It had been a couple of hours since what had happened on Goku's school roof. Once Sanzo had pulled away from Goku, he turned away and walked to the stairs saying, "Come on, we'll go eat..." And of course Goku followed.
Neither of them had said anything about what happed. They were walking down the street in silence, until Goku started talking.
"Hey, look there's a Chinese over there...oh, but look over there they sell Japanese noodles and stuff...and oh, oh, pizza..."
Sanzo groaned. "I don't care...just pick somewhere!"
"Okay, okay, chill out. We'll go get pizza...oh but wait I want noodles too..."
"Goku!"
Goku turned to look up at Sanzo; he looked happy. "What?" Sanzo asked looking down at him.
"That's the first time you've said my name..."
Sanzo's face flushed a light pink colour. "I was shouting at you!"
"You still said it. You can pick where we eat..." Goku said smiling.
"Uh, fine...we'll go over there..." Sanzo said pointing to a small place.
"Nah, lets go eat here!" Goku said and ran off to the pizza shop behind him. Sanzo sighed but followed the young boy.
After a few hours they had finished in the pizza shop; where Goku had ordered almost everything off the menu, and were walking down another street. Sanzo led Goku into a bar and into one of the back rooms.
"Why're we sitting in here?" Goku asked; suddenly cautious.
"If were back here, I won't get bugged about buying beer for a minor." Sanzo walked out of the room and back to the bar.
He came back into the room with a can in one hand and a bottle in the other. He passed the bottle to Goku and sat down –a seat away- from him. Goku looked at the blond before looking back at the bottle.
"It's only an alcho-pop. Stop been such a wuss and drink the damn thing." He said as he took another drink out of the can.
Goku frowned at the older blond and pressed the bottle to his lips; taking a drink. He pulled the bottle away and looked over at Sanzo. He was watching Goku. "Like it?" He asked.
"Y-yeah." Goku smiled at Sanzo. Sanzo looked away and took another drink.
A while later Goku had drank about thirteen of the pops and had moved onto the cans; he was on his fourth. He was past been tipsy and border-lining on been drunk.
Sanzo however was on his eleventh can and was nowhere near been drunk.
"Sanzo..." Goku started and moved slowly to the seat next to him. Sanzo looked down at the young boy; his face was a rosy pink colour –due to how much he had drank and his eyes were as wide as always but a little glazed –also due to the alcohol.
"Yeah?" Sanzo asked; not moving his gaze from the boy.
Goku moved closer; his body pressing gently against Sanzo's side. He moved his face closer to the older man's. "Why haven't you said anything about earlier?"
Sanzo looked away. "What exactly do you want me to say?"
Goku frowned a little. Before Sanzo realised, Goku had slid onto his lap, his arms wrapped around his neck and his face inches away from the man's. "Okay then, why do you keep kissing me? And then not doing anything else..."
"...I...you want me to do more?" His eyes narrowed as he watched Goku answer.
"Yes." Goku moved his face closer, slowly pressing his mouth against Sanzo's. He pressed his whole body harder against the older man's. When Goku didn't get the reaction he wanted from Sanzo, he pulled away and looked the man in the eyes. "You...don't want to?"
Sanzo didn't say anything. Goku was about to look down, when Sanzo grabbed hold of his face; crashing their lips together. Not breaking the kiss, Sanzo pushed Goku onto the table; he was on his back with Sanzo on top of him.
Sanzo pressed down hard on Goku; a moan escaped from his lips. Sanzo grabbed Goku's hair; making him arch his neck. Sanzo leaned in, and started kissing and nipping at Goku's skin. Goku moaned again; he gripped Sanzo's shoulders and started moving his bottom half closer to Sanzo's.
Sanzo pulled away from the kiss, leaving Goku breathless. Sanzo stared down into big glazed golden eyes; he wanted to ask Goku if he was sure about this...but...what if he changed his mind? Sanzo would probably never get another chance to be like this with the boy, right?
"What is it?" Goku asked as he tried to sit up; he would have fallen off the table, if Sanzo hadn't of grabbed him. "I feel kinda dizzy..."
"Come on, let's get you home..."
"What? No!"
Sanzo looked down at him; confused. "What do you mean no?"
Goku moved his face closer to Sanzo's; taking hold of the older man's. "I don't want to go home...I want you to screw me!"
Sanzo was a little shocked at first, but then just smirked at Goku before pressing his mouth against his. Goku opened his mouth letting Sanzo slide his tongue into the younger boy's mouth. A few seconds later Sanzo pulled away; resting his forehead against Goku's. "I am going to screw you...but at home." He smirked.
Goku was laid on his back in between Sanzo's legs; he was leaning over him. Goku sat up allowing Sanzo to pull his shirt off; he bent down and started kissing and biting at Goku's chest and stomach, leaving marks all over the young boy.
Sanzo moved his hands down Goku's stomach to his jeans; undoing the buttons and pulling them down, throwing them somewhere on the floor. He spread Goku's legs and pressed a finger to the young boy's opening.
"Uh, Sanzo...b-before you start, I wanna tell you something..." Goku started; he put a hand on Sanzo's head.
"You think you could hurry up...?" Sanzo asked impatiently. 'You have no idea how long I've wanted to do this with you...'
"I like Sanzo a lot. More than I like Homura...I think."
Sanzo froze. He couldn't believe what he'd just heard. He looked to Goku; it was obvious he wasn't just messing around, his face was so honest. He moved back up Goku; his face inches from the boy's. Even though Goku was drunk...he looked at little worried, as if he'd said something he shouldn't have.
Sanzo moved his face closer to Goku's; slowly. "I'm glad..." He pressed his mouth gently against Goku's. He pulled away and smiled at Goku; he moved closer to Goku and licked the boy's lips. "You ready?" Goku smirked at him.
"Uh, nnh..." Goku rubbed his eyes. He felt...well, he felt like shit: his head was hurting, his stomach felt weird and his ass...hurt a lot. He tried to sit up, but realised he was laid on his side. He opened his eyes slowly. All he could see was pale skin...it was someone's chest. He moved his head up to look at the person's face. It was Sanzo. He was asleep, or at least his eyes were shut.
"S-Sanzo?" He tried to get up again, but Sanzo's arms were wrapped around him; tightly and protectively. 'We did it? Damn, I can't remember...anything...' He thought; a little angry that he got so drunk he couldn't remember anything he'd done with Sanzo.
"You feeling better?"
Goku had to check but it was Sanzo who had spoken; his eyes still shut. "Feeling better?"
Sanzo pulled his arms away from Goku and climbed off the bed; he walked to the other side of the room and grabbed his jeans, pulling them on. Goku sat up on the bed and watched Sanzo walk to the bedroom door.
He turned his head to look at Goku. "You hungry?" Goku nodded and climbed off the bed; he walked over to Sanzo. The blond looked down at him and smirked. Goku was confused until he looked down himself and realised he had nothing on. His face turned red.
Goku was sat on the stool at the counter, while Sanzo was standing in the kitchen. "S-Sanzo...what did we do last night? I-I can't remember..." Goku asked looking down at the floor.
Sanzo turned to face him. "You don't remember anything?"
Goku shook his head. "Well, I remember what we were doing in the bar but then everything else is just...well, I just don't remember after that."
"So...you don't remember what you said." Sanzo said quietly. Goku looked up and was surprised at the look on Sanzo's face; he looked sad, almost upset. Goku climbed off the stool and walked round to Sanzo; he stood right in front of him; his hand moving up to Sanzo's face. "What is it? What's wrong?" Goku asked; concerned.
Sanzo turned away from Goku; knocking the boy's hand away. "We didn't do anything...we started, but you said you didn't feel well and ended up spending most of the night throwing up in the toilet." Goku couldn't explain but he was hurt...by the way Sanzo had turned away and...by the fact that they didn't actually do anything, and he really wanted to do that with Sanzo too.
Sanzo was facing away from Goku; the sad look still on his face. Although he would never tell the boy...he really wanted to do it with Goku last night and would've done it even though he felt like he was taking advantage of him in that drunken state...but most of all he was upset that Goku didn't remember saying he liked him. He'd never been upset by something so small...so stupid...but because it was Goku, he did care...probably too much.
"Oh, what date is it?" Goku asked; changing the subject.
"What, oh, it's...it is the sixteenth"
"Really!? It's my birthday tomorrow!" Goku yelled; excited.
"Eh? Why didn't you say anything?"
Goku looked up at Sanzo. "What'd ya' mean?"
"Why didn't you say it was your birthday!?"
"I didn't think...and anyway it's not like you care, right?" Goku asked. Goku couldn't help find he was hoping, begging, wishing for Sanzo to say he did care...but...
"I like Sanzo a lot. More than I like Homura...I think.", "I-I can't remember..." Sanzo frowned at Goku. "Yeah you're right...I don't care!" Without another word Sanzo grabbed his shirt off the counter and left the apartment; slamming the door shut.
"Ha, he doesn't care..." Goku grabbed the counter for support; he felt dizzy, a little faint. "I should've known..." Tears started falling from Goku's eyes. "Why the hell did I think he would? He's only putting up with me because I'm with Homura..."Goku's eyes widened. 'Why would he do that? He obviously doesn't like Homura...and Homura doesn't like Sanzo...' Goku thought. He slid down to the floor; his head in his hands. 'dammit! I don't get any of this!'
Goku grabbed his shirt where his heart was. 'Why does it hurt, when he isn't here?'
End of chapter 4!
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