Just as we pulled apart I felt a sudden change in the air. What had I done? Had I ruined this moment somehow or had she done something. I wasn't at all sure; she was crying silently and I didn't know what to do.

"Kate, are you alright?" I asked

"Yea" she murmured; I pulled the hair back from her face and saw the sadness written in her eyes

"Kate; you are not. Please tell me what's wrong?" I asked her again, she took a deep breath

"I, my dad is in hospital; I couldn't not go and see him before heading back to the precinct but at the same time I really wanted to come see you. You are my shoulder to cry on; no matter how screwed I've made this between us you were the one I could completely trust the only one I wanted to see me like this" she said

"Kate; whoa you mean to say on the bus you were staring at your phone because you got a message from your father. Is he all right what happened?" I asked starting freak, Mr Beckett was Kate's father and that was part of the package of loving someone; you had to know there family and care about them.

"He had a mild heart attack; apparently he was worrying about me and he was scared, but I really had to see him. We talked and stuff and then he told me I had to come see you" she said looking away.

KPOV

Keen to show what I really wanted from him I captured his lips again.

"Beckett please answer me one question; this has nothing to do with your condition at the moment its not just a one time thing were we have passionate sex and then you leave without a backward glance?" he asked

"No; I want this I want all of you, I'm not going anywhere Richard" I promised

"Ok" he said pulling me in for a kiss before he ripped my shirt off, ripping the buttons off I looked at him and glared happily

"You are so buying me a new blouse Rick" I scolded

"For you you Kate; I would travel to the end of the world and back just to make you happy" he declared

"I know Rick; but if you went there then I would have to go with you since I don't think I could go a single day without you now" I confessed

"Well in that case" he said leaning down and kissing my chest before he moved his arms around my back and undid my bra and chucking it away.

"Rick shouldn't we move to you bedroom before we start undressing" I said trying to get his attention

"Rick! Alexis and Martha, they still have keys" I tried again

"Both of them are up at the Hamptons for the weekend; they promised they won't be home until next Monday at the earliest we have the appartment all to ourselves" he told me.

"Ok I guess I could live with that" I said letting him continue his way down my body. He had one hand on my left breast and the other was making its way down to my jeans. He undid my jeans and pulled them down far enough for him to get his fingers under my skimpy piece of underwear.

Letting him touch me was the most exciting thing I had ever done; the way he used his fingers with just a single touch sent shivers down my spine. It was enough to make me climax but I bit my lip and waited it out.

Morning came way too quickly for my liking and Rick was spooning me when I woke up. He groaned as I ground into him and felt his cock rise to the occasion I smiled and turned around in his arms kissing him good morning

"I coud totally get used to waking up like this" I announced as he tickled my side

"So could I my love so could I" he smiled and I pecked his lips again. I was Sunday and that meant my day off, which I was going to enjoy regardless of the situation. The boys were probably going to get a little suspicious since I hadn't missed a day of work since I started and I even went in on my days off. However with my new relationship and having admitted my feelings for Rick I fully intended to make the most of it and spend the day with him, where ever and however he wanted. So when he started fingering my clit I didn't so much as complain just enjoyed the feeling he was giving me as I moaned loudly in his ear.

A/N: I warned you it gets very bad with lots of visual text in there, so please don't hate me.