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4. First kiss
Oh darling don't you ever grow up, don't you ever grow up
Just stay this little
Oh darling don't you ever grow up, don't you ever grow up
It could stay this simple
I won't let nobody hurt you
Wont let no one break your heart
No one will desert you
Just try to never grow up
Never grow up
Taylor Swift – Never Grow Up
I walked back to my stall, furiously wiping away at my eyes, how could I have been so reckless? Anyone could have seen me, Eric could have seen it, he would definitely not be happy about that. I couldn't stop thinking about it, the way Edwards lips moulded so well to my own, the softness upon my chapped ones. The kiss was similar to the first kiss, when we were 14.
*flashback*
I walked into Mrs. Cullen's kitchen to see Alice sitting on her barstool, swinging her legs back and forth. Back and forth. Eating cereal.
"Hey Angela" she chirped.
"Hi, how are you?" I asked.
"I'm ecstatic! D'you know why? Because Jasper is coming to pick me up, were going on our first date today!" she squealed in delight. Alice has always crushed on Jasper, ever since he and his family moved here from Texas at the age of 8. Edward told me that Jasper has liked Alice and has contemplated asking her out however he was scared Alice would reject him. It was ridiculous; any person who spent time with them could see how affectionate they both are towards each other.
"Finally, you guys are made for each other, it was bound to happen soon" I told her.
"Hey, d'you know where Edward is?" I asked.
"Just gelling all that hair of his, he'll be down in a minute" she giggled.
She hopped of the stool and asked "Do I look okay?" she has a cobalt blue spaghetti strap dress on, which comes down to her knees.
"You look lovely Alice, I love the colour of the dress" I smiled reassuringly.
"I know it's the same colour as Jaspers eyes!" before I could respond, the bell rang indicating someone was at the door. "Oh! That'll be Jazzy, see you later Angela!"
"See you Alice" she was out the door before I could finish my words. I sat down on the bar stool, my feet actually reaching the ground. I sat there for a few moments in silence, waiting for Edward to show.
"Hey." I turned to see Edward leaning on the door frame, buttoning up his dark shirt. I couldn't help the sigh which escaped my lips.
"Ready Eddie?" I knew he hated that name, but I couldn't help calling it him.
"Yes, Angel" he smiled devilishly.
"Shut up!"
"It's true, you're such a goody two shoes, you never do anything wrong!"
"There is nothing wrong with being good, I'm the ministers daughter, what do you expect?" I went to church every Sunday, and I always helped my father out when it came to organising charity events.
"Exactly! Let's go have some fun and be daring!" he pulled me off the stool, walking with me to the back of the house, to his back garden.
"Where are we going?"
"To our meadows" he was leading me to the woods at the back.
"Ohhh, very daring Eddie. Our meadows"
"Shut up and just follow me" he kept hold of my hand as he led the way.
E&A
We were lying on the grass, it was spring so the flowers are ready to bloom and shoot out of the shrubs and colour the world.
"So you brought me here to be daring?" I asked Edward.
"Well I can't think of anything right now." he sat up sitting with his legs crossed under him.
"Okay, well, let me know when you think of something." and with that I let my eyes close softly, feeling the soft wind uplift my hair. After a few moments of silence he spoke.
"I've got it!"
I didn't respond to him, I just kept my eyes closed.
"Angela! Get up!"
I was still unresponsive.
"Alright, that's it!" my eyes flew open in time to see him sit on my waist so he was straddling me, and that's when he started to tickle me.
I tried to kick him off however he was sitting on my waist so anything I did with my legs wasn't affecting him.
"Eddie... ahh... stop!" I gasped out.
"Say sorry" he kept tickling me
"No... why?... ah stop!" his hands were roaming all over my abdomen.
"For calling me Eddie, Angel"
"... Fine... Fine! S... Sorry!" I screeched.
"For?" Edward devilishly inquired.
"For calling... you Eddie!" he grabbed hold of my hands; which were trying to shove him off me, pinning them over my head. His face was just inches away from my own, his moss eyes boring deeply into my chocolate ones. Both our chests heaved up and down, whilst our breaths come out in short raspy breaths.
He removed his eyes away from my own, trailing down my face until they saw my lips, he slowly dipped his head but I couldn't help my thoughts at the moment.
What's he doing? What's he doing? What's he doing? What's he doing? What's he doing? Is he going to kiss me? Of course not! It's you! The most repugnant girl ever.
He placed his lips softly upon mine; I could feel my body start to tingle as he softly sucked at my bottom lip, my first kiss, and it was with Edward. Surely he couldn't like me.
Our lips locked together in a dance that only we knew, I felt his breath light yet hot slightly scold my check, my stomach jolting, swirling with pleasure, I feel euphoric and petrified at the same time, only he had the ability to mix my emotions like that.
After a few moment passed, I felt his tongue probe at my lips.
He wants to French you?
Before I could finish my thought, he pulled away. I quickly masked the disappointment on my face.
"What was that?" I asked, trying to hide the quiver in my voice. He released my hands and got off of me, his eyes were wide with shock.
"Oh... I'm sorry! I didn't mean it Ange." Of course he didn't mean it, you're stupid to think he would ever willingly kiss you and then enjoy it.
"Let's just forget this ever happened." Forget that his lush lips ever made contact with your horrid fish lips. I nodded quickly, sitting up, crossing my legs beneath me; mirroring Edward's position.
"Edward... it's… it's okay, it meant nothing, doesn't matter." I hesitantly smiled at him.
"See, I knew you would understand, you always do Angel." He smiled his crooked smile.
"Uh hm, I think we should head back before it gets dark." Before I start crying and showing you my weakness.
"Yep, C'mon then." He stood up with his arms outstretched for me to take.
"Angela, dear..." I zoned back into reality to see that I had walked past Mrs. Cullen's stall. I turned to see her looking at me with an amused expression.
"Ah, young love, were you thinking about Eric?"
"Y... yes, Mrs. Cullen." I answered, stammering and blushing furiously.
Liar. Liar.
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