Fue Siempre Hermoso Mi Amor

By:J3ss131

Hey everyone, so I promised myself I would update as much as I can and actually get a story finished lol. Well here goes, oh and I don't own Inuyasha and company lol.

Authors note: I also decided to get rid of the Spanish, maybe a few words here and there but, not in conversations and what not, it got to confusing.

Chapter 4: White lanterns

Kagome awoke that morning with a massive hangover and a full body of embarrassment. She had fun last night, well till 'they' happened. She decided she was going to pretend it never happened, she doubted she'd ever see them again anyways, and she was sure he wouldn't come looking for her either. Kagome looked over to Kikyou's sleeping form, she was pretty sure when Kikyou awoke it would hit her like a rock too. Kikyou has never been denied, well ever since Kagome meet her at least, they meet when they were 16 and been best friends since, it's been 4 years. Kagome groggily looked around the room, a headache twisted her vision. She groaned as she crawled off the bed, she got up; her hunger was full force today. She held her stomach and doubled over.

"Fuck" she whispered as she was holding her hollow stomach. She decided she'd skip the running today, she was too hangover and in too much pain. She made her way to the kitchen, then proceeded to the coffee percolator, finding fresh coffee the maids prepared she grabbed a cup, swallowing an Advil, and went out to the lower porch, to enjoy her coffee on the patio.

Pulling and lighting a cigarette from her pack, she let it fill her lungs, drowning out her hunger, and letting it sooth her soul. The coffee was perfect, Columbian, with a little milk and 2 zero fat packages of sweetener, her favourite. The breeze was slight and cooling, in the heated sun. In the distance the crystal waves crashed and receded to the ocean, the sparkling white sand glimmered in the late morning sun. But she didn't even notice, she kept replaying last night in her mind, she was so embarrassed, she wished she never meet that self centered snob in the first place.

Usually willpower and cigarettes alone helped her not eat, helped her and her goal but today the hunger wouldn't decease nor would it stop. She finished off her coffee and her cigarette, and proceeded through the large glass doors to the kitchen again. This time the coffee she made had a little something more in it, something a little stronger, something a little clearer, it was alcohol. She returned to the patio, and again sat in the same beautifully crafted white lawn chair. Where she again proceeded to drink her 'coffee' and smoke a cigarette, where she then again lost her thoughts against the bright blue sky.

Lunch today was hard. It was an almost fail, if she didn't have this nauseous hung over stomach she was sure she would have eaten the meal Kikyou's father had prepared for them. She was getting lower and lower each day, she was almost the same size as Kikyou, but it wasn't enough, she craved more. More cigarettes, more liquor, more hunger.

Kikyou was being awfully quite as she refused the food given to her, it seemed she was taking what that man said last night to heart. Kagome felt bad, she tried to comfort her but everything she did failed, she even tried the whole "other fish in the sea" speech that Kikyou had given to her countless times, with no avail. She even talked about Kikyou's fathers surprise to cheer her up. Again with no avail.

"Kagome why do you think he rejected me?" she asked in a quiet voice.

"I really don't know," she replied truthfully following with "Why do you care so much, I mean everyone has been rejected at least once, right."

"I don't know, I felt a connection when our eyes meet it was different than usual, it wasn't just sexual attraction, I felt I could actually have something with him, not just a fling I guess." She said looking down.

"Oh I see." Kagome was at a loss for words, Kikyou never said these things, for Kikyou it was always a hook up or fun for her. It broke her heart to see Kikyou like this.

Ever since Kagome meet Kikyou she has always acted that 'loose' way, she never knew Kikyou any different, she never thought about it, but she wondered what made her that way. I mean, you're not born a slut, right?

That's when Kikyou's father walked in.

"Hey girls, I hope you're ready for tonight, it's going to be a lot of fun for you girls, so put you're happy faces on and start to get ready were going to leave at 6:30" Then he walked out taking a business call.

It was a late lunch, around 2:30, neither of them had eaten, where the hungry one wouldn't allow herself to eat and the other just couldn't.

Kagome didn't know much about Kikyou's dad, except that he was a higher up in an oil company, and that he was clearly rich. She had asked Kikyou once and Kikyou didn't really know much about his job either, she knew he was third in command in a large oil company and best friends to the founder and CEO of the company. Kikyou never really asked her dad about his job, she never really cared to know she told Kagome before.

After 10 cigarettes a couple head shots and 45 sit ups, Kagome decided to get in the shower to start getting ready for the surprise. Kikyou's dad hinted it was a very formal event to them, but nothing else, she hoped her outfit was good enough, not that she felt pretty in it anyways.

Wrapping a towel around her head, and throwing on a pale rose pink silk housecoat that reached her upper thigh, she sat to do her make up.

Applying eye liner, eye mascara, a light grey eye shadow, a hint of rosy blush and some a light beige pinkish lip color, she proceeded to do her hair. Blow drying it and brushing it out, going over it with a straightener; she put it in a loose pony till she finished dressing. Putting on the dress, the accessories and the shoes, she was done. Pulling the pony out and going over her hair again, making sure her bangs were pushed off to the side just right, and her long hair was silky.

Kikyou came into the room when she finished her own things, she looked amazing. Kikyou was adorned with a floor length dark red dress that had a low waist line, and was a soft silk; it had a straight flow to it, touching the ground with an utmost grace. Held up by only two strings, and a V neck, Kikyou looked amazing, not slutty, but elegant and beautiful; her hair was in a high long ponytail that reached down her back, and her bangs fringed straight across her face. She had a pair of gold earrings on and you couldn't see her shoes but by looking at her outfit you'd know they were amazing.

"Wow, Kikyou you look amazing." Kagome exclaimed.

"Thanks, you do too Kagome" Kikyou smiled but it was etched with sadness. She was still upset about that ass hole from last night.

They arrived in style at the party, in a long black limo, Kagome couldn't shake the feeling of familiarity of this house, probably the most gorgeous house she's ever seen, and probably ever will.

The house was even beautifully set up on the inside; she's never seen anything like it before. Long stairs on each side of the round room, beautiful paintings, light coffee walls; it had a Spanish feel to it, but with a French touch. Large marble statues adorned the room and large crystal chandeliers hung from the ceiling. There were guests galore, tables, flowers, bars, music, and dim lights lit with candles. It was breath taking. Looking around Kagome discovered she recognized everyone there. They were all celebrities, major business men, fashion designers, and they were all high profile. Did Kikyou's father really have friends this high?

It was so overwhelming. The beauty of it all was breathtaking. She made her way past the lounge area and through large glass doors that were left open, the wind played against the long white curtains, as she walked through she felt she was in a dream. Standing on the back patio, she leaned against the railing. Little white lanterns lit the area, hanging from trees and strings to illuminate the area with a pale glow. She reached into her Louie Vuitton clutch and it was then that she lit a cigarette.

Puffing on it she could pass the feeling she's been here before. She thought about it long and hard as she puffed on her cigarette, and sipped on her scotch from a crystal glass she previously got from the bar.

He gazed upon her thinning form, he didn't notice last night how much skinnier she got from that day he first meet her, but as she stood under the glow of the lanterns he was at a loss for words. He wouldn't admit it to himself, nor her, or anybody, but he though she looked amazing, no she looked beautiful.

He gazed upon her body adorned with a strapless empire waist line dress that flowed to the ground that flared out just enough to create dimensions. The design embroider on it was a dark royal blue with pale yellow and red flowers. Her earrings were a single pair of pearls in each ear, and she wore a long necklace that reached under her breast line bearing a single heart locket.

He just stared at her beauty, and started to slowly walk towards her.

Kagome couldn't place where she seen this house before, she tried picturing it without the decorations, the lights hanging, in the day light. Then it hit her.

"THIS IS HIS HOUSE!" she busted out loud. 'I have to leave here, he can't see me, there's way too much humiliation when it comes to seeing him.' But before she could turn to leave she heard a voice from behind her.

Back with Kikyou, she sat on a long sofa that housed many celebrities and business men all in conversation all enjoying themselves. She was isolated from them and sat there silently, starring off into space. That's when he popped up.

Walking directly towards her, before she could escape him, he was directly in front of her staring down at her. Brown meet gold once again, and held its gaze.

"Why aren't you dancing we all know you're good at it." The man said to her, with a cocky and rude expression.

"I think you have the wrong idea about me…" she said coldly back up to him. "So please, leave me alone."

"I don't have to. This is my villa." He replied coldly.

"Then I guess I'll leave." She said standing up and facing him, and turning away.

Only getting about a foot away a hand grabbed on to the upper wrist.

"Explain to me how I have the wrong idea of you. Are you not a hor.?" He said with a rude and cocky grin.

"Let me go." She said returning a cold glare. He let go of her arm, and she walked away slowly, not turning around to him, she didn't want him to see the tears that threatened to fall from her eyes.

That's when she found her dad, and told him she wasn't feeling very well and was going to head home early. Where she went home and cried herself to sleep, still dressed in her long gown.

Kagome froze as the familiar voice started.

"Yes, this is my house," the all too familiar voice said from behind her, "and I hope you are using an ash tray."

She turned around at full speed and came face to face with the one and only Sesshomeru. And what was her reply to that?

"Oh fuck."