I do not own twilight and only the clever plot is my own.
My life was truly over; I had lost everything I had ever loved, and every one who had loved me.
I spent three days in the coffin, just thinking, wishing my life was over, but I soon needed to get out of there, my thirst was starting to drive me crazy. I didn't exactly know how I was going to get out of the coffin, my plan was half-assed as it was, now all I needed were more obstacles.
I laid there thinking really hard about the woods near my house in forks. Wishing with my whole mind that I were there so I could hunt.
Suddenly I felt a cool mist on my face and I opened my eyes to find myself standing in the middle of some forest. Where the hell am I and how the hell did I get here? It was a complete mystery, but being the smart vampire that I was I soon attributed my sudden change of location to my newly acquired vampire abilities.
A/N: Back to Bella's present 100 years after Edward left.
I often think about those events that changed my life so drastically so long ago. I still to this day like to, in my own mind, recount those events so I do not forget, they are important to me, they drive me to sustain life, to want to find Victoria, and Edward, to get my revenge. They both hurt me so bad all those years ago.
He left me to wander as a newborn, hunting animals because I would never let myself turn into a monster. Even though I knew I could not kill humans, I still though about it a lot, they were everywhere and their scent was so enticing. I would wander from town to town and be overwhelmed with the aromas of the human inhabitants. I don't know what I would have given for him to be with me and guide me in the beginning. But, he was never there and I haven't seen him since, and when I do see him, he will feel the pain he caused me, I am going to destroy him, he destroyed me!
I have, however encountered many vampires in my one hundred years. I once went to visit the clan in Danli, but I did not stay long because I feared that they would find out who I was and tell one of the Cullens. I never want to see any of them again, unless it is watching their corps burning. I know I hold so much anger towards them, but they left me and I will never forgive them. They all left, Alice, my best friend and would be sister, Esme, my would be mom, even Rosile, even if she did not like me very much, I still thought of her as family.
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I got up from the grass and looked around me. I had been laying on the ground of a little meadow waiting for the sun to set to I could hunt. I did not heed to hunt at night but I liked it better that way. It made me feel weird to hunt in the day time, also there was more of a chance of coming across hikers in the day, and when I was hunting, that was the last thing I ever wanted to accidentally stumble upon.
I had been laying on the ground thinking to myself for so long that I didn't notice that the sun was setting. A soft orange hue was filling the trees and the last of the evening sun was glistening off my perfect skin. I loved to look at my skin in the sun, it was so beautiful and it reminded me of diamonds.
It was time to go hunting, I was going to head into town later tonight and I had to be well fed, even with my level of control after one hundred years I liked to be prepared when I was around humans, just in case. I scanned the forest until I saw a bear about a mile away through the trees. I quietly approached and…well I will spare the gory details, but yumm bear, black bear that is, is so tasty. Once I was full I started to run again. I loved to run, the wind whipping past my face and my feet lightly touching the ground, making no sound as I dashed around trees and over roots. When I was running I was so graceful, something I did not always have at other times, although I was improving. Making my way out of the forest toward the tiny town of…I don't remember the name, Canada, I started, at human speed even though it was about three in the morning, toward the line of shops on the main drag.
The town was tiny, it painfully reminded me of Forks, which was not good considering the fact that I have not really thought about Forks in while, well except back there in the meadow. This reflection was different, I was thinking about Forks and what it was like now. Charlie had died over fifty years ago but that didn't stop me from wondering what the town would look like after on hundred years.
When I had left so long ago I thought I would never return, but I did go back a few times. Once for Charlie's funeral and again about five years later just to check on the town, I was looking for Victoria, tracking her actually and her trail went through Seattle so I thought I would stop by Forks. I had not changed much and I did see Mike Newton and his grandkids.
A/N: Bella has never met Jacob Black, that's why he is not mentioned.
Maybe I will go back there soon. Just see how things are, maybe Edward will be there and I will finally have my revenge.
Taking my mind off Edward, I walked up to a little bookstore, the only store on the side street I was investigating. The store looked cozy and I wanted to go in but it was closed for the night, I made a mental note to check it out tomorrow. It has been so long since I sat and read a good book, most of my time is consumed with tracking Victoria, and training myself, for the day when I finally met the Edward again, one of us will not walk away from that fight. Even though I have been obsessed with tracking Victoria for so long, it in not like I cannot find her, I am so much better than that. I like sensing her fear when I get close and her confidence when she eludes me. Once I kill Victoria I wont have anything to occupy my time except hunting Edward, and as much as I hate him I really do dread the day when Victoria is dead and my anger turns toward him. I may hate him and want him dead, but truly I have never stopped loving him, but my love has been greatly suppressed by my hatred.
I suddenly sensed something behind me and turned to come face to face with three other vampires, with only one different, their eyes were bright crimson. Not good!
A/N: So i know the chapters are short but i will try to keep them updated. Also...i know it seems like Bella has a lot of hate towards the Cullens...not to worry that may change soon...who knows, oh yea me. Please read and Review!
