Chapter 4
Quickly I lunged up from my dream or should say nightmare of Mike struggling to rape me in the dead of night. No one is around just me and him. Knowing that this really happened sets an uneasy feeling in my gut.
Sweat beamed down the side of my head and I was breathing heavily. Gazing around the room I found I was in an empty studio. (For those who don't know what a studio is it is an apartment but the bedroom, living room, and kitchen are all one . )
Slowly I struggled to get up from the queen size bed that laid on the ground.
Walking around the room I noticed: No TV, no couch but there was a chair in the corner of the room. Walking up to a window that was covered by a sheet my mind hissed "NO light." So I quickly ripped of the sheet and gazed around the room another time one thing ran through my mined Were am I?
Now that I got a better visual of the room I could tell the bed was on the same wall the huge window was on, a plastic chair was in the corner opposite from the bed and the window, a small kitchen stood in the opposite corner which could probably only fit 1 body, and last but not least a door to the bathroom sat about three feet away from the chair.
"Nice place" I said sarcastically.
Just then the door slammed open and in came Sasuke who was juggling two cups of coffee or tea I hope and a paper bag in his mouth. His hair was spiked up in his sexy way and his reddish brown eyes glowed in the morning sun. He wore black pants, and shoes, a white shirt and a black jacket that was twice his size over him. His arm sleeves were rolled up and I could tell he put bandages over his wrists. Don't ask me I don't know why he does that but it is HOT!…. Okay Sakura get a hold of yourself it is not normal going around thinking every one is hot….but boys that look like Sasuke are….Damn it Sasuke I'm supposed to be hating you right know!….So I hate you!
"Okay make your self at home." He muttered as he put down the food in the kitchen. I could tell he was talking about the sheets….and window.
"Wait you brought me here and I really do not like walking in the dark." I growled back as I looked at him then at the weird chair that stood in the corner.
"Yes and not to mention saved your life….Soooo you should be nice to me and my stuff." He muttered back as he took a sip of what looked like coffee "I got you tea I know you hate coffee, Our practice starts in two hours so eat up and take a shower, o and I'm not taking you from my sight."
At that point I felt like I wanted to pull my hair out he was being so calm about this, but I just sucked it up and ate my scone.
"Soooo… thank you for helping me I would have gotten-" Just then visions of Mike clashed in my head and tears formed at my eye's.
"Sakura, Sakura." Sasuke's voice echoed in my mind like he was talking to me in a tunnel, but he brought me back. Shaking my head I looked around to fine I was on the ground in Sasuke's arms.
"What the hell was that?" He yelled.
"Sorry just thinking about it makes me a little sick." I said as I rubbed my head and slowly got up with Sasuke's help "Thank you….that's what I meant."
"Ya no problem." He whispered as he looked at me with soft eyes. "Maybe you should skip out on this mission."
"Why I'm fine." I protested.
"You seem shaken up I don't know I'm worried about you." Slowly he took another sip of his coffee.
"YOU worried about ME never thought I would hear you say such words. No seriously I'm fine." I laughed out as I walked to the bathroom "I'll be right out."
Quickly I turned on the water to hot-cold and I jumped in. I just sat there letting the water run down my body. My long black hair that was once short and pink ran down my chest. My thoughts clashed together like the water hitting my body but I didn't know how to answer them. Like one why did Sasuke take me here and didn't leave me out there and why did he protect me and why did he buy me food?
Slowly I raced my fingers through my hair rinsing all the sweat and other stuff out of my hair. I looked around for any shampoo or conditioner but found none only a bar of soup so I washed up with that.
Why would he care about me? he used to think I was annoying?
Turning off the water I got, dried off and put my clothes back on. Opening the door I walked out to fined Sasuke changing. He had his shirt off but his black pants were on. My eyes traced all his muscles as he put on his white shirt that he wore when he switched sides. Then he grabbed his sword that he had laying on the bed along with kunai. Looking around at me he asked.
"What you looking at?" He asked as he looked down at me. Quickly I just shock my head and closed my eye's.
"Nothing" Slowly an evil smile broke over my face. "Lets go Naruto is going to wonder….o and don't tell him what happen to me he will freak out and kill Mike."
"O well in that case-"
"Why do you care about me? One when we were kids you absolutely hated me at times and thought I was annoying. Two you left when I begged you, I begged you Sasuke and you didn't even care." now tears fell from my eyes and I was in his face "That night you killed me and every one wonders why I'm not the same, So why do you care about me so damn much. You tried to kill me once so why do you care about someone trying to rape me, to you it shouldn't mat-" Just at that time he reached down and punched his lips down on mine and rested his hand around my neck and tangled in my hair. My eyes widened what was he doing?
Sasuke why, why do you do this to me. My head spins around when we are in the same room do you have me under your love curse? and love watching me suffer.
Slowly he let go of my lips and lingered his eyes open to look in mine "I'm still trying to figure that one out." He whispered.
Slowly I was about to fall for him I felt my old self seeping back in that's when I realized that I didn't want to do this he would just break my heart when he leaves again and I don't know if I can do another heart break.
Suddenly I got this urge to slap him and I did "Don't you even speak to me again" I hissed. A red mark appeared on his cheek and his head was turned to the side. His emotion looked sad, mad and confused all at the same time.
I didn't care I just need to get out of there. So I turned around and ran out the door. As I ran down the stairs my thoughts tumbled together as tears streamed down my face.
As much as I want you Sasuke I cant give myself to you again. I only have enough of myself for me and if you take that with you again then I will be gone. I'm just sorry that I didn't stop this when I had the chance and I'm even more sorry I didn't kiss you back.
I'm sorry Sasuke I just can't do it. I need you but I can't come to enough courage to say it anymore. Again why do you make me weak and venerable and most importantly love you so much even know you hurt me.
Hay there, Well sorry I'm posting sooooo late but lazy has a hold of me lol! Well hope you enjoy please comment either if you love it, hate it ,or just plain bored! Lol
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I do not own any of this anime characters or Naruto but I wish!
