"Damn." Dean swore seeing his men's eyes widen at the sight of two Deans that stood before them. "I'm not gonna lie to you. Me and him—it's a pretty messed-up situation we got going. But believe me, when you need to know something, you will know it. Until then, we all have work to do."

Dean dragged himself back to his cabin, furiously wondering if he could take himself in a fight. Luckily he was able to calm himself down enough to just yell at the guy, in the end they reached an uneasy understanding that it was 2014 and that meant 2014 Dean was in charge. And because the universe seemed to have it out for him nearly every person at Camp Chitaqua was crowded around his door when they walked out. Some of them glared, nearly twitching knowing from experience that if something seemed off it was probably evil. There were a several girls surrounding Cas, with sour faces poking their fingers into his chest while he grinned nervously his arms raised in surrender.

"Ladies, ladies I swear I was just as deceived as you were." When the group saw the hunters walk out their heads turned in unison like a pack of hungry piranhas. Dean tried to turn right back around into the cabin but his future self blocked the door and in some twisted revenge plot pushed him down the stairs into the blood thirsty girls.

"Now wait- I can explain."

"Cassidy." She hissed like her full name was a curse.

"Having a bad day." The red-head placed her hands on her hips.

"I should have known, you were too nice."

"Dean's never nice."

"But at least he's not a liar."

"Ok let's take a deep breath." Cas interrupted the group, standing between them and Dean. He placed his palms over his lungs taking four deep breaths, closing his eyes and trying to look calm. "It's not like any man could say no to such desirable young women." Cas was experienced enough to know to duck, Dean unfortunately didn't see Laura's fist until it had made contact with his jaw.

"Oh no!" Cas cried in mock anguish. "To the medical ward! Sorry ladies but this is a emergency." Cas pushed him through the crowd of people quickly before the girls could follow. The medical ward was really just a small cabin with a first aid kit, that and several tables covered in bloody sheet like a makeshift gurney. "Now you would have seen that coming."

Dean flinched when Cas pressed a dirty wash cloth to his bloody lip. "I didn't even sleep with all those women."

"Someone did."

"Ya well, if they spent so much time with me maybe they should have noticed I didn't have a huge stick up my ass like usual."

"Cassidy hates you, so does Laura, plus the couple of girls who think you're a douche. They spend as little time with you as possible."

"Then why are they all so eager to fuck my brains out every night?"

"You're not gonna like it." Cas hummed.

He was right Dean didn't like it. They snuck out of the cabin without any one coming over to check out their leader's crazy double. They walked to the very end of the camp where a small patch of land had been cleared for a garden. Most of the leaves brown, the dry stalks tilted under the weight of the tiny discoloured vegetables. With rain being the plant's only source of water a good half the garden was on the brink of death. Like everything else on the planet.

"That kid there, that's Cassidy's brother." On the far end of the garden a guy was picking through the dirty, looking at the soil in mild disappointment then writing on a tiny notepad. "He's a genius, at least he used to be, the only smarts that matter not are street smarts. He's uh I guess what you'd call slow socially but pretty dedicated."

"I don't understand what this has to do with me."

"Well you see Francis doesn't go on missions. Basically to Now You he's totally useless but you let him stay. See Cassidy has no reason to like you but she has plenty of reason to make sure you like her."

"She thinks I'd toss him to the Croats?"

"It's not like you've never threaten it." Cas waived at Francis who just kind of stared back at him in annoyance. "Now Laura she's sick, I don't know with what since we don't talk much but she'll be out for weeks at a time. I guess the girls feel like they have some control in their lives if they keep you happy."

He started walking back to his cabin Dean followed close behind because really he had no place to go. It was quiet as he thought about how he was probably the worse thing on the planet which said a lot since he knew that some where Lucifer was walking around. He remembered walking in on Cas talking to those women about orgies and how he felt a mixture of surprise and what he could only describe 'icky'. But Dean wasn't any better.

"Don't look so down." Cas stopped in front of Dean's cabin trying to nicely hint that this was his stop and Cas was continuing alone. "It's a dog eat dog world now, or maybe more of a Croat eat everything world."


Dean thought that if you were struggling with an idea the best person to talk to was yourself. However 2009 Dean seemed to be in a pissy mood which he found odd since he had thought he'd been pretty damn nice when Dean had shown himself to the entire camp.

Talk about not being able to look yourself in the eye he thought, deciding that he'd be talking to the air whether his younger self was there or not, might as well have a body there to keep up appearances.

"You're a real piece of work you know that."

"Well what can I say," he sighed nearly having had enough of his past self "I couldn't have done it without you."

"I'm going to go back and I'm going to do everything I can to not end up like you." His nails dug into the but of his gun getting pretty annoyed with this whole holier-then-thou- crap he kept playing. It's not like he had any idea what had happen in the five years that separated them. He was still fighting, he was still saving people so what if he wasn't there to hold everyone's hand.

"Dean! Dean, I am so sorry, you have no idea- I mean um" Cassidy had ran up to the door clad in only skinny jeans and a ratty black bra. She panted, her breaths coming out in shaky rasps "It's just- you know- I never thought it would- but Francis he's so sensitive- I was told it was- um ah it's not fair you know."

She rambled on for a bit not finishing her sentences before she started another thought. The two stared at the girl who was tugging at her hair as she tried to explain herself, though with every word she said they just became more confused. They heard a shout come from outside then Rebecca quickly stumble up the stairs and begin to tug at the blondes arm "I told you not to take that second hit."

Cas was close behind ready to help calm down the girl but stopped dead in his tracks when he looked into Dean's hard glare. The younger Dean thought for a moment that Cas might just turn around and leave but when Rebecca nudged him Cas quickly began to rub Cassidy's back and whisper in her ear.

"No, no I need to tell him. Cas you two, I didn't know- you know?- You were so pretty and now you're- you don't have any- you're all alone." She mumbled.

"Damn it Cas." Dean nearly flipped his chair over when he stood up. "Get your ass in here. Dean take her outside and get her to calm the fuck down." The younger Dean hesitantly made his way to the door not really sure how he was supposed to calm the panicky girl. Cas on the other hand vigorously shook his head, eyes wide and hands gripping the left side of the door frame. "Now Cas!"

Cas frowned but entered the cabin switching places with the hunter who was quick to usher the girl away from the cabin. It took both of them to keep her from falling down every few minutes when her legs gave out. They finally set her down on a picnic table since the realized there was no way they were getting her to her cabin anytime soon. Rebecca kept apologizing saying Cassidy wasn't used to drugs and she should have been watching her, holding the blonde close she gently ran her fingers through her hair and told her it was going to be ok. Cassidy kept pushing locks down to cover her face till she looked like a blonde grunge girl, at one point she looked up from between her rat nest like hair turned to Dean and in a sign song voice asked "You do know what he's doing in there right?"

Dean started running back once Cassidy stared listing the broken bones Dean gave Cas the last. He couldn't believe that he'd ever purposely hurt Cas and all he could think of was Cas nearly cowering at the door when his future self yelled at him to get inside. There was a time when Cas would have been able to knock him down with just a wave of his hand, but this Cas was weak and scared and- and was currently being bent over a table moaning like cheap porn star.

Dean almost did a double take when he saw Cas, sure there must be something wrong with his eyes. He had his pants around his ankles, his eyes screwed shut and his hands trying desperately to grab onto something but only succeeding in scraping his nails against the wood. The worst part was that Dean was standing there watching himself, pants hanging loosely around his waist one gripping Cas's hip the other pressing the mans face roughly into the table trying to hold him still. Dean could hear him whispering things both filthy and angry as he moved fast and hard into the fallen angel.

"Dude what the hell?" He finally managed to chock out. The hunter almost instantly pushed away from his partner, shoving himself into his pants and booking it for the door nearly knocking himself over when he pushed past. Dean watched the retreating form of his future self too afraid to turn around and look at Cas. He couldn't really be angry with him, after all he had caught him with his future self but it didn't change the fact it felt like a punch to the gut when he saw them together.

"He hadn't touched me in months." Dean finally turned to Cas who was lacing his belt through his jean loops. He didn't look up just stared at the ground refusing to meet the intruders gaze. "And you…you made him leave."

He looked absolutely miserable Dean couldn't see his face but his shoulders were slouched and just by the pained tone of voice he knew. "Cas." Dean reached for him but Cas stepped back out of his reach. "I'm sorry."

Cas lifted his head and Dean could have sworn felt his heart stop. He'd seen Cas fight humans, demons, angels and everything in-between. He'd been there when Cas full on rebelled against heaven, saw the walls covered in his blood and was probably the first person Cas went to when he was unexplainably brought back from the dead. He'd never seen Cas look defeated. Cas wouldn't even look at him his eyes were glued to the floor his lips turned into a deep frown. "You're always sorry Dean."