CHAPTER 4

BPOV: I went in to the kitchen and saw everyone in there I blushed and said sorry and was going out when Sirius stopped me. "You don't need to go you are a member of the order now and so is Harry." I smiled and sat down. "So Dumbledore wanted to bring Harry and Isa extra protection so he is coming with the extra protection in a few days. We all nodded curious of who he was getting to protect us. They asked me about what happened in Forks. I sighed and told them everything except their names and my second scar. At the end I had tears in my eyes and Sirius, Tonks, Remus, Harry, Hermione and Ginny came to hug me. After dinner Harry showed me to our room and we went upstairs and I collapsed on my bed. That night I dreamed about Edward and this time everytime I came close to him he dissapeared telling me that he did'nt exist. That hurt me more, the thought about not having him here and the terrifying thought,that I would forget him. Right now the only thing I need to know is that he exists and that's really all that matters. I checked that I didn't wake up Harry but was relieved when I heard him snoring deep. His deep snoring rememberd me of Charlie and Renee'. I sighed, I feel sorry for them it was unfair for them. I sighed again and let sleep take me over. The next day I woke up and went to the bathroom. I quickly brushed my teeth and showerd. I changed and went out of the room. I was walking down the stairs when I saw a vision of Dumbledore coming in one hour. I shrugged it off thinking I was just imagening. I went in the kitchen and saw everyone in there. "Good morning." I said. "Morning Isa." Harry said hugging me tight. I laughed. "Where are Sirius,Moody and Remus?" I asked. "They had a emergencie order meeting they should be done soon. Then they came in. "Morning." Isaid. "Morning Isa." They all answered "So Dumbledore is coming in one hour." They said. I gasped. "II just saw a vision that he would be coming in one hour with the extra protection." "That was a gift you were supposed to get soon." They said. I smiled. When I was done with my 'breakfast' Molly gasped. "Isa you have to eat more than just orange juice." I sighed I was tired of everyone telling me to eat. "I'm not hungry." "But Isa you did'nt eat yesterday either." I havent eaten anything but water for four months." They all gasped. I quicly rose before they would force food down my throat. I went upstairs and sat on my bed and started to remember Edward. I felt the silent tears running down my cheeks. The door opened and everyone came in gasping at the sight of me. I got up not wanting them to see me like this and went down and they followed me. I sat on the couch but the tears did'nt stop though. Suddenly I saw a vision that Dumbledore would be here in 15 minutes. I did'nt care I just sat there now shaking. After 15 minutes the dorr knocked and I got up to open and said "Hello proffessor." He nodded noticing that something was wrong. Behind him was seven people I guess it was the protection I shrugged and went up to my room. I started pacing around the room. I sat down on my bed tired of pacing around. Flashes of Edward went threw my head and I started to shake and sob violently. I settled myself and went down gaining control again. I saw that they were having a order meeting and I sat on the couch not caring about the meeting. I took out my wand and decided to take a ride on my firebolt to gain control of my feelings and mental shield. I felt a lot better when I was flying. I flew down again and sighed when I saw that everyone was there. "Hello." I said. "Hi." They said. "So where are the 'protectors'?" I asked. "Inside." I went in with them following. I wanted to play with my hair so I changed it to blonde and my eyes green. I went in and gasped. Inside I saw the cullens. I took a deep breath and tried to focuse on my control that was slowly fading. I sat down and looked at my fingers not wanting to gaze on them afraid that I would lose control. "Isa?" "Yes?" "These are the cullens : Alice,Rosalie,Esme,Jasper,Carlisle,Emmett and Edward and they will protect you and Harry. "Hello." I said not looking at them. I felt my hair and eyes slowly turning grey and I began to panic slightly. I tried to look anywhere but at them. "Isabella?" "Yes professor?" "I have heard from everyone that you haven't heaten in four months." I nodded. "That is extremely dangerous you need to start eating again." I just nodded. I got up. "Isa?" "Where are you going?" "I need some air." I said they nodded. I went out and took a deep breath. I sat down on the grass when suddenly my scar began to jurt and I cried out in pain. I didn't see a visioon, no this was much worse Voldemort was talking to me. The pain was excrutiating, even worse than the cruciatus curse. that was highly impossible. Suddenly he stopped talking and I shot my eys open and saw everyone next to me. I felt the tears coming down my face. I got up shaking and everyone followed me. Even though he stopped talking with me tha pain was sitll there...

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J.K ROWLING OWNS HARRY POTTER NOT ME !

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