A/N Sorry for the long time to finish this but I had trouble getting this last chapter to feel right. I did my best and hope it's a satisfying end.

Jaejoong opened his mouth to speak but nothing seemed to come out. He felt like a floundering fish and was pretty sure he looked like one. "And you said we weren't close," Jaejoong said at his lame attempt at a joke.

"That's not close Hyung," Changmin said grasping him tighter, "this is close."

Jaejoong gasped as he felt Changmin's strength as he was pulled flush against his small body. He didn't know what to do because it seemed like his heart was screaming louder than his brain. He quickly jumped out of Changmin's arms as his last effort to keep their friendship intact.

"I'll see you at the house," Jaejoong said walking to the door.

"You're not going anywhere. I asked the others keep us in here til we sorted things out. They can feel the tension between us too. The only reason they haven't said anything is because you've been able to perform like normal, but how long until this leaks onto the stage?"

"Minnie-ah, you're blowing this out of proportion," Jaejoong said hoping Changmin would believe him.

"Jae! When I walk in a room, you walk out. During rehearsals you change the choreography so you're on the other side of the room. You eat dinner at the kitchen counter and lock yourself in your work room when we have free time. How can you say I'm blowing this out of proportion!" Changmin ranted on the verge of tears.

"Min!" Jaejoong cried taking a step forward before he could stop himself.

"See there you go again. You start to do or say something then you stop. Just tell me what's wrong."

"I told you there's nothing wrong."

"You're lying, just tell me the truth I can handle it."

"I can't."

"Why not?"

"I just can't."

"But why?"

"Because I'm afraid I'll lose you," Jaejoong finally said. "I mean…"

"Jae you're closer to losing me doing what you're doing now than if you were to tell me what was bothering you."

"I just can't, I really can't," Jaejoong said tears starting to fall.

"Try, please," Changmin said his own tears falling.

"Changmin how can I? How can I say that every time I see you I just want to hold you? When I watch you sing all I can think about is kissing you. When we're on stage singing our songs, the only one I'm singing to is you. How can I say all that without losing you as a friend."

"You're right. You can't say that without losing me as a friend." Changmin said crossing the distance between them. "But that loss can be filled, with gaining me as a boyfriend. That is, if you'll have me."

"What?"

"Jae, with all your worrying you never noticed me stealing glances and trying my hardest to be close to you. Jae I've loved you for a long time."

"But you never said anything," Jaejoong said a puzzled look on his face.

"I was scared just like you. It's just that I was happy just being able to be around you and have dreams like my porn videos where you were my leading man."

"You had those type of dreams about me?" Jaejoong asked blushing.

"Can you tell me you haven't had the same type of dreams involving me?"

"No."

"I knew it."

Jaejoong smiled at Changmin and watched as his eyes became uneven which was a sign of him being truly happy. "I wasn't lying Jae, I really love you."

Jaejoong scooped Changmin into his arms and kissed him. He broke the kiss just long enough to say I love you too.

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"It's gotten quiet in there you think they made up?" Junsu asked as he, Yoochun, and Yunho waited outside.

"Either that or one of them is dead while the other plots how to get rid of the body," Yoochun joked.

"Let's peek in," Junsu said reaching for the door handle.

"No. We don't want to interrupt them if they haven't made up," Yunho said in an authoritative voice.

"Please Yunho," Junsu said looking like a little kid begging for a cookie before dinner.

"Fine just be quiet so they don't notice us," Yunho caved.

Junsu smiled and opened the door quietly. What met their eyes were half naked Jaejoong and Changmin making out. Yunho quickly shut the door tried to block out what he just saw.

"Aw, that's so great," Yoochun said grabbing Junsu's hand.

"Now we just need to find someone for Yunho," Junsu said already running candidates through his head while Yunho just shook his head.