Hayner awoke to the annoying squeal of Seifer's alarm
"HAYNER WE'RE LATE!" Seifer was running around the room grabbing clothes and things he knew they would defiantly need for the Hollow Bastion trip. Hayner watches as the half naked teen was panicking. Hayner got himself dressed and put Seifer's beanie onto his head, his hair was awful and looked a mess.
Seifer stared for a moment feeling his heart jump a bit.
"Are you ready to go?" Seifer picked up one of the travel bags and Hayner picked up the other. They made their way into the early morning streets. It was still dark and the street lights were still on
"Here" Seifer handed Hayner a energy bar and drink, Hayner nodded and savaged them. Seifer stared at him for a moment and them rummaged in his pocket until he found his glasses, he put them on and continued walking.
Hayner stared at him for a moment and stopped him walking
"smile" Hayner quickly took a photo of Seifer on his phone
"HEY! Lamer you can't just take pictures without peoples permission!" Hayner was to busy staring at the photo. He had caught the perfect moment, Seifer looked surprised but still slightly serious. He set it as his wallpaper and put the phone in his pocket
"we're kinda together aren't we? It's normal to have a photo of your person isn't it?" Hayner lifted his bag again and started walking again.

They arrived just in time and got onto the coach, they had to sit next to each other as there were only two seats remaining, was easier then they thought. No one said a thing about it and it was nice that they were able to hold hands while they were on the coach.
After a few hours of nothingness Hayner fell asleep, his head rested on Seifer's shoulder. Seifer didn't mind at all, no one else noticed and he was able to have Hayner close to him. Seifer sat in silence until he himself fell asleep holding Hayner's hand.
"WAKEY WAKEY!" Roxas yelled at both the blondes who proceeded to jump out of their skin
"We're here!" Roxas looked so excited, Axel was smirking as Hayner and Seifer got up. Once all the students were off the coach the teacher did a head count,
"Okay everyone make your way into the Hotel lobby, I will get the room keys and pass them out two per room" Seifer grabbed one of the bags whilst Hayner waited for the other to be unloaded from the coach, they made eye contact momentarily before Seifer continued into the hotel with Axel and Roxas.
"Alright Axel, Seifer, Hayner, Roxas" she handed Hayner and Axel a key each
"Head on up to your room, we'll all meet at 6pm in the pub down the road, it's called the 'Final mix' it's a cocktail bar so dress smart people!"

The four of them waited at the lift impatiently, they were actually eager to see their room and to get ready to go out. They all squeezed into the elevator and made their way to the 8th floor, they were room 13A. Axel opened the door and they were all amazed by what they saw.
There were two king sized begs, perfectly made along with a little lounge area and double doors that lead out onto the balcony. The bathroom was huge, there was a Jacuzzi, shower, toilet, sink and there were four sets of towels neatly hung up on a rail.
"Are you sure this is our room?" Hayner asked cautiously
"Yep 13A" Axel smirked and threw his bag to the floor and jumped on the first king sized bed. Hayner placed his bag onto the other double bed and then realised… there were two DOUBLE beds. He's have to sleep in the same bed as Seifer whilst Axel and Roxas slept in the other. Roxas had already begun to un-packing, that's when Hayner realised both his and Seifer's stuff was mixed. Did he bring his hair gel?
"Here" Seifer chucked the gel at him
"Thanks" Hayner smiled and continued unpacking their stuff.

They were all showered and dressed up. Hayner was wearing black suit trousers and a matching jacket. He was wearing a white shirt but no tie. He took extra care in doing his hair and sprayed himself with his favourite spray. Seifer was wearing the same but was wearing a light blue shirt and a back tie. He looked over to Hayner and felt his heart beat a little faster in his chest when Hayner was done and looked up at him. Seifer added the final touch, his smart glasses that made Hayner's cheeks flush a light pink.
Axel and Roxas were having a fag out on the balcony, both ready to go
"ready guys?" Seifer asked
"Just gunna have a fag" Hayner pulled his twenty pack out of his inside pocket and joined the two out on the balcony. Seifer frowned and walked out aswell taking the fag from Hayner's mouth and smoking it himself; they all stared for a moment and just went back to chatting. Hayner stared for a moment and lit himself another fag.

"You're late!" their teacher called as they walked toward their class
"Sorry~" Axel apologised, all the girls in the group were staring at them
"oh wow, I never knew how well these lot could scrub up" Hayner over heard someone in the group mutter to a friend. He smirked and headed into the club. It was dark but there were a range of different coloured lights flashing in all different directions. Hayner noticed the dance floor and the bar, he quickly made his way over and ordered four of the strongest shots they had. He skilfully took them other to his room mates
"3…2…" They all drank, Roxas coughed from the strength of it
"What was that?!" He had to shout over the music
"Absenth!" Hayner shouted back.

After a lot more shots and a few drinks the students braved the dance floor. Kairi was able to sneak in and start grinding on Seifer who didn't know how to react so he just turned away. Hayner was really feeling the booze rush to his head, he motioned to Axel for a fag outside which they did. They made their way through the crowd of people until they made it to the outdoor smoking area
"Woo, this trip is gunna be good" Axel smirked as he lit his fag
"But don't you care that she's grinding on him?" Axel looked to Hayner as he final got his fag lit
"well… no. We aren't a 'thing' so it's nothing to worry about is it?" Hayner was starting to sway a bit like Axel was
"If you don't make a move to say that he's yours man, I'll make you" Hayner took another puff of his fag and laughed
"I will don't worry"
They made their way back in consuming a few shots each at the bar before getting back on the dance floor. Hayner noticed Seifer trying to get away from Kiari again… this was his chance! Hayner moved between them and began to dance with Seifer who just stared for a moment before allowing himself to grind onto Hayner, knowing the dance floor was so packed no one would notice them. Kairi was swept away by Namine who saw the way the two boys looked at one another
"Kairi I'm going to be sick, Come with me please!" se cried as she pulled her from the dance floor. Hayner thrust his pelvis gently into Seifer's the both of them were getting aroused and couldn't help themselves any longer. In their drunken state they left the club and stumbled back to the hotel, a lot of women giggling and looking the smartly dressed men up and down. They somehow were able to make it back to their room. They didn't even bother with the lights as they shut the door behind them. Hayner pushed Seifer's jacket off and began to unbutton his shirt, Seifer unbuttoned Hayner's trousers and in a magical way they both ended up on their bed butt naked. Hayner pulled Seifer onto him and locked their lips in a sweet kiss,
"Seifer, fuck me" Hayner slurred as Seifer was surprised but still obeyed and positioned his erect penis against Hayner's entrance, Hayner had his arms being held above his head by Seifer as he pushed into him
"A-AH!" Hayner moaned in pleasure as Seifer hit that sweet spot on the first thrust. Seifer continued to thrust into Hayner at a quick pace, the head from the both of them was unbearable
"Hayner you're so tight tonight" Seifer bit his lip
"I like it" Hayner's muscles all tensed as he was ready to climax, it came so easily because of his intoxication
"Hayner, can I?… inside" Seifer was still holding Hayner's hands tightly but as they both climaxed holding one another, that was when the door was opened and the light turned on but neither of them cared
"OH MAH GAWD!" Roxas yelled out in surprise, this was so embarrassing for everyone involved. Seifer couldn't help but collapse onto Hayner who was so out of breath and already starting to get tired, his vision became even hazier
"Soery!" Axel turned the light back off quickly and shut the door behind him and Roxas. He lead Roxas to the bed and they both proceeded to get undressed and get into their bed. Hayner and Seifer lay motionless for a moment under the covers and that's when Seifer leant in real close and whispered so that only Hayner could hear
"I love you" Hayner went bright red and wrapped his arms around Seifer who had now pulled out and lead next to him on the bed.
Hayner loved the smell of Seifer, just Seifer. He smiled lightly before the peace was ruined but the noises that Axel and Roxas, well mainly Roxas was making as they began to have sex themselves.
Hayner was just getting comfy in Seifer's arms when Seifer completely moved so that his head was on Hayner's chest
"hold me tonight…?" He asked in a command like way, Hayner nodded and held the blonde close to him as the noises finally died down and they were able to get to sleep.
Seifer smiled as he heard Hayner's heart slow down and beat calmly.

"Hey! Are you two naked under there~" Roxas was still slurring his words even though it was morning, Hayner opened one eye and swatted Roxas away before pulling the covers over his and Seifer's heads.
"Give us another hour." Hayner moaned as he re-positioned himself so that Seifer would still be comfy as he slept
"Okay Hay~" Hayner heard Axel and Roxas leave the room, probably to go to breakfast.
Hayner's head was banging, he pushed the covers back; the room was still quite dark and not to much morning light was getting in
"Hey Seifer, get up" Hayner lay Seifer on the bed and juts let him cuddle back up into his comfy position. Hayner realised he was still wearing his glasses so Hayner took them off slowly and put them on the bedside table. Hayner then got out of the bed and made his way to the bathroom, he cleaned himself up, washed his face and hair and brushed his teeth. Thank God to cause it was starting to smell like something had died inside of him. When he was done he emerged looking fresh but still had those black circles under his eyes. He picked out a new pair of boxers and made his way onto the balcony. He stood there and lit a fag
"Oh, g-good morning Hayner" he looked over to where the voice had come from, the balcony next to there housed Larxene and Namine who were stood there in bras and PJ bottoms
"Spare a fag?" Larxene asked. Hayner opened the packet and offered her one and lit it or her
"thanks, hay" Hayner smiled at her and continued to smoke his fag
"did you guys have a good night?" Namine asked with a smile on her face
"really good thanks, and yours?" Hayner asked and Larxene giggled,
"well Kairi ended up two stories up" she motioned
"with some guys from another school and me and Namine… well we uh… Had a good time ourselves" they looked at one another and Hayner recognised it. He and Seifer looked at each other like that as well
"good, as long as you both had fun" Hayner stubbed his fag out and said he'd see them later before retreating back into the hotel room.

Seifer looked so peaceful curled up in the big bed. Hayner smiled and went back over, he got back into the bed and held the blonde close to his heart. He loved him, loved him so damn much but still he couldn't say it. Hayner frowned and mentally kicked himself for being so scared of saying those three words to Seifer.
"Morning" Seifer slurred, Hayner looked down; his eyes were still shut but he was smiling.
"You've showered" he stated. Snuggling into him more
"… did you ever see this happening?" Hayner asked looking down at Seifer
"see what?"
"well I never thought in a million years you'd be snuggling into my chest" Hayner saw Seifer's eyes open a tad
"you don't want me to?" Seifer pushed himself up and leant over Hayner, their faces becoming close
"I-I want to you always be sleeping next to me" Hayner's eyes widened. He didn't mean to say that, Seifer had an expression of surprise and slight embarrassment
"g-good… Lamer" Seifer rested his forehead against Hayner's and smiled softly before stealing a kiss from the boy beneath him
"I'm going for a shower" Seifer quickly made his way to the bathroom, knowing Hayner was watching his naked ass leave.
Seifer shut the door behind him and turned the taps on. He looked at himself in the mirror, he looked like shit. His hair was all over the place, he had bags under his eyes and there was a distinctive line from where his glasses had been but his expression, he looked soft… Seifer quickly washed his face, he needed Hayner to say those words back to him, yes what was going on was unexpected but still he expected Hayner's feelings to match his. It was probably wrong of him to expect it back so soon but he had always gotten affection back immediately from everyone he had been with before… this was different, he actually was in love with Hayner. Seifer frowned and continued to make himself look presentable.

The two finally emerged at breakfast, they both still looked rough as hell.
"There you two are~" Roxas yelled across the room at them as they got in line at the buffet. Hayner waved lazily as did Seifer
"what's with him?" Seifer asked as he took a plate
"Well he did walk in on us last night…" Hayner started to place some things on his plate
"oh… so he knows?" Seifer paused for a moment
"do you care?" Seifer waited for Hayner to answer
"well no, because it was you that he saw with me" Hayner looked at Seifer
"I'm not embarrassed about you or what we have here… whatever it is." Seifer swore that his heart skipped a beat
"I love you… What is it that we have Hayner?" Hayner looked around and swallowed dryly. This was awkward
"W-we are uh…I am in lov-" Kairi interrupted suddenly
"Hey Seifer, I missed you last night" She smirked as she got closer to him, Hayner stared blankly into the back of Kairi's head and just walked off to sit with Axel and Roxas
"I got back to the dance floor and poof. You were gone" Seifer wasn't paying any attention, he looked as Hayner sat down. This bitch had just ruined it, Hayner was going to say it and she ruined the moment,
"Go away." Seifer was stern and had an angry tone to his voice
"How many hints do I have to give you?! I'll just say it straight. I am in love with somebody else. So just—just piss off. I'm not interested in you." He motioned to her,
Kairi looked shocked and appalled by what he had just said
"It's that bitch friend of yours Hayley! Isn't it!" Seifer had forgotten he had lied about Hayner coming over and re-named him Hayley
"Yes." Seifer stared for a moment and just walked away.

Hayner and Axel were laughing about Roxas' sex noises when Seifer arrived
"soooo~ how long have you two been going out~" Roxas asked suddenly making Seifer almost choke on his Juice and Hayner go wide eyes. He looked up and gave Roxas a look and if looks could kill Roxas' head would have exploded in that moment.
Axel noticed the tension that Roxas' question had caused and changed the topic
"So Seifer how's the hangover" he laughed, Seifer looked up at his friend with thankful eyes
"Man it sucks haha but what a night. That place was amazing" Seifer continued eating his breakfast. Hayner had lost his appetite completely and just stood taking his plate with him
"I'll see you guys back at the room." Seifer just nodded and continued eating
"w-what? I don't understand?!" Roxas looked frustrated
"why aren't you two together?!"
"Keep your voice down!" Seifer glared at him and Roxas shut up
"So what's wrong?" Axel asked
"We aren't going out… but there's been something for 5 months now…" Roxas was bursting to ask all sorts of questions
"So what's the problem? Why don't you just ask him out?" Axel stared up from his food
"Because uh… he hasn't said it back"
"What back?"
"I love you." Seifer frowned
"Idiot" Axel hit him round the head
"Just ask him out, he likes you obviously otherwise he wouldn't get angry over the little things that you don't notice like Kairi being all over you and not being able to say he loves you back… there's a reason he's so cautious you know." Axel remembered his past with Hayner in an instant
"What? Why is he cautious?" Axel and Roxas looked awkward and uncomfortable
"Well…" Axel began but was cut off by Roxas who looked serious
"About a year ago" Roxas began
"Hayner was with this guy called cloud a year ago… they were messing around with each other for ages and Hayner finally said that he loved him and then Cloud…he…he told Hayner that he was just a 'fuck' and that getting with Hayner was just part of an ongoing dare that his friends put him up to. Hayner was distraught and do you remember all those rumours about Hayner last year?" Seifer nodded
"They were all true, Hayner was pathetic. He begged Cloud not to leave him and when he did Hayner… he tried to kill himself the rejection of someone he loved so much destroyed him completely." Axel butt in
"I found him one night in the sand lot trying to kill himself. He completely destroyed his wrists and swallowed a load of pills, do you not remember showing up that night with Kairi, Fuu and Rai? You started making fun of us because you thought that we were making out when I was in fact trying to save his life. He told me not to call you over for help because he didn't want you to see him like that." Seifer just stared at Axel, he remembered that night…
"I'll be going then" Seifer stood
"please don't come up for a while" Seifer showed them a fake smile as he walked away.
As he made his way up to the room he thought 'Why the hell didn't Hayner just tell him that's why he wasn't ready? But he was going to say it earlier he was sure of it. Was the fact he was being hit on by Kairi all the time really bothering him that much?' Seifer walked along the hall and got to the door, before he opened it he heard something inside. It was Hayner, he was crying.

Hayner stood in the bathroom looking at himself cry in the mirror, his heart hurt so much. Stupid Roxas bringing that up, why did he have to do that? Hayner looked up into his own eyes and grimaced as his uncontrollable sobs became louder, he was about to say it. Fucking Kairi, he finally had enough courage to say it and she interrupted. He was kind of glad she did though, what if he had regretted it afterwards. Hayner hit himself in the head and was surprised when a pair of arms wrapped themselves around him. He almost screamed but when he looked up into the mirror he saw those familiar eyes staring back at him
"N-no…" Seifer stayed silent and just held Hayner as the both sunk to the floor
"Hayner, look at me…" Hayner shook his head but Seifer made him
"Just because I said it to you doesn't mean you have to say it back just because I said it… I want you to say it when you truly mean it but Hayner… will you" Hayner cut him off
"Will you go out with me Seifer?!" Hayner looked shocked and embarrassed not wanting Seifer to reject him he looked away from him. There was silence until Hayner was pulled into a passionate kiss and pushed to the floor. He looked up at Seifer who was blushing. Hayner swallowed dryly and put his arms around the blonde, returning the kiss.
"Yes." Hayner looked at him
"I have wanted to be your boyfriend for a long time now" Seifer placed his forehead against Hayner's and looked him in the eye
"I Love you Hayner" he smiled, the blush still on his face. Hayner squirmed for a moment and then looked him back in the eye
"Seifer I-I I am in Lov-" Seifer kissed him before he could get the words out
"Don't. Not until you're ready Hayner" Seifer smiled softly.

Later in the evening they all got dressed up again. Hayner looked at his ungelled hair in the mirror along with Roxas and Axel. Seifer just stared as they all began the gelling process. Axel was done first to Seifer's surprise followed by Hayner and finally Roxas. Seifer raised an eyebrow
"You should all try wearing it without gel one and a while" They all stared and Axel smirked
"come here" Axel pulled Seifer over and put some gel into his own hands. He proceeded so spike Seifer's Hair into a messy yet stylish spiked look.
"TaDa!" Axel motioned to the mirror. Seifer looked unsure for a moment and then touched it and moved a few strands
"Looks good" Roxas added, Seifer looked at Hayner who was smiling
"let us roll!" They all made their way out of the room and down to the lobby
"There you four are!" Namine was stood with Larxene, they made their way over
"you all scrub up well" Namine smiled softly
"Hey did you hear where we're going tonight?!" Larxene looked excited
"W-where?" Hayner stared
"The Organization! It's only the hottest club here!" Larxene grabbed Namine's hand and pulled her as the group was leaving, they all followed.

"Alright everyone… Be safe!" the teacher began handing out wristbands to get in. Seifer was trying to put his own but couldn't do it one handed, Hayner was about to do it for him when Kairi took Seifer's hand and did it for him, Hayner was glaring,
"What're you looking at Lamer." Kairi stared back at him until he buggered off with Axel and Roxas.
"Seifer~" Kairi pulled on his tie
"How about you and I meet later on?" she was smirking to herself
"you know you've missed this" she motioned to herself. Seifer looked as Hayner disappeared into the club
"I thought I made myself clear Kairi" She looked up at him
"Back off" Seifer walked the same way as Hayner leaving her out in the cold winters night.
It was packed inside, Seifer couldn't hear anything but the bass, he spotted the others and made his way over. Hayner passed him a shot and they all downed a shot together
"SHE WAS JUST BEING ANNOYING… I TOLD HER TO BACK OFF" Hayner hardly heard him but got what he was saying.
They all drank as much as they could and danced to their hearts content. Hayner found them a table and they all sat down
"towliet" Seifer got up and made his way to the back of the club, Hayner watched and saw Kairi bolt after him.

Kairi saw her chance and ran after the blonde until she caught up to him and pushed Seifer against the wall, catching him in a kiss, her hands moved over his body and found that sweet spot that made him gasp. He felt his body sway from the alcohol
"no…" he tried to say through the kiss
"HEY!" Hayner was heard over the music, she stopped and looked over
"Fuck off." Hayner grabbed Seifer's arm and gave her a glare before he pulled him away, through the club and outside. Seifer tripped over his own feet and was sick all over the pavement. Hayner managed to get out of the vomits path before it hit and was now patting Seifer on the back, trying to get it all up.
Hayner got him back to the hotel room and put him onto the bed and began to take his shows off
"Hayner, lez ave sex" Seifer was smiling like an idiot, Hayner just smiled and proceeded to undress the drunk blonde
"Seifer just lay back down" Hayner pushed him back onto the bed softly and began to undress himself. He turned the lights off and got into their bed. Seifer snuggled into Hayner. Hayner put his arm around Seifer and just smiled
"You take care of meh…I love you" Seifer spoke in a slurred voice. Hayner smiled
"I Love you Seifer" there was no reply and when Hayner looked at the blonde he had fallen asleep. Hayner smiled in slight disappointment but got comfy again and tried to get to sleep.

The next morning they were all woken abruptly by banging on the door, Hayner made his way over to the door and opened it, he stood there in his boxers staring at Kairi
"Oh my god" Kairi looked away
"is Seifer there."
"No, he's sleeping." Kairi sighed and glared at the floor
"The coach is leaving in an hour" she waited for an answer but the door was just shut in her face.
Hayner walked back into the room
"Guys, coach is leaving in a hour" Hayner yawned as he began to gather his clothes and start to pack things away.
"Thank got it is Christmas break when we get back!" Roxas yelled as he stretched.
They all made it to the coach just in time, Hayner flopped into his seat and Seifer followed, they both fell back to sleep rather quickly and much to Axel and Roxas' surprise They fell asleep in one another's arms.