hey, Yes, I am alive however some could have doubts about that. I am sorry that I am so extremely late with adding this chapter. There are a couple of reasons for that. But I don't want to make this long, you want to read the story. Let's just say that my grades aren't what they have to be. My dad really gets angry because of that and that is why I can only spend a few hours a week on the computer.

anyway, I also want to thank my betareader melodyz07. I think you have done a great job. I can't thank you enough. For all others, you can't say anymore that the grammar is horrible. (exept for this part, before and after the story)

Oke, I think I will leave you to the story. Here is the 4t chapter of Joey's dairy.

blah= dairy or chat

Coincidence?

Today was a normal day. I went to school, had a discussion with Kaiba, survived it and came back home. Anyway something worried me. Bluewingedbeastcatcher hasn't come online anymore. Maybe he's afraid that I found out who he is. The problem is, I don't. I really have no clue who he could be. Maybe I am too obsessive. I just hope that I talk to him soon. I kind of miss it. Oh another thing, I found out that Yugi and Yami didn't know who bluewingedbeastcatcher was. I was just coincidence that they had to leave on exact the same moment as bluewingedbeastcatcher came online. Although I get the feeling that Yami might know more then he told me but today I'm not going to ask him because I already yelled enough to him at school. Like usual Yami portended that he didn't hear me although the whole school could hear me. Even Kaiba looked up from his book to see what was going on. Ah Kaiba, eh I mean, ah the bastard. Wait no, I don't mean that, I mean... I don't no what I mean anymore. I am confused...

That was true. Joey was confused and that didn't make life easier. It even makes it harder. He had already tried avoiding Kaiba but that wasn't possible. Everywhere he came he saw Kaiba, even when he wasn't really there. It was like Kaiba haunted him. He had also tried to come closer to Kaiba but that didn't work either because he lost his temper every time Kaiba said something. So Joey argued with him everyday. Not that he really heard what Kaiba exactly said. That was something that bluewingedbeastcatcher once said. Joey had to admit that he follow the advises from him. They were obvious but they kept him out of trouble, sometimes. Joey sat on his bed and looked through his dairy. He stopped at 14 February. It wasn't a special day. Not for him anyway. The only one that he wanted for Valentine's Day was Kaiba. Suddenly Joey heard a 'beep' from his laptop. He looked up from his dairy and saw that Bluewingedbeastcatcher online was. 'Finally!' thought Joey while he stood up and typed 'hey'.

Bluewingedbeastcatcher: hey back

Puppyeyes: long time no see

Bluewingedbeastcatcher: been busy.

Puppyeyes: You have a lot of work lately.

Bluewingedbeastcatcher: yes I do. I don't understand why we need to go to school; it's a waste of time.

Puppyeyes: I can only agree with that.

Bluewingedbeastcatcher: Are you looking forward to the festival?

Puppyeyes: Festival?

Bluewingedbeastcatcher: Yes, it's from school. This Friday they hold a festival. One hour falls away for it.

Puppyeyes: I didn't know. Sounds fun.

Bluewingedbeastcatcher: You get a flyer for it soon. It's nice that the lessons are interrupted by it but I don't think it's really ... fun. I mean they play music on the loudest that is possible, they have some stupid acts and teachers act really weird.

Puppyeyes: well, that sounds fun to me. Why don't you like it?

Bluewingedbeastcatcher: because of the reasons I just said.

Puppyeyes: right, how do you already now about this and I don't?

Bluewingedbeastcatcher: I have my resources.

Puppyeyes: You know that sounds like Kaiba. He always says that.

Bluewingedbeastcatcher: I just like that sentence.

Puppyeyes: I think it's funny that you two resemble so much.

Bluewingedbeastcatcher: I guess so. Wait, I have to go but I will be back in a couple of minutes.

Puppyeyes: Oke

Joey used the time to hide his dairy and listened a song. Suddenly he noticed that bluewingedbeastcatcher was back.

Bluewingedbeastcatcher: hey.

Puppyeyes: hey back. What was the problem?

Bluewingedbeastcatcher: problem?

Puppyeyes: why did you have to leave?

Bluewingedbeastcatcher: Oh eh I guess something happened.

Puppyeyes:???

After that it took a while before Joey got an answer.

Bluewingedbeastcatcher: Sorry, that was my little brother. He found my laptop while I was gone.

Puppyeyes: so, you got an annoying brother?

Bluewingedbeastcatcher: sometimes he is a bit annoying, yes. Especially when he has eaten some sucker.

Puppyeyes: sounds like he could be compared with Yugi.

Bluewingedbeastcatcher: Yugi can be very annoying indeed.

Puppyeyes: sometimes yes but he has Yami to calm him down.

Bluewingedbeastcatcher: I guess, anyway can we talk about something else than Yugi.

Puppyeyes: no fan, he?

Bluewingedbeastcatcher: indeed.

Joey chatted the whole evening with bluewingedbeastcatcher. They talked a bit about duel monsters but also about the festival. When Joey went to bed he promised himself that he would figure out who this bluewingedbeastcatcher was, again.

The next day Joey was on time on school. He joined his friends and talked with them while he glanced at Kaiba sometimes. Kaiba was reading a book like usual. His suitcase stood beside him. Suddenly something caught Joey's eye. He saw that there was a flyer in the suitcase. It was a flyer of the festival. "Yugi, did you know that we have a festival Friday?" Joey asked while he didn't look away from the flyer. Yugi looked at him with a questionnaire look. "No Joey, how do you know?" He asked while he followed Joey's gaze. "Because Kaiba has a flyer of it and I heard something about it yesterday." Joey answerd. He didn't tell his friends about bluewingedbeastcatcher anymore. Since he had yelled to Yugi and Yami about it he knew that his friends wouldn't like it. It would look like it was the only thing he thought about.

Joey needed to know how Kaiba got that flyer and the best way was to just ask him. Joey looked around if he saw any teacher. When he didn't he stood up and walk to Kaiba. He already looked up from his book and smirked. Joey hated that smirk but he kept himself calm.

"He Kaiba, where did you get that flyer from?" Joey asked.

Kaiba glared at him. "Listen mutt, you're interrupting something important."

Joey growled to Kaiba. "I am no dog"

"Then stop acting like one"

"I only wanted to know where you got that flyer from."

"You are one curious dog, aren't you?"

Joey knuckles where white but he didn't answer and just glared at Kaiba.

"I have my resources" was the only thing that Kaiba said while he stood up, putted his book in his suitcase, closed it and walked away. Joey felt that he wanted to shout something when he suddenly realised that Kaiba had used the exact same answerd as bluewingedbeastcatcher. 'This is too weird. Maybe bluewingedbeastcatcher is ... Kaiba... no way!!!' the only way to find out was to shout something at the ceo. "He Kaiba, go catch another blue winged beast because you're going to need it when I duel you the next time. You won't get away with everything this easily." He saw that Kaiba stopped for a moment, glared at him and walked away again. Joey heard that someone approached him. "Joey what was that all about?" It was Yugi. He looked at Joey with his innocent eyes. "Nothing Yugi, nothing" Joey answerd while he walked to the school building. He didn't see how Yugi shoke his head and he didn't hear Yugi mumble something about Joey losing his temper.

Joey's first lesson was computer lesson. It was one of his favourite classes. It was so easy that he always was ready before the time was up. Then he could do what he wanted. The teacher wrote on the blackboard the exercises that they had to make. Joey was finish in a half an hour and had another half hour free. He opened msn and saw that bluewingedbeastcatcher was online. 'Now I am going to find out if you're Kaiba.'

Puppyeyes: Online? Shouldn't you be on school?

Bluewingedbeastcatcher: I am on school. What about you?

Puppyeyes: computer lesson and I'm finished.

Bluewingedbeastcatcher: me too.

Puppyeyes: you are in my class!?

Bluewingedbeastcatcher: maybe.

Joey looked up and searched trough the class. It was good that he sat far back in the class. He searched for an msn screen but he didn't found one. There was one row behind him that he couldn't check. Kaiba was sitting in that row. Joey watched him but saw that Kaiba was reading a book.

Puppyeyes: why don't you tell me who you are?

Bluewingedbeastcatcher: what would be the fun in that?

Puppyeyes: so you're playing a game with me?

Bluewingedbeastcatcher: yes.

Puppyeyes: can I guess.

Bluewingedbeastcatcher: You can but I won't tell you if you're right or wrong.

Puppyeyes: (rolls eyes) Oke then. You like blue-eyes white dragon and you have updates about Kaibacorp and school. You also help me with homework and from what I understand you're very good at it yourself. So my guess is that you're Kaiba. Although your very nice to my but I guess that that's because you anonymous. If I am right you just need to know that I like it that you are nice to me. If you're not Kaiba then I guess that you will laugh at me.

After a few seconds Joey heard someone cough but he couldn't figure out who it was. Maybe it was just coincidence. Joey didn't know but he felt that had a weird feeling in his stomach. He knew that he hoped that it was Kaiba, he really did. He stared at the scream, hoping for an answer.

...

After a few minutes Joey still hadn't an answerd and the feeling in his stomach only had grown. He hated this. Was bluewingedbeastcatcher scared? Maybe his guess was right and Kaiba didn't dare to answer. Joey sighed and opened internet while he waited. He searched for some nice pictures of red eyes black dragon. On some pictures he saw himself. 'That's nice; I'm at least a bit famous'. Suddenly he saw that msn was blinking. He had an answerd. Joey felt butterflies in his stomach while he pushed on the icon.

Bluewingedbeastcatcher: I wouldn't say if you're right or wrong remember.

'God dammed, he's smart. Just like Kaiba. Hah, why is he so dam smart?' Joey sighed again. He would find out if it was Kaiba. 'He's smart but if he answers wrong on some questions it will become clear, right. He just has to think that it doesn't interest me anymore and then some good questions... it could do the job' Joey slightly smirked but on a way that nobody saw it. This was going to work.

Puppyeyes: You know what, it doesn't matter who you are. As long as we can just talk, Oke?

Bluewingedbeastcatcher: fine by me.

Puppyeyes: so, something new except the festival.

Bluewingedbeastcatcher: not really, do you have something new?

Puppyeyes: well, now you ask, yes I do. I just found some pictures of my on the internet. I have tons of fans. I am popular.

Bluewingedbeastcatcher: yeah right. Let me guess, fan girls run after you the whole day just to get a piece of you.

Puppyeyes: something like that yes.

Bluewingedbeastcatcher: why do I get the feeling that you are lying.

Puppyeyes: hey, why would I lie? I have enough girls who want to date me.

Bluewingedbeastcatcher: really? Why do I never see you with one of those girls then?

Puppyeyes: Are you teasing me?

Bluewingedbeastcatcher: a bit

Puppyeyes: you're evil.

Bluewingedbeastcatcher: I know.

Puppyeyes: by the way what about you. Do you have a girlfriend?

Bluewingedbeastcatcher: nope. Just like you I am not interested at this moment.

Puppyeyes: Well if you're always as nice as you are with me then I guess that girls queue up to be with you.

Bluewingedbeastcatcher: well, they do but I reject them.

Puppyeyes: all of them?

Bluewingedbeastcatcher: yep

Puppyeyes: ouch, that harsh.

Bluewingedbeastcatcher: You just said that you do the same.

Puppyeyes: well... yeah I do.

Bluewingedbeastcatcher: then what's your problem. I don't see the problem.

Puppyeyes: I guess. If I may ask, why do you reject them exactly?

Bluewingedbeastcatcher: like I said I am not interested in girls... not now.

Puppyeyes: oh... Oke. It not that you are just waiting for a certain person to pop up in your life and turn it upside down?

Bluewingedbeastcatcher: oh please, I don't really believe in the whole love thing.

Well that sounded like Kaiba. Maybe now was the time to start asking the real questions. 'Your disguise is going to fall' Joey grinned at this. He looked at the clock. He still had 10 minutes. Good, that was enough.

Puppyeyes: love is just an emotion right.

Bluewingedbeastcatcher: right.

Puppyeyes: just some stupid feeling that is in the way of your goal, right?

Bluewingedbeastcatcher: indeed.

Puppyeyes: and love at first sight is just something that's made up, right?

Bluewingedbeastcatcher: yes, but why do you ask?

That was exactly what Kaiba would say. Suddenly Joey got another great idea. Oh yes, he would know if this was Kaiba even if Kaiba wouldn't realise it.

Puppyeyes: well, its true isn't it. I mean you have something like love for brothers and sisters but that's not real love. It's more that you like then. It not really love.

Bluewingedbeastcatcher: where is this going? Are you depressed?

Puppyeyes: I have to say that I really thought about these things before, not like this, so maybe I am a bit depressed.

Bluewingedbeastcatcher: why are you asking me these questions?

Puppyeyes: Just a lot on my mind like you. You're always busy and it sounds like you only take breaks when you chat with me.

Bluewingedbeastcatcher: well, I have a lot to take care of.

Puppyeyes: family?

Bluewingedbeastcatcher: well... that one of them, yes.

Puppyeyes: you are lucky to have family.

Bluewingedbeastcatcher: you have a family too.

Puppyeyes: only a half family. My mother and sister live somewhere else and I don't see them very much. My sister sometimes but my mother... I only know her from old pictures.

Bluewingedbeastcatcher: I now how that feels.

Puppyeyes: you do?

Joey knew that the person he was talking to was in his class so he acted like it was really difficult to talk about this subject. It wasn't so hard to do that because it was kind of difficult ... and he was a great actor. He saw that Yugi looked at him with a ' are you alright' look. Joey ignored it and stared at his screen.

Bluewingedbeastcatcher: yes I know. I have some experience with losing my family.

Puppyeyes: I am sorry that I am so ... emotional right now. It's just that had that feeling that you would understand me.

Bluewingedbeastcatcher: it's alright. You're not the only one who has problems with family.

Puppyeyes: well, I know that you have a brother.

Bluewingedbeastcatcher: yes I do.

Puppyeyes: your annoying brother.

Bluewingedbeastcatcher: funny

Puppyeyes: you called him that yourself, Annoying brother.

Bluewingedbeastcatcher: I know what I called him.

Puppyeyes: well he was kind of annoying.

Bluewingedbeastcatcher: shut up about it Oke.

Puppyeyes: ... sorry.
Bluewingedbeastcatcher: good, nobody talks about my little brother like that.

Puppyeyes: I was going too far, wasn't I?

Bluewingedbeastcatcher: yes you were.

Puppyeyes: I guess I would have said the same if you said that about my sister.

Bluewingedbeastcatcher: of course

'He is protective of his little brother... of course Kaiba always is.' Joey had hoped that bluewingedbeastcatcher would make a fault and says his brother name of better his own name or any name of his family. 'There is one more thing that I can try but that means I am desperate.'

Puppyeyes: If you are in my class then you're in the same class as Kaiba.

Bluewingedbeastcatcher: indeed.

Puppyeyes: you know, just between the two of us, I exactly think that Kaiba has great cards.

Joey heard another cough. This wasn't coincidence, he was sure of it. It was working and that was good. He didn't want to complement Kaiba and especially not to Kaiba himself. 'I really am desperate'.

Bluewingedbeastcatcher: he has good cards.

Puppyeyes: If Yami didn't have those god cards then he wouldn't stand a chance to Kaiba. It's not fair. There indefeateble.

Bluewingedbeastcatcher: exactly, Yami is just lucky that he has those cards. Without them he would be nothing.

Puppyeyes: Right and Kaiba's blue eyes white dragons would defeat his in an instant.

Bluewingedbeastcatcher: right and then the people would see the real duel monster king.

Puppyeyes: technique is what people need, not some very good card.

Bluewingedbeastcatcher: that's right, however good cards help too. They will lead me to victory and then I will be the king of games, like I should be in first place.

Puppyeyes: well said.

'Gotcha Kaiba. You just confessed. I know that it is you.' Joey smirked. He knew that everyone could see it but it didn't matter. Joey got no chance to tell Kaiba that he knew that he was bluewingedbeastcatcher because when he blinked one time he saw that bluewingedbeastcatcher was offline. 'coincedence? No way.'

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Oke I hope that t was good enough, that there were (almost) no grammar mistakes and that you had a great time reading this. also I will speed up for the fifth chapter of this story. just to make it up for the long waiting.

Let me now what you think. You could change the world doing so.

me: can we change the world

whole the usa: Yes, we can!