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Chapter 4) Nannies are awesome

I had just put the boys to bed finally…and was about to leave to my room when a hand stopped me. I came face to face with Edward.

"Good night Edward?" I tried to make it sound like a statement but it came out more like a question. He chuckled I am pretty sure at my expression I suspected it was a look of nervousness.

"By any chance what car did you take?"

"A town car?" I answered unsurely I looked into his eyes they were dancing in amusement at my uncertainty.

"Really? Because I checked the town cars to see the mileage and they are all the same…did you take the Vanquish?" Busted. I thought to myself but at the same time, I could have sworn I heard two voices say the same thing…no it was just my imagination…

"Yes I did and I didn't know I was not supposed to take it! Honest!" He just chuckled

"Did they even tell you that it was my special occasion car?" I looked around nervously

"No." He just looked at me like he didn't believe me and I didn't blame him I wasn't a good liar.

"Well my car isn't what I came here to tell you…In about a week I'm having a business party and I need you to take care of Sebastian and Ryan."

"Don't I already do that?"

"I needed to make sure you could I didn't know if you had any plans next week."

"What day is it?"

"On Saturday"

"Ok then I is not busy on that day."

"And to warn you Bella on that day my business partner's children are also coming and some nannies aren't…" he trail off I quickly jumped in before he could continue

"Could I bring a friend to help me out?" He shrugged as if saying if you want to.

"Well you can…but I wouldn't the kids that the other nannies sitter aren't as…educated they don't take to new nannies well." I nodded in understanding

"Do you think you can handle it Bella?" I just nodded and it seemed to be fine with him. He walked back to his room when he stopped and I saw the end of his lips quirk into a smile

"Oh and next time I was go to the Carrabba's Italian Grill instead of the Bella Italia they have better food." And just like that I saw him walk to his room. I slowly walked back to my room he was smarter than I thought.

I drifted off to sleep as soon as my head hit the pillow something told me that living my life as a nanny was only beginning.

Meanwhile with the twins

"Did you see that?" Sebastian said as he sneakily walked back to his room with Ryan.

"Well no duh…I was with you remember?" Asked Ryan while lightly smacking Sebastian's head

"You don't have to be mean about it." Grumbled Sebastian

"It doesn't matter because daddy for sure likes Bella." Chirped Ryan happily

"I know remember the last nanny who did that and daddy fired her on the spot?" Asked Sebastian

"Yeppers I remember, and how he fired the one before her because she had taken out once?" Added Ryan

"That one was a classic." They said together. They walked back to their rooms in perfect sync and they both lay down in their separate beds.

"Bastian?"

"Yea Ry?"

"You really think Bella will be our new mommy?"

"I'm sure Ry I'm not the older one for nothing."

"Only by two minutes." Was the last thing Ryan managed to say before he drifted off into sleep.

"Ry?" I called out softly. He didn't answer I knew he was asleep I looked around my room. I didn't want to sleep alone tonight I knew Ryan wouldn't help he hogged the bed. And daddy's room was usually locked. I grabbed my top blanket and covered my head and body with it. I began to rock back and forth like daddy used to do when I got scared of the dark. I slowly came out from the blankets tried to go to sleep it was no use. I was finally getting used to the dark when the house started to make these creaky noises. I jumped up grabbed my blanket and ran to Bella's room.

Her bedroom light wasn't on. I softly knocked on her bedroom's door she didn't answer. I knocked again and again. And I finally decided to open it up by myself. I did and quickly dragged myself into her bed with my blanket. Before I fully managed to cuddle myself to her side she turned and faced me her eyes widen once she saw me.

"What?" She asked lifting up her head

"I can't sleep." I saw her roll her eyes and I felt a little hurt I widen my eyes and began to pout.

"Don't you love me anymore?" I heard her sigh and saw her blankets open up.

"Come on in" I happily hopped into next to her and cuddled next to her side. She wrapped her arms around me she was warm.

I felt myself being engulfed into darkness the good kind. She I would make sure that Bella was our new mommy even if it killed me.

Morning Time

I went to go check on my boys. I first checked Ryan's room and saw that he was sprawled all over the bed I set him straight and put the covers back on him, I grinned to myself my little tight. Now where's my little Lion? I asked myself as I walked into Sebastian's room to not see him there. Fear gripped my insides where did he go? I glanced at his bed his blanket was missing meaning where ever he was so was his blanket. I looked around the flat thinking about the last time this happened.

I was still with their 'mother' she might have been biologically but she really wasn't. She didn't care about them but I wouldn't blame her she was given the mother role at a young age. Twenty we had met at a club and ended up having sex. It was a one night stand that would come back to haunt me. She had located me three months later saying she was pregnant. I took her in but my family didn't when she gave birth my father Carlisle had given me his company to help better support my children.

But as soon as they were born she had ditched them as soon as Sebastian and Ryan could walk they had tried to near her she just shooed them away. Instead she took her time to party and have came back home drunk every night. And I put up with it every time saying to myself that the boys needed a mother who wasn't there. But one night I guess I just got tired and I kicked her out I remember why I did but I didn't want to remember it-it would just spoil a perfectly good morning.

I sighed I found him no where…unless…I quickly and silently opened Bella's door a crack and sure enough there he was he his head was barely sticking out of the covers. And there was his blanket. I noted that he was cuddled to Bella's side. I felt my eyes soften at the sight this was what Sebastian and Ryan needed. Bella would make a great mother one day. I was about to turn away when I heard

"Nannies are awesome." I slowly turned around to see if I was caught and I almost laughed when I realized she was sleep talking.

"What do you mean you don't care? I am a nanny and I should have nanny rights, you are just jealous that you are not a nanny."

"No I don't want the yellow I want the pink." I laughed silently as I exited her room. This was too much as soon as I was in the living room I burst out laughing. I had to admit Bella was a great nanny and I had a small crush on her. I looked at the hallway mirror to how I looked for work. I looked fine enough but I couldn't help but to notice that I had a certain spark back in my eyes. I took the elevators to the lobby and walked over to my Silver Volvo. I was about to get in when I noticed a little flyer hanging off of the windshield wipers.

Ringling Bros and Barnum & Bailey Circus

At Madison Square Garden

Thurs: March 20 – April 6th

Ticket Prices: 15.00-70.00

Come one come all!

Don't miss the Greatest show on earth!

I folded the flier and put it in my suit's pocket I would have to take Sebastian, Ryan, and Bella to that. I got into my car and fired up the car and drove off to work. All the while a certain brown haired, brown eyes and full lipped goddess stayed in my mind.

In Bella's Room

I rolled over to squish Sebastian…again this really had to stop.

"Morning, sleepy head."

"Morning Bella" I got out of bed first and I picked him up and carried him out of the room all the while talking to him.

"We really have to stop meeting this way."

"Meeting what way?" He asked clearly confused I just laughed. I woke up Ryan by tickling him half to death.

"boys its almost time for school-"

"AWWWW do we have to go?" They asked in perfect unison.

"Yes, so wash up and I'll make breakfast-"

"Pancakes?"

"Umm I don't know I'll check ok?"

"Kay." They responded and went to go get dressed. I went to my room and washed up myself I couldn't look bad on my first day at NYU. I put on a pair of jean Capri's and pink tank top covered with a black jean jacket and a pair of black rocket dogs. The boys were in the kitchen sitting on two black chairs waiting patiently for me.

"Breakfast." They both said I just nodded and pointed to the door. Sebastian grabbed a set of car keys while I went to my room again to get my messenger bag and laptop. By the time we were out the door the boys were late. I quickly stopped at a Star Bucks I ordered myself a cappuccino and the boys some milk which a chocolate chip cookie for each. Not exactly healthy but we were on the clock. They ate and drank quietly in the back of the black town car I had taken this morning.

We stopped at their school at least twenty minutes late and I wrote on the car's steering wheel a quick tardy note and shooed them into the their classroom. Just before I left Sebastian said

"You are coming back right?"

"Of course, two forty five right?"

"Yep don't be late." I heard Ryan say I just nodded and kissed each of their foreheads and they kissed my cheeks and they left. I ran out of the school and into the car, I glanced at my watch I was only five minutes late. I quickly drove to the NYU campus and parked my car. I ran off to first class…economics.

I entered discreetly and took a seat on the back row next to Alice who had saved me a seat. As soon as I sat down she gave me a finally look. I just smiled at her sheepishly the instructor cleared his throat and looked at me straight in the eye.

"Nice of you to join us Miss?"

"Swan" I answered him he just nodded and talked.

"I do not accept tardiness you are not in high school anymore this is the real world. Starting tomorrow after class starts at eight sharp the doors will close and no one will be back in or allowed to enter if tardy. You got lucky Miss Swan make sure that this does not occur again. Are we clear?"

"Yes sir."

"Ok then." He turned his back to the black board and began to write. And so the lecture of my life started. Two hours later after the lecture was dismissed I left with Alice. My first day and my laptop already had at least twenty pages full of notes. As we walked out in the hallway Alice leaned her head on my shoulder.

"This isn't fun."

"Nothing ever is Alice." She pouted.

"Right now I wish we were back in Forks High school getting a lecture from Mr. Varner." I smiled.

"Don't we all?"

"Har, har, har Bella you're so funny." Alice said while rolling her eyes at me she held a playful tone though.

"I have some good news though about Edward." At this Alice lifted her head off of my shoulder and perked up.

"What?" She asked barely able to contain her excitement.

"Well...he's having a business party and since a lot of nannies might not make it…I told him I would probably need a little bit of extra help so he said you could come to help me on that condition."

"Well of course I'll help!" She half yelled causing half of the hall to look and stare at us. I felt my face heat up.

"Alice I have to catch the trolley to the other side of campus." She looked at me.

"Oh yea our next class starts in…three minutes…" I ran down the hall muttering excuse me's when needed. I made the trolley with Alice we made it just in time for History. We took our seats next to the other and bust out laughing when we the saw the other's expressions. However when we saw the teacher's we went quiet. He lectured for what seemed forever and when we were released Alice and I left to go to a quaint café on campus.

"Did you see his face when he saw us laughing?" Asked Alice while we drank our cokes

"Totally his face was scrunched up and he was looking at us like we were crazy or something."

"We are."

"But he doesn't need to know that now does he?" I told her.

"True, true, true." She puttered.

"Did you see his bald spot?"

"Oh yea and how he was trying to cover it up with his hand."

"And fake hair." I added to her and we burst out laughing again. We were still talking when a guy came up to us.

"You guys talking about the History teach professor Hodge?" He asked as he pulled up a chair next to us.

"Yes." I answered.

"My dad knows him." I could tell that mine and Alice's faces had gone white as sheets.

"Kidding." He said noticing our expressions

"But I am in your guy's class I saw the two of you coming in, Mike Newton by the way." He said sticking out his hand, I shook it and so did Alice. We started to talk for a while and chat. I noticed Mike starring at me on a number of occasions and couldn't help but think that there was something stuck in my teeth. I glanced at my watch and did a double check two thirty…I had fifteen minutes to get to the school and I was on the other side of the city.

"Shit!" I cursed out loud. They both looked at me in alarm.

"What?" Asked Mike

"I'm late!"

"Late for what?" Asked Alice

"Ryan and Sebastian." Alice nodded in understanding and said

"Go ahead." I turned to leave when Mike said

"You have kids?"

"No, I'm a nanny."

"See you tomorrow?" I heard him ask

"Tomorrow" I answered back; I waved my good byes to the both of them and ran to the car. I drove as fast as I could to the school it was three when I got there. I grimaced as I entered the classroom and sure enough there was Ryan and Sebastian and their teacher.

"You're late!" Ryan accused

"I'm sorry" I said

"I don't believe you!" Screamed Ryan

"Bella I was scared I thought you left us!" Said Sebastian running into my arms he hugged me tightly and I gripped him back just as tight.

"I'm so sorry" I whispered to him

"I forgive you." He whispered back to me

"Never leave me" Was all he said

"I will never leave you and Ryan I you guys too much, come here Ryan." I said. Ryan walked over to me unsurely like I was about to bite him or something but he came anyways and hugged my other side. We stayed like that for a while until the teacher broke the moment.

"You are late next time this happens I will call their father understood?" She asked me.

"Yes."

"You may go now." I left with Sebastian and Ryan each of them holding one of my hands extra tightly. We left into the town car.

"Am I forgiven?" I asked them

"Yes" They said

"So where are we going?"

"Central Park, I want to play hide-n-go seek" They said

"And tag!" Said Ryan

"Your wish is my command." I drove to Central Park and we began to play tag and hide-n-go seek. And it a combination until five when I drove us home. When they got there the twins went to go play one of their games while I figured out what to cook. I finally decided on chick enchiladas.

By the time I was finished with the cooking Edward had come and was playing with the twins.

"Guys dinner's ready." I called out to them stopping their wrestling game. We sat down to eat and small talk followed.

"So Bella how was school?" Asked Edward

"Fine long and boring but it was fine." And the asked Sebastian and Ryan the same thing and they answered that today they were playing with play dough and that their art teacher said that it was one of best in the class. By the time dinner was over we all chatted for a while until Edward announced.

"Well boys its time to go to bed."

"Awww." They whined

"Do we have too?" Asked Ryan

"Yes, we go through this every night."

"But daddy!" Complained Sebastian

Edward just picked them up and took them to their rooms then Edward mouthed to me

'I'll tuck them in tonight' I just nodded and put my finger up and went up to Ryan and Sebastian.

"Night boys."

"Night Bella." They said they kissed my cheeks and I kissed their foreheads.

"Good night Edward." I said to Edward.

"Good night Bella." He said and he kissed my cheek. I stood there for a moment and the blush crept onto my face before I vanished to my room. I began to hyperventilate to stop it I got into the shower and began to think what happened through.

Mean while

"Daddy?" I heard Sebastian ask, I had already put Ryan to bed and I could hear his steady breathing

"Yes?"

"Do you like Bella?" That question caught me off guard sure I had kissed her cheek on impulse it just felt so natural…

"I don't know." I said more to myself than him but I knew he heard me. He just nodded his head and hugged me I kissed his forehead.

"You really like her don't you?" I asked

"No daddy I love her." I heard him respond I smiled to myself. Such child innocence he didn't know what love really was. I turned off his bedroom light. And left to my room left to ponder how I felt the new woman in my and my children's lives.

End Chapter 4

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