Chapter 4 R.O.U.S's
They ended up on the couch watching Princess Bride, Ben leaning against Kevin's shoulder with his eyes closed as he listened to Wesley's teasing, but serious banter with Vencini, smiling as his insane-laughter stopped abruptly and he keeled over dead.
Then he sighed inwardly as he realized that his consciousness was fading, thinking that he really should take more time off if he was this exhausted and hadn't realized it.
"Ben?" Kevin asked softly in concern. "Are you okay? You seem so… Wrung-out…"
"Mmm… So tired. I work too much. I haven't taken a day off since my last birthday, and I can't even remember the last time that I took more then one…"
"Maybe I should tuck you into your bed and go home."
"But… That's not fair… I only took the day off so that I could be with you…"
"Okay. We'll curl up together in your bed and I'll watch movies while you sleep for a while. Deal?"
"Deal."
Kevin nodded, shutting off the movie and lifting Ben into his arms to carry him to his room, tucking them both into the bed, smiling when Ben curled up in a ball against his side and laid his head on his shoulder, closing his tired green eyes reluctantly.
"Relax, Ben. I'm not going to leave you, I promise. Sleep, love."
Ben nodded, sighing as he drifted away into dreams immediately.
* * * * *
Ben woke a few hours later to the music of the end credits of the Fellowship of the Ring, blinking as he opened his eyes, letting them adjust to the dim lighting.
He shifted, groaning softly as he uncurled his stiff body slowly, sitting up and putting a hand to his head. He shivered as he felt Kevin's hands touch his shoulders gently, massaging his muscles till he relaxed.
"Feel better?"
"Yes… I think that I need a shower though."
Ben stood up, walking into the bathroom and turning on the shower, slipping off his clothes and dropping them on the floor, stepping under the hot water with a moan of pleasure.
Then he jumped in surprise when he felt Kevin's bare chest press against his back, one hand resting on his shoulder, the other sliding down to caress his cock.
Kevin had intended only to tease him, but he couldn't make himself do it when Ben moaned in response, arching to his touch eagerly, shifting his other hand to Ben's bare ass and briefly caressing his entrance while still stroking him carefully.
"Ugh, oh god, Kevin!! Please…"
He smiled, increasing the pressure and speed of his fingers until Ben came screaming his name, slumping against the shower wall as he panted for breath.
Then he glanced up at Kevin through his lashes, his green eyes looking uncertain now as he shut off the water.
"What is it, Ben?"
"I…" Ben began, pausing to lick his suddenly dry lips, his eyes darting around nervously.
Kevin took his face in his hands, pressing his lips to his, enjoying his low moan in response to the kiss. Ben shuddered, gasping as Kevin's tongue caressed his lips, then retreated quickly as he ended the kiss, pressing their foreheads together and staring into Ben's eyes.
"Tell me what you want, love."
"You," Ben breathed, speaking without worry now in the haze of lust from the kiss.
"I want to pleasure you…"
Kevin sucked in a breath sharply, nodding as he dried them both off with a huge jet-black towel thoroughly. Then he took Ben by the hand, lying on his back on the bed, tugging on his hand till he knelt beside him, smiling as he stared down at his face with an expression of rapt-fascination.
"Can you…close you eyes?"
"Why?" Kevin asked in puzzlement.
"Because it'll make me feel less nervous."
"Okay."
Once his eyes were closed he felt Ben lean forward to press his lips to his, then trailing them down his cheek, pausing for a moment to nip and lick at his jaw, continuing down to his neck, smiling when Kevin made a soft, barely-audible noise of pleasure in the back of his throat.
His fingertips were gentle as they drifted over Kevin's bare chest, surprised when he arched to his touch, moaning with abandon as one of his fingers accidentally brushed across one of his nipples lightly. He followed his instincts after that, rasping his tongue over Kevin's left nipple, enjoying his loud gasp.
"Fuck, Ben!! Stop torturing me, please…"
He nodded, then remembered that Kevin's eyes were closed, kissing his lips reassuringly as his right hand moved to touch his cock, stroking and squeezing it gently.
Kevin groaned, jerking beneath him as though he had been electrified, his hands fisting in the sheets.
"Ben- Please… I want this."
"I don't- Are you sure? I never expected you to want it this fast… Or, if I was being honest, not at all… I mean, you're not gay like me…"
"I think my cock disagrees with you," Kevin teased him, then his voice turned more serious. "Look at me, Ben."
He looked up, staring into Kevin's black eyes nervously.
"I want you. I want this. I don't know why. Maybe I never will know. But, I don't really care. What matters is that I love you, Benjamin Tennyson. And I know that you love me."
"Yes, I do. Always."
"Good. Now that that's settled, can we get on with the fucking?"
Ben gasped softly at his words, almost laughing, but he stopped himself quickly.
This was too serious for that. It was a pivotal moment in their relationship.
He couldn't afford to do anything that might make Kevin change his mind about this.
"I think that 'fuck' implies emotional-distance. I prefer 'making love'."
Kevin nodded, closing his eyes and licking his lips nervously.
Ben grabbed the cream from the bedside table, warming it in his hand before spreading it over and around Kevin's entrance carefully, slicking up his fingers before pressing one into him slowly.
Kevin sucked in a breath, hissing through his teeth, moaning and biting his lip at the burning sensation as Ben's finger moved inside him amazingly.
"Are you okay?" Ben asked him in concern.
"Just do it. Please…"
He nodded, adding a second finger beside the first, smiling when Kevin groaned with pleasure.
"Oh, fuck, Ben, yes!! Right there…"
Ben angled his fingers downward a bit, pushing them in deeper slowly, enjoying Kevin's strangled-sounding gasp as he pushed himself up into the touch unconsciously, his eyes clenched tightly shut.
He shifted onto his stomach in-between Kevin's legs, inhaling through his nose, the scent of his lover's lust making his mouth water as he panted, giving Kevin plenty of time to say something to stop him.
When nothing was forthcoming, he moved his head forward, rasping his tongue over the head of his cock, his heart pounding at the amazing taste of him.
"Ben!!" Kevin moaned, arching his neck, his toes curling as his hands twisted around and through the sheets as he tensed at his actions. "Oh gods, more!!"
Ben smiled, slipping his mouth around his tip for a moment, then pulling back to lick up and down his length repeatedly, adding his third and eventually his fourth finger.
Kevin bucked his hips wildly, barely noticing the burning sensation because he was so aroused. He pulled back form Ben's fingers quickly, shifting to crouch on his hands and knees on the bed, arching his back as he shook with powerful emotions.
"Take me, Ben. Now!!"
"Now? Like this?"
"Yes!! Want it this way. Please…"
"Okay…"
Ben licked his lips, moving till he was above Kevin on all fours, positioning the head of his cock at his entrance, moaning his name as he pushed into him slowly.
"Oh, fuck, Kevin!! Ugh… So good…"
Kevin groaned in agreement, his black eyes dark-as-sin as his muscles clenched around Ben unconsciously, getting impatient when he didn't move.
So he shoved himself backward, enjoying Ben's startled-gasp as his hands flew out to grasp his hips tightly for balance as Kevin fucked himself on Ben, increasing his speed as he panted, sweat soon dripping from his naked body as he moved eagerly.
Kevin gasped as Ben thrust forward at the same time that he shoved backward, both of them moaning at the previously unreached-depth that they achieved together.
"Ugh. God, Ben… If I hadn't been so oblivious we could have been doing this for years…"
"Yes," Ben groaned as he moved above Kevin, his sweaty-fingers slipping as he tried to keep hold of his hips. "But it's okay. We just have to make up for lost time."
"Mmm," Kevin moaned in agreement, pulling away from Ben to roll over onto his back, placing his hands on his shoulders to guide him back inside him eagerly, gasping as the new angle let Ben get all the way inside him, his voice shaking as he spoke.
"I like the sound of that…"
They came quickly, Kevin's arms surrounding Ben as he collapsed onto his chest, panting as he buried his face against Kevin's neck.
Then he moaned, his cock twitching as Kevin's hands squeezed and caressed his bare ass tenderly, slicking up his fingers quickly before slipping one into Ben's hole carefully, smiling as he actually whimpered as he shifted back into the touch as much as he could without pulling out of Kevin.
"Kev… Oh god, please!!"
Kevin nodded, adding a second finger to loosen him more, then pulling away to move behind Ben, gripping himself in his hand, gliding into him slowly.
Ben groaned, his hands gripping the sheets in a death-hold as he tensed, then melted with the pleasure, his cock already hard and heavy between his legs again as Kevin thrust into him, moaning his name as he increased his speed gradually.
Kevin came before him, and Ben protested when he pulled out quickly.
Then he gasped, moaning as Kevin's hand gripped and stroked him carefully, shocked, whimpering with a pleasure so intense that he felt for a moment that he had died and gone to heaven as Kevin's mouth pressed a kiss to his entrance, his tongue dancing out to lap at it wetly, then slipping inside to stroke and caress it's shaking and contracting walls almost eagerly.
Ben screamed his name then, coming so explosively that he actually blacked out for a moment, collapsing onto the bed, opening his eye slowly, shuddering as he realized that Kevin's tongue was still whispering over his overly-sensitive hole.
He was stunned when Kevin growled low in the back of his throat, his finger nails sinking into Ben's cheeks as he pushed them aside roughly, making him tremble, feeling even more exposed, his heart feeling full of love and pounding as Kevin continued to lick, suck, and nip at his entrance possessively.
He flinched as his cock jerked painfully, making a pitiful attempt to harden again.
But he just didn't have the energy, so he relaxed, closing his eyes as he surrendered to the wonderful attention that Kevin was giving him.
Eventually he must have drifted into sleep, because the last thing that he felt was Kevin shifting him back under the covers, crawling in beside him, moving Ben's head to rest on his shoulder and his right arm draped across his chest lightly.
* * * * *
"Ben," Kevin was hissing in his ear, his voice sounding frantic. "Wake up!!"
"Mmm," he mumbled, forcing open his eyes reluctantly. "Kev? What is it? Is something wrong?"
"Well, no, except the fact that your grandfather is downstairs."
"What?" Ben gasped, sitting up immediately in his panic. "How do you know that?"
"Because he was talking on your speaker-unit. He wants you to go downstairs and talk to him. He's worried about you. I don't know when Gwen told him, but it obviously wasn't a good enough excuse to keep him from coming to talk to you himself.
Don't worry, I locked the door. But I don't think that will work for much longer if you don't answer him soon."
Ben nodded, sighing as he rolled out of his bed reluctantly, stumbling over to the speaker, rubbing at his eyes as he pressed the button.
"Grandpa?" he called hoarsely, coughing as he cleared his throat.
"Ben? Were you sleeping at this hour?"
"Yes. I'll be right down."
He stepped away from the speaker, making sure it was off as he climbed back onto his bed to kiss Kevin's lips gently, his green eyes still soft with sleep as he spoke.
"I'll be right back, Kev. Love you."
Kevin nodded, smiling as he brushed the hair away from Ben's face as he kissed him briefly.
"I'll be here. Love you to."
Ben moaned softly in reaction to the kiss and the words, standing up again reluctantly and pulling on a pair of black jeans, yawning as he ran a hand through his messy brown hair on the way out the door.
