Baha! I guess I update every other day now! :D and as for the readers of my other stories Im sorry! I need to concentrate on one! And I have this awesome idea for 2 new fics :D so here enjoy :D

Disaclaimer: I own nothing but the fic AND dei's daaddyyy xD

Chapter 4

Deidara opened his eyes slowly to begin another day. Kenji's "friends" have been visiting every other day now, Deidara was starting to lose it. Sasori has been asking about why he limps and many other things, but Deidara always found a believable excuse. He has been going on a weird routine. Sasori asked about coming over plenty of times but Deidara always came up with something. He got up totally ignoring the pain. He felt sore. His eyes were red and puffy from crying. He now cries himself to sleep.

He got to the bathroom ,took a shower put his clothes and books in the bag and left. After he changed in the restaurant he was on his way to school. When he got to school He felt that he wanted to cough and puke at the same time, He ran to the bathroom incase he vomited and suddenly began coughing. He looked at his hand and his eyes widened. 'blood? But why?' He washed his hands and got some tissues just in case.

He got to class , no one was there. 'am I early?' HE went to his seat and put his stuff on his desk. "Hmm so how is my sasori ? Deidara" He heard someone giggle and turned around to be greated by Sakura Haruno.

"Oh Hi S-"

"You think your life is so perfect that you've got Sasori huh?"

"un?"

"Listen to me and listen well bitch. Sasori is mine. We are destined to have a future together and a little bug like you among the way I wouldn't mind to crush. So you should know something…" She stopped and lowered her voice into a whisper since students were starting to enter and she didn't want to ruin her reputation. "Every girl has a flaw. Zits , hair, anything, except me of course so know this bitch. .." When Sakura was done she left with a smile to greet her friends. 'heh good luck with that it's already ruined.' Deidara thought. That was when the bell rang starting the first period.

The Day Passed pretty fast for Deidara. Sasori wasn't there. He was absent. Deidara wanted to call him. But he didn't have a cellphone. He was tired of his life. Sasori does he like me?. 'Hell no one does!'

He got to the restaurant and changed. He ran home to be greeted by his dad and his "friends" He was to tired to argue or struggle or do they were done he was left on the floor. It was the first time he was able to stay conscious with all the men doing it to him. He felt so sore. Tears were streaming down his bruised face. He got out his pocket knife and stared at it. He looked at his refection and his body start to shake. Everything thought went through his head.

'Get away from my son freak!' 'don't touch me with your filthy hands!' 'You're the reason your mother has left!' 'Go jump off a cliff useless shit!' Deidara started shaking harder and put his hands on his ears he was alone. Everything replayed the memories, the pain, the insults.Tears were Streaming down his face, his eyes were wide. Every voice in his head just got louder and louder.

He got the knife and raised it up He wanted to be relieved. He started cutting right below his elbow. But it wasn't enough .He kept cutting and scaring his skin. He went in the corner of the room and kept crying and shaking he wanted to leave this place. Go somewhere better. He soon kept repeating the thoughts and memories in his head. "Go die somewhere, Filthy child" He kept whispering them over and over until he was asleep.

He woke up and got dressed in his school uniform right away his father wasn't home anyway. When he got to school he was greeted by Hidan and Kakuzu. "hey Dei how's it going?" Deidara put on his usual fake smile. No one noticed anyway. "good." Kakuzu sighed. "We have to go Hidan we are wanted at the principal's office."

"JASHIN! That fucking old lady is such a –"

"Shut up hidan. I'm already In trouble."

After they were gone, He turned around to see Sasori. "Hey dei."

"Hi Sasori un." They talked and laughed. But behind the bushes was a pink haired girl trying to get her ex-boyfriend back.

When the bell rang for the first period, Deidara and Sasori separated to get to class. Deidara had Kakashi sensei. 'oh great'. He got to class and sat in his usual seat. Sakura put her stuff and left with a pass in her hand. 'Where'd she get that?' Deidara thought but didn't mind it.

Sakura walked down the hall and saw her little sister's best friend. "Oh! Ino! Hi!" Ino and Kenji looked to see a pink haired girl running up to them. "Oh hi Sakura! I'm coming over today" Ino said with a grin. "yes. Um so what brings you and your dad to Suna high?" Ino posed for a few seconds then began talking. "Well my brother goes to this school and Dad Is here to pay the money for the semester." Ino said.

"Oh you have a brother here?" Ino nodded. "What's his name?"

"Deidara."

"Deidara….?"

"Iwa."

Sakura looked confused. " But Deidara is a girl… She comes here with a girls uniform.. er Ino are you playing around?" Sakura said. "No!" Ino took a paper from her father's hand. "This is a birth certificate! See! The school phoned Daddy telling him they needed it. And it says maaale!" Ino said pointing at the picture and gender of Deidara. Sakura smirked.

"um You do know that the money is delivered in the bank the school asks you too right?" Sakura said. The two shook their head. "Well you guys should give me the certificate and I'll give it to the principle." What surprised Sakura was the Kenji Gave her the Paper and walked off. Sakura smirked. 'perfect. That faggot. Hah. ' Sakura has finally found something to make Deidara's life totally over. A paper with his picture , gender, age. It just couldn't be better for her. 'that kid is toast he's nuts to think of something like that'

She ran to one of the teacher's office which luckily for her was empty and put the piece of paper on the copy machine. She smirked as copies of the certificate fell into her hands and then she put papers in people's lockers and not putting one in deidara's and stuffed a bunch in sasori's.

She got back to class and sat in her seat giving the pass to the substitute teacher who nodded accepting the pass. The bell rang and sakura couldn't stop that smirk. People looked at the piece of paper and began laughing right away. "SO she's a he?" laughing sounds can be heard from the corners of the hallways.

Deidara didn't know anything. The day passed by with people calling him names and calling him a faggot. 'I wonder what's up'. He ran out of the building the school yard was almost empty except for a certain red head who had left Deidara a note telling him to meet him there.

Deidara didn't know what was wrong. Sasori's eyes were red and puffy like he has been crying them out. But his face remained cold. "You should've told me that you were a guy." Deidara's eyes widened. 'Nonnononono' "You're just like every girl I dated! Except that you're a gay guy who actually made me like someone in a way that made it feel right! and now I'm disgusted of everything I did! Yes! I regret everything!" Sasori took a deep breath b efore continuing. "You are a freak! It says in your birth certificate that you were born with mouths on your hands! Go die! I can't believe I liked you!"

Deidara felt shattered. Sasori's face got emotionless again as Deidara tried to hold his tears. " It's over"

When Sasori was out of sight Deidara just stood there. It soon began to rain and he didn't move. Tears were streaming down his wide eyes. He was soaking but he didn't care.

"HEY DEIDARA!" Hidan said as he ran to the blonde.

'I told you she'd leave!' 'you're a pitiful joke!' 'You? A human?' 'Filthy child!' 'Get away from us freak!'

"Hey Deidara answer me why didn't you tell you were a boy? Answer me! Deidara!"

'It's overit'soverit'soverit'soverit'sover'

"Deidara!"

Deidara screamed.

Me: BAHAHAHA! I depress myself!

Raitea: loser

Me: shaddap.

It's not as long as other chapters but **sigh** I have to sleep! DX