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That was the worst week of my life. Literally. I've never suffered more than I did through the week. After me and Q's sleep over I thought everything will be alright. I remember waking up the next morning all happy and cheerful, maybe it had to do something with the fact Quinn doesn't snore and doesn't have a morning breath, her breath smells like candy all the time, it is fucking amazing.
School past quickly that day and before we knew it me and Quinn stood just outside the choir making last minute preparation for our duet audition, we decided on singing 'mine' by Taylor Swift. Entering the classroom, and having eleven set of eyes watching your every move and secretly hoping you'll fail isn't what I call fun. Quinn looked really nervous but she nailed the song. Her voice is so really and powerful, I can't explain it.
During the week me and Brittany started talking again, but nothing more. Not even sweet lady kisses.
So today I decided I had enough and I cornered her when she finished taking a shower after the afternoon practice, it was a really cold Thursday and I decided against waiting by her car, and instead I chose her locker. I know Brittany always leaves her gym bag inside her locker.
As expected, A few minutes later there goes Brittany towards me. "Hey Santana." She said while smiling warmly at me, I remember that the only thought I had in my head then was the fact that Quinn's smile is way prettier.
"Hey Britt." I started. "Can you please tell me why aren't we together?"
She was planning on interrupting me but instead I pressed a warning finger to her lips and continued.
"I stop sleeping around since I found out I like the ladies, I really like you and I will treat you well I promise, so just tell what I have to do and I'll do it."
She turned around and eyed me up and down, maybe to see if I really meant it, meant doing anything I can to make it work between us.
"Stop being friends with Quinn." Her eyes showed instantly regret and one of her hands shot to cover her mouth.
"Why?"
She thought about how to respond to the simple question I asked, I didn't know which answer I was hoping, her saying it meant nothing and that it was a mistake or finally telling me the truth, only the truth and nothing but the truth.
"I'm jealous. You two are really close and sometimes I find myself wondering what will happen if Quinn would to be interested in you in that way."
"I can't do this. Quinn is my best friend. And even if Quinn would swing in my direction I wouldn't want her. We are just friends, really good friends."
"Jesus Santana, don't lie to me. It is so obvious you have feelings for her which are stronger then you should have for your best friend, and that is completely fine, don't get me wrong. I just don't want to be in the middle of all of this. I want you, I really do." She took a step closer and raped her arms around my neck. "I want to date you and kiss you and love you. But I have this one request." She kissed my cheek lightly and started walking away with her gym bag on her shoulder.
"Tell me what you think." She said before leaving the school without a second glance at my direction.
I left the school a few minutes after her, still shocked and annoyed. I ran to my car a quickly as I could cause it was raining cat and dogs outside. I got in the car and sat there trying not to think about anything, not now when I'm so emotional.
I started the car and left the school parking lot. The song 'saving all my love to you' played on the radio and I started singing with my favorite singer one of my favorite song. After a few seconds I started sobbing like a fucking baby.
"Find a man of your own. But each time I try, I just. Break. Down. And. Cry."
Now I was crying uncontrollably. I pulled the car into the drive way and waited there for a few minutes till the fact I was crying was less noticeable.
I climbed out of the car and got in the house. There by the door was waiting Daniel. he ran to me and hugged my legs in a tight grip.
"Sanny why are you sad."
"Well I missed you. now I'm all better piggy. I'm going upstairs to change and then me and you can kick Ethan's ass playing the play station. Ok?"He simply nodded and loosen his grip on my legs.
I climbed the stairs, closed the door behind me, lied on my bed on my stomach and I let my thought take over me. I started thinking about what Brittany said, for starters I can never give up on my friendship with Quinn, it means so much to me. Secondly, if I have to choose between Quinn and Brittany, it will be Q for sure. when I say choose, I mean choose the person I would rather like to have in my life. And most of importantly of all of the above is that Brittany clamed I have feelings for Quinn. Brittany knows me really well so that kind of scares me. Me having feelings for Quinn scares me. When I think about Quinn, the first thing that comes to mind isn't some prohibited love. When I think about Quinn the first thing that comes to mind is how sweet and caring she is, how funny she is, how beautiful she is. In and out and how I am so lucky to have her in my life as a friend or as a...
Fuck! I'm screwed did I just think of me and Quinn in that way? well I did.
Oh my god, it sounds so fucking strange even saying it inside my head. But it is true, I guess. I want to take her to breadsticks, have a picnic in the park with her or just lying lazily on the couch making out, OMG I want to make out with Quinn Fabray.
My thoughts got interrupted when I heard a week knock on my door, and then a small man entered the room all smiling.
"Mom told me to tell you that the Fabray's are coming over for dinner in an hour." I was so shocked, how am I supposed to handle seeing Quinn after my latest discovery.
"Come on let's go down and play." Daniel said and pulled me downstairs.
There was sitting Ethan "Hey Santana." He said without lifting his eyes from the screen.
"Hey fatty."
We played for the next our when I heard the doorbell ringing, immediately I stiffened.
"Go open up please Santana." My mom asked from the kitchen.
Without arguing with her I walked to the door. My heart beating so fast. I tried to swallow, but my mouth was so dry.
I reached the door and opened it slowly. There standing first was Quinn smiling her half smirk at me.
She looked stunning. She wore a red dress that hugged her curves perfectly, her beautiful hazel eyes popped with the use of a little mascara, and her lips looked so kissable, something that I didn't see before.
"Are you planning on letting us in?"
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Drama, drama, drama.
I didn't decide yet how to show Quinn's side. Maybe I'll so Quinn point of view episode, tell me if you like the idea or not.
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