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Get Out of My Head!
"Oh, man. We are in for it now." Jake chuckled. How the hell was this funny? I glared at him.
"How do you expect me to believe that you can keep this to yourself as a wolf when you can't even keep it from the mind reading leech? You are so wearing that fucking dress, Black!"
"Hey, he could have heard your thoughts, too, Clearwater. You can't pin Edward knowing anything on just me." He had a point. I was not in the mood to listen, though.
We could still hear Emmett trying to get Edward to tell him what he had "overheard". "Come on, Edward, what's going on?"
"You will just have to ask them yourself, Emmett. You two may as well come in, I know you can hear me and we know you are out there!" Edward called to us, still chuckling.
I sighed and glanced at Jake, just as he glanced at me. "Let's get this over with," he said. He wasn't laughing anymore. I think he realized just what we were in for.
Together, we walked up the steps of the Cullens' wide porch. I reached the door first and opened it. What was the point in knocking? Edward already invited us in.
Emmett was on the couch with the T.V. remote in his hand. He was apparently watching T.V. until something more entertaining came along, namely, us. Edward was sitting at his piano, his amusement written all over his face. "Hello Leah, Jacob."
"Hey guys! Ok, what the hell were you thinking a minute ago that had Edward laughing?" Emmett was looking at us expectantly, like we were going to just tell him. Fat chance.
"Um, nothing." Jacob replied. He was looking at his feet and his face was beet red. Very convincing. I wasn't much better. I couldn't meet any one's eyes and my face felt equally hot. Emmett studied us for a moment. Then he kind of sniffed. What the hell was that?
"Ha HA! You guys totally had sex, didn't you? HA HA! You can't deny it! You both have that, 'I just got laid and I hope no one can tell' look on your faces! Holy shit!" I wanted to die. Right there.
"Shut up Emmett." Jake mumbled.
"Hey, Edward, is that what you were laughing about? Was their sex-capades funny? Oh, shit, did they do it doggie style…"
"EEEWWW! Okay! That is enough!" I shouted. Doggie style? How fucking gross! Really, how could Rose stand him?
Emmett was really laughing now. "I didn't mean that literally! You guys are so funny! Man, Edward, why didn't we get pets before?"
"Pets? I'm going to 'pets' you! I'll rip your damn head off for you! And I don't mean the one on your shoulders!" God he could be such an asshole. He chuckled at me! Chuckled!
"Rosey wouldn't like that."
"It can be reattached."
"Ok, guys, please, that's enough. I really don't want the mental image of my brother's severed penis in my head." Edward had stood up and was holding up his hands.
I turned on him next. "This is all you're fault anyway. If you would just stay out of my head…"
"Easy, Leah, I am sorry. I can't help it though. You guys were shouting. Honestly, you 'shout' your thoughts about each other every time you are together."
How's this for mental shouting! Shut up! Jacob doesn't need to know what I am thinking! And it's not funny! I don't remember a damn thing! He is wearing that fucking dress, I swear he is! He looks so smug! Walking around in high heels and a dress in front of all of La Push is exactly what he needs to bring him down a notch…" I was so pissed I'd went from mentally chewing out Edward to plotting my revenge on Jacob. Why is it that the guy just doesn't come out as bad as the girl in an accidental hook up?
Edward was laughing again. "I'm sorry Leah! I'm not laughing at you! I have to know what the whole Jacob in a dress thing is, though."
"Holy Shit! Dude! You did her in a dress!? What kind of kinky shit is that!?" Emmett was laughing and shaking his head. Edward started laughing harder. Even I had to smile at that.
"Whoa! Hold on! Wait a minute! I did not do her in a dress!"Jacob was holding up his hands and frantically trying to explain. I had to laugh, now. "It was a bet! I haven't worn the dress, yet, and I am not going to! I already paid up!" Uh oh. I glared at him and punched his arm. Shut up! I willed at him.
"Nut uh; I am explaining this one Leah! They think I did it in a dress! See, we were drinking, doing tequila shots, and Leah and I bet on which of us would have to quit first. I said that if she quit first, she had to eat a whole deer. See, Leah doesn't like to eat raw, you know, as a wolf…"
"Ok, we know that, go on. What did you have to do?"
"Um, well…She said that if I quit first, I had to go to the next La Push bonfire in a dress and high heals."
"Wow, Jake, you let a girl drink you under the table? And where does the sex come in?" Emmett asked. Asshole looked really interested!
"Shut up, Jake! What are you doing?" I was going to kill him.
"What? No, Emmett, she didn't drink me under the table. The bet was whoever stopped drinking first. And she didn't play fair."
"Jesus, Jake, shut up!" I was dying, I was so freaking embarrassed! Where was Rose? The least they could do was wait until I was out of the damn room! But of course, when Jake gets nervous, he can't shut up.
"And besides, I already paid up. She didn't really want me to wear the dress." He mumbled, looking at the floor again. I glanced at him out of the corner of my eye. He was smiling, slightly. Which probably meant he was thinking about what he did…which I couldn't remember him doing, but I did remember telling him what I wanted him to do…I felt my own small smile curving my lips slightly upward. Maybe he could refresh my memory, later.
I heard a groan and looked up. Edward was rubbing his eyes and shaking his head. "Honestly, you two are as bad as Emmett and Rose."
"Wow, really? Their as bad as us? Sw-weet! Way to go Jacob!" And he held his hand up for a high five. If Jake returned that, I was going to kill him! I growled.
Jake had started to lift his hand up, heard me growl, and dropped it back down again. Emmett just laughed harder.
"What are you braying about now?" Rose asked, walking down the stairs. I'm sure she had heard everything, if she was in the house. "You boys have no manners. Quit embarrassing Leah. Come on, hun; let's find you something to wear. Then we can get away from these assholes." I turned and followed Rose out of the room. "Oh and Emmett? If you don't stop teasing Leah, baby, I will help her rip little Emmy off myself. After all, we can always put him back on." She smiled sweetly at him. Emmett pouted.
"Aw, Rose, I was just kidding around! You're not mad, are you Leah?" I just glared at him as we disappeared upstairs.
When we got to her's and Emmett's room, Rose went right to her closet. "You don't have to do that, Rose, we can just stop by my house and I can change then."
"I don't mind. Alice buys me too many clothes anyways. I'm sure there's something in here I haven't even worn yet. Ah, here we go." She pulled out a pair of black skinnies and a blue sleeveless shirt. She threw them down on the bed.
"Do you want to talk about it?" she asked me. She sat on her bed and gestured for me to join her. I sat on the edge.
"About what? The fact that I screwed up big time last night and don't remember it?" I sighed. I kind of did want to talk about it. And oddly enough, Rose was someone I could talk about it with.
"How did you screw up? Did you do it wrong?" she laughed. "I'm sorry. I know it's not funny. You can tell me if you want to; if not, that's ok, too."
"Where is everyone else?" If I was going to spill my guts, I didn't want to be interrupted.
"Well, Carlisle and Esme are visiting the Denali's. Jasper's hunting and Alice and Bella took Nessie to see Charlie. They'll be back soon because Jacob was coming to visit Nessie, but we have some time before they get back." Rosalie knew what I was getting at, right away.
"Ok. Here's what happened. You know the wedding was yesterday? Well, I was sitting at home, moping, I guess, if I'm being honest. I mean, I don't want Sam anymore, it just sucks that he is getting married and I'm still alone." God that sounded pathetic. I glanced up to see Rose's reaction. She was just sitting on the bed, waiting for me to go on. She nodded encouragingly, so I continued.
"So Jake came over, I guess to cheer me up. He invited me back to his house to hang out with him and the guys. We were doing tequila shots and playing some lame ass game of 'Drink and Go Fish'." I laughed. "I don't remember much after that. I woke up this morning in Jacob's bed, totally naked. Oh, and Seth and Embry walked in and caught us like that, so the rest of the pack knows, too."
"Wow. That's really embarrassing. I don't know who I feel sorrier for, you or Seth."
"Yeah, it was pretty bad. But I think he's ok, now, at least." I looked down at my lap.
"Does Jake know how you feel? Did you say any thing?" Rose was my best female friend. I had confided in her one day about my feelings for Jake.
"I don't know, honestly. He hasn't said, and, um, I don't remember any of it."
"You don't remember actually having sex? Holy shit, that sucks! Tell me again why you humans, or werewolves in this case, drink?"
I groaned and collapsed backward onto the bed. "I know. I am an idiot. And it was his first time, too."
"Oh, um, wow. That's…wow." I glanced at her face. She looked a little amused about something. "How is that…never mind. Come to think of it, Bella was the last girl he had any interest in. Oh, sorry. I shouldn't have brought that up…"
"Don't worry about it. I thought the same thing this morning when I figured that much out."
"So, what about this bet? I heard most of it I think. Why does he think he already paid up?" She was smiling. Probably the idea of Jake in a dress.
"Yeah, I actually remember that part. We were joking around on the way to his house. I told him I could drink more that him, he said, 'No way.' We made a bet. I had to eat a deer raw." I shuddered. Gross. But I won.
"And he had to wear a dress?"
"Well that's what I said. I had thought something else entirely. And blushed. He apparently noticed and waited until I was good and drunk to ask me about what I wanted to say. When I told him, he jumped me. That's how I won the bet. He stopped drinking first." We both laughed. "Unfortunately, that's all I remember. Oh, except for ripping his shirt off."
"And why does he think he already paid up on the bet?"
I colored. "He did what I had wanted to say, but was too chicken to."
"Oh." She smiled. Then she laughed. I couldn't help it. I joined in. It was kind of funny. I wasn't embarrassed talking to Rose like I was with the guys downstairs and the rest of the pack. Rose got up off the bed and went to a drawer. "Here, these are new, too. Go take a shower and we'll get going." She tossed a bra and a pair of panties at me. "No offense, but you smell like Jacob and sex and it's not a pleasant combination for me."
"What!? What do you mean I smell like sex?" I was getting a little embarrassed, now!
She laughed. "Don't worry about it. It's probably how Emmett guessed so fast, though. You and the dog have a … scent about you. It makes me think of sex, and I've never noticed it on you before, so its prpbably from that." She patted my hand at my stricken expression. "Don't worry, it's not that bad. I could ignore it. I just thought you would feel better after a shower."
Gross. I remembered that little sniff Emmett made, right before he announced that we had sex. Mental note: always shower before going into the presence of vampires after fucking. Oh, shit, I wonder if the wolves could smell it, too. I'd never noticed anyone smelling like 'sex' before. Well, except for Jacob, and he didn't smell like he'd had sex, just like someone I wanted to have sex with. Okay, at this rate, my shower would have to be a cold one if I didn't stop thinking of Jacob and sex. Does that even work on girls?
When I had showered and dressed, we headed down the stairs. Edward had resumed his place at his piano and was quietly playing. Jacob was on the couch with Emmett, watching football. When I was close enough, I sniffed discreetly. His scent was a mixture of the pine and leaves scent I associated with running in the woods all the time and a musky, masculine scent that was just Jacob, the scent that he always had, that appealed to me the most. I didn't notice anything different about it. I couldn't smell anything different, any tell tale "I just had sex" smell. "What are you doing?" he asked me. Oh shit. I was caught. Edward was snickering from his piano, but kept playing.
"Nothing. Rose and I are leaving, so I guess I'll see ya later."
"Oh, hey, Blondie! I didn't see you there! Hey, I got a good one for ya!" Jake was forever torturing Rosalie with stupid blonde jokes. "Why did the blonde scale the chain link fence? Give up? To see what was on the other side!" Even I had to smile at that one. It was one of my favorites.
Rosalie rolled her eyes."Funny dog. And you're going to look real cute in that dress. In fact, that's where we are going right now, to pick out your dress for you. Would you prefer strapless and sequins?" Jake was pouting again. Edward and Emmett burst out laughing, no doubt at the mental image of Jacob trotting around in a prom night horror of a sequined gown. Or better yet, some fluffy bridesmaid's nightmarish contraption. As many weddings as Rose and Emmett had had, I'm sure she's seen several that would look…stunning on my Alpha. I grinned.
"I don't know, Rose, sequins…I was thinking more like ruffles and lace. And big poofy arms."
"Leah," He was glaring at me. Like that would stop me.
"Jacob."
"Fuck. Stop picking on me." His complexion looked slightly darker, more reddish under his natural russet skin tone. Was he blushing? He was scowling, his bottom lip pooched out a little bit.
I laughed and rumpled his hair. I couldn't help it. He was so cute when he was pouting. "You ready Rose? I'd like to leave before the evil pixie gets here. She'll want to come, too, and I am not up for her level of shopping."
*
"Leah, you've been awful quiet." Rose said, glancing sideways at me.
I sighed. Rose was right. I wasn't much company today. "I'm sorry. I'm just really worried I've screwed things all up with me and Jake and the pack. You know, it was me that made life hell in Sam's pack. It just hurt so damn much to have to hear all about him and Emily. And feel it, too. It was like salt in an open wound." I shuddered. "I retaliated by making sure everyone else was miserable, too. I was a bitter harpy and no one liked me, not that I cared. I don't want to go back to that. But I know me. Being a raging bitch is how I cope with hurt feelings. If this goes badly with Jake and me…" I sighed again.
Rose reached over and patted my leg. "Hun, as much as Jacob annoys me, I have to admit, he's a good person at heart. He won't hurt you, at least, not intentionally. And if he does hurt you, he'll do his best to make up for it. He's not Sam."
"That's just it, though. Sam was like that, too! And then he imprinted. What if Jake and I do take this further? And then he imprints? I don't think I can go through that again."
"I thought this whole imprinting thing was supposed to be rare?"
"It is. But now there are four imprinted pairs between the two packs. That in itself is not normal. The elders don't know what to make of it."
"Leah, I don't know what to tell you about that. But I do know that you can't keep beating yourself up over this. And I think you should talk to him. With words, before you phase and it leaks out on you. I know I don't know much about this thing you wolves do, but I can imagine keeping certain thoughts hidden is going to be hard for both of you." We had pulled in to the mall parking lot in Seattle. Damn these bloodsuckers drove fast!
"Jesus, Rose, I can't believe we're here already! And thanks for listening to me whine."
She laughed. "Well, you know how much we Cullens hate driving the speed limit. And you're very welcome." She smiled at me. She was a really good friend, even if she was a bloodsucking leech. Hell, she didn't ask to be one. Who was I to condemn her for it? "Let's go shop," she said, then smiled devilishly, "Maybe we'll find the perfect dress for Jacob while we're here." We left the car and entered the mall, our laughter drawing a few stares.
*
By the time Rosalie and I returned, all the Cullens that hadn't actually left the country were home. We'd had a good time, laughing at some of the newer styles that made no sense. We didn't go in every store and try on every single thing we looked at like we would have if Alice had been there. We didn't even buy that much. I just got a few things I'd been needing. My bras didn't hold up as well as they used to with me always tying them to my ankle and running through the woods with them. Even Rose didn't go overboard, and she had plenty of money to spend. Alice would be horrified when she found out.
When we walked in, I was attacked by a small whirlwind. "Aunt Leah, you're here!" Nessie had run at near vampire speed from across the room where she and Jake were playing checkers and flung her arms around my waist.
"Umph! Nessie, you're getting so big!" She'd nearly knocked me over.
"Easy, Renesmee, remember what we talked about?" Bella admonished. She and Edward were sitting together in a chair. Really, could they be in the same room together and not be touching? "She's getting so strong, we're worried she'll forget her own strength and…" Bella didn't finish. I knew what she was getting at, though. The mystery that was Renesmee. At least we knew when she'd reach her full growth, and that she'd be alright. Not that I had cared at the time, but now I was relieved to know she would be alright. Edward smiled in acknowledgement of my concern for his daughter and nodded his head at me slightly.
"I am being careful, mom. Aunt Leah is strong, too. I was real careful with Grandpa Charlie today."
I smiled down at her. "Yep. I can take it. Are you beating the pants off Uncle Jake again?" She placed her little hand on my cheek, using her gift to show me just how easily she had been winning today. I was suddenly distracted from her images by a loud, yet low whisper from the other side of the room.
"Don't you wish!" Emmett hissed out cheerfully. I heard a resounding smack!, "Ow! Babe, what 'd you hit me for?"
Nessie laughed. She was either ignoring or pretending not to here her Uncle Emmett's comment. "Yeah. It's easier than usual today. Uncle Jake hasn't been paying very close attention to the game." She gave me one last squeeze and flitted back to her game. I glanced over at Jake. He was watching me, his expression filled with some emotion, I wasn't sure what. What was his problem? I opened my mouth to ask him what was up and ended up in a gigantic yawn. Where did that come from? I guess my day was catching up to me.
"Aw, did my Rosie wear you out today, girlie wolf, or are you so sleepy from all the s…"
"EMMETT!" Bella interrupted, "Your niece is like, right there!" she hissed at him. Edward was pinching the bridge of his nose. Emmett had him annoyed, too, this time. Good.
I was saved from any further comments about my accidentally existent sex life by a rapidly aging one year old. Go figure. I saw that Edward was smiling at that. Damn mind reader.
I walked over and collapsed on the couch. I couldn't believe how tired I was feeling all of a sudden. Alice and Jasper were watching something on the T.V. The moment my ass sank into the soft leather sofa, I knew I wasn't going anywhere for a while. I stared dumbly at the T.V., not even processing what was on. I think someone asked me a question or something. It was the last thing I remembered before I closed my eyes.
I was dreaming. I knew I was dreaming because nothing made sense. There was a strange, sickly sweet scent burning my nose. I was oddly used to it, so I could ignore it. My body was cradled in something soft and cushiony, yet cool and smooth to the touch. Another scent was attacking my senses. An alluringly musky, woodsy, masculine scent. It was accompanied by a voice, calling my name.
"Leah."
"Hm." The scent was irresistible! And the voice…so sexy and husky. In my dream, I reached out to hold whoever was speaking to me and smelled so good. My dream arms grasped him and drew him near…
"Leah, you, uh, really should wake up now."
No way, this dream was too good. I had my arms around the most amazing body! So strong and muscular, smelled so fucking good! I moaned and pulled him closer….
"Leah! Babe, seriously, wake up, before they come back in here and see us like this…"
What the fuck? I struggled out of the depths of my dream fogged mind.
I was on the Cullens' leather couch, lying full out. The T.V. was off; Alice and Jasper were gone. Hadn't they been sitting with me? Oh, and my arms were wrapped around Jacob, who was leaning over me.
"AAHH!" I yelled, "What the hell are you doing?" I quickly released him and shoved him away.
Jake laughed. "Honey, you're holding me. I was going home and I wanted to see if you wanted a ride, or if you wanted to stay here. Then you grabbed me and wouldn't let go."
How fucking embarrassing. I sat up, glancing around in confusion. "Where is everyone?"
"Well, Edward and Bella took Nessie home to bed. I was actually over there for a little bit. Nessie and Bella just redid her room and she wanted to show me. She wanted you to see, too, but you passed out. I think everyone took off when the snoring began."
"I don't snore."
"Yes, actually, you do," said a voice from the stairs. Jasper was standing at the top. He zipped down the rest of the way and was standing by the couch. Annoying vampire speed. "I came down to tell you, you could stay if you wanted. Both of you. We have extra beds and plenty of room upstairs." I really didn't want to know why a house full of vampires that didn't sleep needed extra beds. Although, considering how things have been lately, maybe it was because they often had guests who did sleep.
"No thanks. I'm awake now. I'll just go home. Jacob, I can run home, if you want to stay."
"Um, Embry is on patrol." Oh, ugh. I did not want to phase and have him in my head yet. "I'm going home, too. I'll take you if you want."
"In that case, I will see you two later." Jasper said. "Oh and Leah? Alice said next time; she is going with you and Rose shopping. Apparently you two did not do it right." He smiled at my stricken expression. After dropping his little bombshell, Jasper zipped back up the stairs. Jake chuckled quietly as we walked out to his car.
*
"Did you have fun with, uh, Rosalie today?" Jacob and I had been silent for most off the drive home. He was attempting to break the awkward silence.
"Yeah." I wasn't going to make it easy. I was still exhausted. The emotional roller coaster I had been on all day combined with the lack of sleep last night was really taking a toll, despite my unexpected nap on the Cullens' couch.
"Um, Leah, can we talk about…things…now?"
"Jake, I'm really fucking tired." I sighed. Then yawned and closed my eyes. He didn't say anything more. I started feeling like a real bitch. I opened my eyes and glanced over at him.
He was staring hard out of the windshield with his jaw clenched. I could see the muscle in his cheek twitch. He had a death grip on the steering wheel. Man, I so did not want to do this!
"All right! Let's talk. What do you want to say?" He looked over at me. His eyes were full of anguish.
What!? Why does he look so tortured? I thought.
"Leah, I just…I feel like a total douche bag. This is not how I imagined this would go."
"What do you mean?" He imagined this? Really? What part of 'this'?
Jacob sighed. "Um, ok. Here goes. Leah, I, um, sort of, um…like you. I've, um, liked you for a while. Christ, I sound like I'm thirteen!" He was so damn hot when he was all nervous and shit.
"Go on…" He glanced over at me again, then stopped the car. I looked around, confused. Oh. We were at my house already. I looked back at Jake to see that he was completely facing me now.
"Leah, I gotta know. You…you said those things, you know, the bet things?" I nodded my head slowly so he would know I understood what he meant. I did not like where this was going. "You, um, thought, those things, like, before we started drinking. Does that mean…I mean do you…" I couldn't stand it anymore. What fucking difference did it make anyway? The cat was out of the bag…
"Yes! Jacob, Ok? I've liked,… no, screw that! I've wanted you for a while now. I've used this stupid wedding as an excuse to keep this shit from you. I made sure when I was in wolf form with you and the pack that the wedding was all I thought about, so you wouldn't know. I wanted you! I've ached for you! It's so fucking ridiculous how I've…" and his lips were on mine.
{I want to stop here so bad!!! You've no idea! But I made you wait so long, so here you go…just because I love you, my readers….;-P}
My stomach clenched, my head swam, my vision blurred before I closed my eyes. My world expanded, then contracted, until all I knew was that his lips were on mine and I felt so fucking alive for the first time since Sam imprinted on Emily. This was so much more that the kiss we had shared this morning, which was the only other one I remembered clearly, before Seth barged in. This one was urgency, desperation, need… and love, at least from my end. My hands buried themselves in his hair as his hands grabbed the sides of my face, keeping me there as if he were afraid I was going to pull away. Oh no. I was not pulling away.
He pulled away, but only so he could trail kisses across my jaw line, down my neck, back up my jaw and finally back to my lips. I groaned out loud and opened my mouth, sucking his bottom lip inside, then gently biting it, coaxing an answering moan from him.
He pulled back a little. "Leah," he groaned out my name.
"My room. Now." It was all I could get out.
We both turned and scrambled out of his Rabbit. We came together again in front of it, his arms wrapping around my waist and my arms going around his neck; our lips meeting desperately somewhere in the process. We walked, somehow, stumbling up the porch steps, until my back hit the front door. Jake had me pinned against it.
His lips and teeth devoured my jaw, my neck, my collarbone. Whirls of pleasure caused moisture to pool in my panties. I was gasping in pleasure, unable to form words. His hands traveled up and down my body, stroking my sides, the full length of me, until he dipped down and hooked me under my thighs, lifting me up. I instinctively wrapped my legs around his waist; his arousal pressed against my core. We both groaned aloud as he ground his hips in to me, letting me feel his hardness. I reached behind me and desperately fumbled for the doorknob. I found it and turned it, opening the door. Thank God, it was unlocked. I couldn't even grasp the concept of a key right now, let alone know where it was.
Jake walked with me into the house, kicking the door closed behind him. He pulled his head back from my neck and glanced around desperately.
"Where…" his voice was sooo rough with need, all for me….
I looked around. Where was I? I had to think. Oh yeah, my house. And my room was… "Down the hall. Last door on the left." Or was it right? Didn't matter. I didn't care…
Jake had to watch where he was going. Which meant he wasn't kissing me…which meant it was my turn.
I leaned forward and placed teasing nibbling kisses along his jaw, letting him feel my teeth. I breathed in deeply, relishing his scent. He was magnificent. Even his skin tasted heavenly. I trailed kisses down his neck, just as he slammed me against another door, this one to my bedroom. I reached down and turned the knob, letting us inside. Jake kicked that door shut, too, then reached down and locked it. I chuckled against his neck. His answering laugh rumbled through his chest.
Next thing I knew, he was lowering me to my bed. Something didn't feel right, but I ignored it. Jake was here. In my room. In my bed. With me. YES!
I unwound my legs from his waist once he had me on the bed. He reclaimed my lips, his tongue trusting into my mouth. His hands stroked up and down my sides, then across my stomach, under my shirt. He gently stroked the soft flesh of my belly.
"Jake." I moaned into his mouth. He grasped the bottom of my shirt, pulling gently upward. I wiggled and squirmed, doing my best to help him as he lifted my shirt up and off, his lips instantly coming back to mine the moment my shirt cleared my head. Then he paused and sat back. His eyes raked over every bare inch of me. I took the opportunity to rake my own gaze over his naked chest. Of course, he wasn't wearing a shirt. He was still in only his cut off sweats. His beautiful russet skin, muscular chest, rippling abs…God, he was beautiful. And so fucking fuckably sexy…
"God, Leah, you're so…"
"Shut up and come here." It wasn't like he hadn't seen it all before. He chuckled and bent down, kissing the valley between my breasts. A flash of memory came back of him doing this last night. Excellent! I was remembering bits and pieces with everything he did. I raked his back gently with my nails ,encouraging him further. He sat up for a minute, studying the front clasp of my bra before grinning triumphantly, then flicking it open with one hand. I had a flash of him struggling with it last night. My other bra clasped in the back. Jake had a very satisfied look on his face for a moment before he bent his head to the flesh he had revealed.
His mouth captured one hardened peak, sucking deeply. My back arched, my eyes rolled back in my head and a strangled moan escaped my lips as spiraling, pulsating currents of pleasure coursed through my body, ending at my wet center, making me buck my hips against him.
"Jesus, Leah!" he gasped out against my breast. His hands were fumbling with the button of my jeans, then dragging down the zipper, then at my hips, shoving both my panties and my pants off, while his lips and tongue had switched to give my other nipple equal treatment. My hands buried in his hair, holding him to me…
Once my pants were off, there was nothing else between us except his cut offs. His hands traveled back up the outside of my thighs. I moaned, twisting. Damn it, I wanted him to touch me. I wanted him…hell, I just wanted him. His left hand continued the path up my body to cup my right breast while his right hand… his right hand made the journey to the inside of my thigh and up…AAAHHH! I fought to keep my moan internal as he palmed my pussy, then slipped two fingers inside.
My hips bucked, my inner walls tightened as he curled his fingers upward, automatically finding the exact spot that gave me the most pleasure. His lips left my breast, traveling downward. His tongue swirled in my navel for a second, then when lower, traveling further downward. Oh my God! He's going to….!
"AAAHHH OOHHH JACOB! FUCK! That's so fucking GOOD!" I screamed out as his tongue found the little bundle of wound tight nerves that was my clit. I felt him smile slightly, then his tongue swirled around it, his lips closed over it, and he sucked gently at my clit while stroking it with his tongue, all the while his fingers were stroking in and out, stroking my spot. The pleasure built up, pressure, tightening in my stomach and lower abdomen, tighter and tighter. I was moaning uncontrollably now, clutching at his hair, crying out his name, my eyes squinched shut, concentrating on the tightening, building pressure until…
I exploded! Waves of sensation radiated through my whole body. I screamed and bucked, pushing his head closer to me, then desperately trying to pull him away as the pleasure became way too much. He was relentless, refusing to stop until I was begging for mercy. Then he pulled away, slowly trailing his lips and tongue up my body. I was a quivering mess underneath him, gasping and twitching every so often as the after affects of my cosmic sized orgasm coursed through my body.
"How did you… Where did you learn…How?" I couldn't even make a complete sentence. He leaned down and kissed my lips. I could taste myself on him, but I really didn't care. It was that fucking good.
"Trust me, Lee, you really don't want to know." His voice was rough and ragged with need. I ran my hands down his sides until I found his shorts. I pushed, trying from my position to get them off. Jake chuckled and stood up, discarding his shorts. He was before me, in all his naked Alpha male glory. And he was beautiful. I opened my arms and he gladly collapsed into them.
He was kissing me again, then moved to kissing my neck, and the spot behind my ear. I rotated my hips forward seeking… "Please Jake; I need you, inside me, now." He moaned and gently nudged my legs open with his knee. I brought my legs up, making it easier for him to find my opening. His hand went between us, guiding his cock to where I ached for him most…
With one firm thrust he was inside of me, and the pleasure I felt at that moment nearly topped my earlier orgasm. He stopped the moment he was fully sheathed and a small moan escaped his lips. I looked at his beautiful face. His eyes were squinched shut and he had a look of joy and pleasure about his features that caused my heart to ache. I brought my hands up and ran my fingers through his hair at the sides of his head. When he opened his eyes, I smiled and pulled his lips down to mine.
He started moving inside of me softly at first, then harder and harder. He was so deep in, deeper than I ever thought possible. I was sure he was further in that Sam had ever been. He was definitely giving me more pleasure. I felt the pressure and pleasure building again immediately. I rotated my hips up, meeting each thrust of his pelvis, levering myself until he was hitting just the right spot. I gasped at the extreme pleasure his thrusts were causing me. "Fucking harder, Jake! More…" I whimpered out. He cried out and did as I asked.
The pleasure I felt before was nothing compared to what was building now. It was a steel spring, coiling tighter and tighter in my middle, gaining with each thrust of his hips.
"Leah…so tight…so wet…beautiful…Oh God, I'm…Cum with me Leah, baby, come on, cum, too. Again. With me…Please…." He gasped out. It was all I needed to hear as the steel spring snapped, sending the pleasure of my orgasm rocketing through my body. I felt my inner walls contract and tighten down harder on his shaft creating more friction, a greater resistance, then he was moaning and gasping with me, the waves and spirals and crescendos with in me reaching unimaginable heights. I cried out and sobbed his name, again and again, no longer in control of myself.
Jake collapsed against me, his breath coming out in sobs and gasps. He levered himself up from my chest and looked me in the eyes. His hands stroked my hair back from my face. I was still quivering and quaking from my second orgasm of the night. My hips were still twitching spasmodically.
"Holy fuck, Leah, that was…" He just stared at me, his emotions all over his face.
I laughed softly, finally finding my voice. "As good as 'Drunk Leah'?"
He laughed. "I didn't think it possible. Last night was…well, my best night ever. Too bad you don't remember…but, I think tonight just became my new 'best night ever'."
I smiled at him. "At least I will remember this one. I wonder what time it is." I glanced around for my alarm clock. How odd. It wasn't where it was supposed to be. Wait a minute. I looked around the room. Jake noticed my growing panic.
"Lee, hun, what is it?"
"Jacob. This isn't my room. This is Seth's room."
Ok, I am officially a major dork. I laughed my ass off when I wrote that last line. I hope you did, too! Reviews keep me going, so please review!
