Sorry for taking so long, but here's the new chapter and hopefully they will continue to be posted faster! Enjoy!

Just got back..lunch at the rock? My text from Ryan said.

Yay! Be there in 20 =) I text back.

The boys had been gone all weekend and it really does get boring without them around. I am excited to see all the guys and how they look now that they've started changing. Hopefully there not too different, I like the way they look.

I started to get some stuff together that I was bringing to the beach: ipod and speakers, sunglasses, tanning lotion, towel, bathing suit, and just got down stairs to pack some food when the front door opened.

"Hello? I'm home, anyone here?" Sean said walking down the front hall. I heard him put his bag down and start to walk towards the kitchen.

"Hey I'm in here! How was your trip? You need to tell me everything! I couldn't believe it when Nessie told us what happe-"I stopped dead when I saw Sean walk into the kitchen. He was already tall at about 6'1, but now he has to be at least 6'6 or 6'7, he is absolutely huge. And built! You could see his muscles popping out of his shirt.

"Jeez did they put you guys on steroids too? Sean you are like bigger then the whole house, my god!"

"Bigger then the house? Thanks Kayls, it's nice to see you too." He scoffed. I laughed and went over to give him a hug. Instead he picked me up and started swirling me in circles all around the kitchen. I was laughing so hard I didn't even hear the phone go off until Sean picked it up and answered it.

"Hello? Oh hey Ryan. Yeah she's right here what's up? Oh uhh I don't think so hold on let me ask her? Hey were you supposed to be meeting Ryan somewhere right now?" shit shit shit! I was supposed to be at the rock by now.

"Tell him I'll be there in 5 minutes!" I quickly grabbed all my stuff, told Sean I'd see him at the bonfire tonight and ran out the door. Five minutes later I got to the rock. The rock had been mine and Ryan's spot since we were little. Even before dating. I go there when I'm stressed or need space to the think. It's right near a water hole and is so calming. Me and Ryan always come here to kind of leave reality for awhile.

I saw him sitting there and almost melted. If someone told me Ryan could possibly get sexy then he already was, I would bet against it. Boy would I be wrong. He grew as well it looks like and got more muscle. All of his features are more defined now. He looks absolutely perfect. He caught me ogling and I blushed in embarrassment. Even after all this time he has that affect on me.

He started walking forward and closed the space by running straight into his arms. He was hot! I thought he might burn my skin, but I didn't care. I was back in his arms and its all that matters.

"I missed you." I whispered into his shoulder.

"I missed you too K." He said. He kissed my forehead, and then gave me butterfly kisses all across my face. Once he got to my jaw he started to nibble his way around until he was right at the corner on my lips. Teasing me, he gently kissed both sides around my mouth then licked the skin right under my lower lip. I thought I was going to melt. His breathe was intoxicating and all I wanted was to taste him. I gave up letting him have his way and firmly planted my lips on his. I could feel him smile against my mouth and didn't hesitate in poking my tongue into his mouth. Our tongues melted against each other and quickly followed the pattern they know and love.

I broke away after a bit in need breathe. That had to have been one of the most passionate kisses of my life. Ryan kept his lips on me the whole time, moving down to my neck. I pulled back quickly not wanting him to leave a mark on my skin there. He looked so sad like a lost puppy.

"What's wrong?" he said. I started laughing. He could be so cute.

"Nothing, I just don't want a love bite for the bonfire tonight." I said and went over to sit where Ryan had set up a blanket and some food. I looked back and Ryan was still standing where I left him. "Ryan! Hello? Come on the foods all out, lets eat so we can go swimming." I yelled over to him.

He turned around and had the most evil smile on his face. The he ran so fast I almost missed him and he snatched me up.

"Now you're going to pay for it." He said and threw us both into the water. We swam and laughed and ate for the rest of the afternoon, but decided we should head back so we could get ready for tonight. We walked back to my house hand in hand and kissed on the porch for a bit until we heard Sean moving around inside. Obviously he saw us and feels to uncomfortable to say anything but too uncomfortable to sit there watch. I went inside and upstairs to get ready.

I showered quickly and threw my hair in a ponytail. I put on some jean short and tank top and walked over to Sean's room.

"Hey are you walking down to the beach with me and Avery?" I asked as I pulled up his computer chair.

"Um I don't think so, I was heading down now to help set up chairs with some of the guys." He said

"Oh ok well I'll see you in a bit then, bye."

One hour later

"Come on Av, it'll have started by now!" I yelled though her bathroom door.

"Fine im coming now!" she said and walked out and down the stairs in front of me. We walked out her back door and down a small path through the woods which leads to the beach. It was already dark out but we new the way so didn't bother taking the street way. We got to the beach about 5 minutes later and saw that all the guys were there and Veronica's car just pulled up and all 5 girls were getting out. We walked up so we could all go down together. I saw Ryan sitting by the fire and decided to walk over there to get comfy.

He looked over at me and smiled. I sat down on his lap and leaned into his chest. He was so warm it was comforting against the night air. He leaned down and kissed the top of my hair. We sat talking for a bit until Avery came over to say the food was done. I got up and started over to were she was standing when I noticed Ryan wasn't behind me. I looked back and saw him still sitting, staring intently behind me. I looked to see where he was looking and saw it was in the direction of were Avery had just been standing. I looked back at him and he had the biggest goofiest grin on his face I'd ever seen.