaoh…my dear Kyamato takes this story seriously…
Yugi: Don't worry Yami…things will bound to get fine…
Kyams: Okay!! Enough bout that…let's get going here…there's a new character that's need to be introduced in the story….
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Part 4
"talking"
-thinking-
/mind link/
Yugi's dream
Yugi's POV
I opened my eyes just to find myself here in the darkness, I was floating into nothingness considering I feel so empty yet my heart feels so heavy….
I looked to my side into seeing someone….someone so familiar yet I couldn't actually point who it was….then I realized it was Yami…
Facing his back onto me I cried his name….YAMI!!...no response….he just stand there not paying attention to me as I shout his name again.
YAMI!! Then finally turning his back, he looked at me….his eyes purely cold like he doesn't even know me….
He looked down onto me as I drooped into my knees….he looks like Yami yet I can't really believe it was him…those eyes were so cold and intimidating…..
Those eyes no longer resemble the warmth they once have….the look of caring….of protectivess…..and love….all of it were not there….he can't be Yami..
I shake my head as of not believing…then another figure came out of nowhere besides Yami….it was Joey!!
Joey's eyes were no different from Yami…his eyes also was cold with pity and disgust….and as my fear and disbelief got more….Tea, Tristan, Seto and Granpa came into view with Yugi and Joey…
All of them looked at me straight….All cold eyes gazed down on me….and looking at them like that makes me want to disappear at that very moment…
Tears slowly came from my eyes that drifted down to my cheeks….I was looking at them horrified….thinking to myself –what's going on here?! Why are they staring like that?! D…did I do something wrong?-
And as I was asking myself, a door suddenly came on and open with bright light coming from it….then suddenly everyone turned there back starting to leave for the door….slowly they walked afar from me…
As an impulse I tried to get up and said…WAIT!!
But none of them stop…one by one they disappeared through the door…while I was still running to follow them….but as Yami pass through last…the door came to close leaving me behind…..
I run through the door and tried to open it….but it won't budge…I started knocking crazy….I hammered my hand over and over again….
But the door still didn't open……and slowly disappeared as well…
I stared as the door just disappeared….and slowly I lost strength, I came down to my knees again…still crying….dumbfounded that I was left behind by everyone I cared and held dear to my heart….
Everyone I love….even Yami….
Not taking anymore…I cried and sobbed aloud…..
Finally releasing a shout of anguish….WWWHHHYYYYY!!
dream end
In a clinic elsewhere in Domino
As I shout from my dream, I opened my eyes and shot up my body to wake….
I was panting hardly and feeling sweat came pass my forehead….I wiped it with my hand….also shoving my hair away from my face…..
Then after a minute, a started to relax and even my breathing….I looked down to my hand noticing I was gripping a blanket by my hand…..
Then I realized I wasn't in the shore anymore….panic came over me as I looked around to see where I am….the last memory I've got was being beaten by a group of men and the face of their boss looking maniacally down to me before I lost consciousness…then I was scared more to think of what they've done or where they've brought me into…..trying to calm myself once again in order figure out where I am and how I got there...or maybe more of how I can get out of there….
Scanning my surrounding, I found myself in a small room…it was only dim lighted that I couldn't make out the things around me…that or my mind was just to tired to focus or make out of anything….I was lying in a bed, a white one more like of a hospital bed then to my surprise, a man wearing a white robe and glasses on his eyes came close to me….
I became scared as he gets closer but remained quite as to of show I wasn't terrified….
Then finally making a stop in front of me, I looked up to his face…but then he move and bent down as he said..
"I'm glad you're awake" the man said with a relief smile on his face….
He then continued. "But I wouldn't be up and move around so much if I were you, you're badly hurt" He spoke again as I look straight to his blue eyes…
"W-where am I, h-how do I got here and w-who are you?? I asked with shaky voice.
He smiled then stands straight and answered. "First, my name is Hiroshi…I'm a doctor, you are here in my clinic or rather lab…and you got here by-"
"IS HE AWAKE ALREADY?!" came a shout as a figure came dashing through the room.
I was shocked to found a boy older than me by a year with ocean blue hair and eyes came close quite panting….
Then I looked up to Dr. Hiroshi with a confused look….he then speak again.
"As I was speaking, you got here by him…" pointing to the other figure then continued…"He said, he found you at the shore unconscious and all beaten up…"
Then I looked to the boy that saved me as he came closer and handed his hand as he introduced himself. "Hi, I'm Umino Yuki just call me Yuki, I'm glad you're finally awake…I got scared you won't make it" he said still offering his hand.
I replied a "Thank You" as I was about to shake his hand, but then a sharp pain came from my shoulder and back making me cry out of pain.
Both Dr.Hiroshi and Yuki looked at me worried and said I shouldn't be moving much…..
Yuki helped me lay down in the bed again as Dr. Hiroshi went to get some medicine…and when he came back he said seriously.
"You're really in a bad shape…considering what happened to you…"
Then turning my head slightly from the pillow, I looked at him and asked. "How bad is it and what actually happened to me? The only thing I remember was beating beaten then losing consciousness…"
Then Dr. Hiroshi put down the medicine and looked me straight to the eye and said." You have been raped…."
My eyes widened at what the doctor said….the reaction on Yuki's face was the same then the doctor spoke again….
"I found bleeding in your lower thigh and examined your lower part…and….welll…I….found semen spots on you and you're anal badly bruised and bleeding…."
And with that, my world all crumbled down….well its not as if its really perfect or something but now….I'm really am hopeless as others told me to be…..there's no way in hell anyone would like me anymore…..no one….not even Yami would help me and understand……there's nothing left of me anymore…..god I wanna die…..I feel so disgusted of myself….I feel so tainted……
And with those thoughts and feelings….I let myself shed a tear……as a loud thunder came clashing outside the storm……
-God what am I to do…..why did I deserved this faith….after all I've been through and done…..why?-
Then suddenly, I jerk back to reality when I felt a hand on my shoulder….I looked up with tear stained face and devastated facial reaction….just to see Yuki looking at me with tendered face of understanding and pity…..
PITY……I hate that look more than those look of intimidation…..it makes me feel worse than anything…..
I bowed my head to hid the pained expression…..then gently shove the hand on my shoulder…..then said……"Thanks for the help,….but I don't need pity….of anyone."
Yuki looked shock at my statement when he lifted his hand from my shoulder….then he spoke. "Gomen ne, I wasn't…um…I didn't indeed for it to be like that…..I don't mean to…I'm sorry…"
Then there was silence until Dr. Hiroshi spoke up….
"I know what happened to you was no joke….but better not think of anything stupid….like death or doing suicide….that won't change anything….AT ALL…."
I looked at the doctor shocked…not because of what he said but how he said it….I really wish on dying that moment….but yeah, he's right…it won't matter even if I die…..it won't change anything if I'm dead…..it won't matter to anyone….I'll just end up dead and forgotten by everyone…..
"Besides, your family won't be happy knowing that your dead right?...Oh, yeah…you haven't told us your name yet and where you live….your parents might be crazy worried bout you…." The doctor said
I let all the things he said sink to my head first before I answered. "I-I'm Yugi, Yugi Motou….I lived at Domino City, district 4…..I lived with my Granpa though he's not home right now…..he'll be away for about 4 months….I don't have parents anymore" I said gazing my eyes away from them.
"Anyone else we can get?" Yuki asked
Then I realized Yami….He hasn't come for me when I needed him….he might have closed his link and is still playing at that damn arcade with everyone…. I became sad and angry with my realization….then again….
"So, anyone else in my who could help you….if not you could stay here or I'll drive you home….though that won't be a good idea considering your condition…." Said by Dr. Hiroshi.
I stopped thinking and snapped to answer his question. "Well I do live with my cousin but I doubt if his also home….but I could try and call home if he's there..."
"Okay, that sounds good…here's the phone" The doctor said while handing the cordless phone.
And with that I dialed the number to our shop and put it to my right ear and waited for the phone to ring…..after several ring noone answered and the voice message played instead….
"Hi, this is Yami….noone's home right now and if this is Yugi calling…I'll be at Joey's place okay, I might be staying there for 3 days, I'll call you again….bye."
And with that I put the phone down…..damn….Yami's not home….and he totally shove me off and forgot about me….and he really expect me to be alone home for that matter…..I'm really getting frustrated and pissed by him and the others…
-sigh-
I handed the phone back to the doctor and said. " Seems noone's home…and my cousin isn't gonna come back after three days or so…" I said getting tired and frustrated giving another sigh…
"Well then…since no one bother to look and worry for you as it seems, you better stay here and rest….we'll see what we can do for you tomorrow…but for now you need to take these medicines and go to sleep…" Dr. Hiroshi said demandingly….
And with that said, I took the medicines and agreed since it's obvious that no one would care if I gone missing for a night or days for that matter…..and besides I'm really tired….just want to lay and rest and wish I won't get any nightmares….
End POV
And with that, Yugi closed his eyes and give away to a dreamless slumber…..
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Kyams: Okay, another part of the story done…..sorry guys if it wasn't any good….I'm having hard time thinking and focusing with my headache……-sigh-
Takeru: Are you gonna be okay Kyams?
Kyams: Yeah….maybe its because of lack of sleep or something…..
Yugi: Well you better rest before continuing the next part….and beside I seem to like Yuki….-blush-
Kyams: Thanks Yugi, but I think the pharaoh won't be fond of that….
Yami: …………whatever…..
Yugi: I didn't mean anything mou hitori no boku….-sigh- oh, well till next time guys…..bye.
