I'm so sorry for the late update! Here is chapter 4! Please enjoy and continue to R&R. All your reviews really cheer me up lots and gives me loads of motivation to continue writing. Thank you once again!

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Before I knew it, I woke up to find myself imprisoned in the familiar walls of white again. I squinted my eyes as the rays of afternoon sun shot into my eyes, I looked around and to my surprise, Aominecchi was sitting by my bed staring at my face. My face started to burn and I waved my hand in front of his face, "A-aominecchi?... Aominecchi?... what are you looking at ssu?... Is there something on my face?."

Aomine's POV

When he opened his eyes, the rays of sunlight that shot into his eyes made his already radiant eyes glow, it is like a yellow crystal, so beautiful yet delicate. He no longer had the lifelines that he used to had in his eyes, why is that?... Is he that severely ill? Now that I looked at his face in detail, his skin became paler, and his cheeks became slimmer. It didn't make him look bad, surprisingly it was a different type of beauty. So fragile and delicate and makes people want to protect him. I was pulled back to my sense when he started calling my name with his soft voice, he lost the hint of bubbliness in his voice and it feels really weird. I immediately took my eyes off him and answered, " A-ah yeah! I mean no! er… em… how are you feeling?.." I scratched the back of my head in embarrassment.

Kise's POV

I have to admit that Aominecchi looks extremely cute when he feels embarrassed, it isn't like the usual him, but I love every part of him. I tried to smile as brightly as I could in response to his question, "I am alright now ssu~ its just normal gastric~ no big deal ssu~" I sat up using my arms as support and leaned on my pillow. I still feel awkward when I am with Aominecchi, after what happened a few days back. I'm kind of glad that Aominecchi didn't acted like nothing happened, or was it just all a dream?... There was a moment of awkward silence, I feel like I should be saying something to break the silence. "Em… Where are the rest ssu?..." I asked. "Akashi and Midorima is talking to the doctor, Kuroko and Murasakibara went out to buy food… they asked me to watch over you…" he answered not looking at me. "A-ah I see ssu…. I'm sorry to have worried everyone.." I looked away from the plain white sheet and out the window. Then, the awkward silence crept in again.

Aomine's POV

Is he that concerned about the rest!? Why do I have this weird feeling inside me? It pisses me off when he talks about the others when I am right in front of me, didn't he confess to me the other day?! Or is he just fooling around with me?! Why the hell am I getting so annoyed over this? What the heck is this feeling?! A-and, why did he confess to me?...

"Oi- Kise" I called out to his name in a flat tone.

"Em?.. What is it ssu Aominecchi?.." he looked at me with his beautiful golden orbs, with a faint smile on his face. The smile isn't like his usual one, it kind of lack something…. And that annoys me.

"The other day… When you…" I have this firm feeling, I have to sort this out. If he really likes me I wouldn't allow him to talk about any other people when I am with him.

"Confessed." Panic and shock was shown all over his face when I said the last word to my sentence. While I looked at him firmly in the eye, he looked away quickly.

"Do you mean it?" I asked still looking at him, even though he is trying to avoid eye contact.

"He…Eh…hehe….Em… W-what confess?..." he was stumbling with his words as he answered, clearly wanting to avoid this. I have to make this clear. This golden retriever in front of me can't just throw me some confession and leave me to have all these annoyed feelings.

"Stop avoiding Kise, Do you mean it?" I asked again with a firmer tone.

"O-oh.. T-that! That was a joke ssu… I-I….." He looked lost and his pretty eyes were filled with panic.

"I see." I answered coldly, unhappy about the answer that he gave me. Wait, unhappy? Why am I unhappy? I wanted him to be serious?...W-what the hell am I thinking about?!

"I thought so too, if you mean it that's totally disgusting." What am I saying?! T-this isn't what I mean. That face again, the smile that is filled with agony. Why are you smiling when you don't want to!? Somewhere in my chest hurts to see this expression on his face. I couldn't bear to see that painful expression of his. I turned my back on him and left the ward without a word.

Kise's POV

What can I do except to smile, I don't know what to do anymore. It hurts so much, my body, my heart…. Aominecchi said it again… That it was disgusting…. The fake smile slowly disappeared on my face and replaced with warm liquid flowing down my face out from my eyes. Ah.. I cried again, how pathetic of me…

In the end, the last thing that I want to do was left undone, to tell him that I love him, but it was all taken as a joke. My love, went Unheard again…..

My tears wouldn't stop. The conflicting desire of wanting to run after him and tell him that the confession wasn't a joke and be held in his arms. But the helplessness of physical and psychological pain restrained me from doing that. I looked blankly out the window as the sunlight blinded my eyes. Coming to acceptance or rather giving up on hopes of what is left of me.

Unknowingly, my tears stopped. Before I know it, it was almost near sunset. I watched the brightness in the room disappearing, darkness slowly flooding the ward. My back was stiff and my legs were numb from hours of stillness. My ward was completely dark and I did not bother to turn on the lights. Then I heard the sound of the door opening.

"Kise, why don't you turn on the lights?" it was Midorimacchi.

"Don't turn it on ssu….." I said quietly, I didn't want him to see my pathetic state. My eyes must be all red and puffy and my hair must be in a mess too.

I….. only want to be the sunny and happy Ryouta that they know.

I can hear Midroimacchi walking towards me in the dark and his voice filled with the slightest concern was heard

"Is something wrong?" He sat down on the chair by my bed that Aominecchi sat on hours ago.

"Midorimacchi, what did the doctor say ssu?..." my eyes were still staring out the window. The moon was all covered by the clouds.

"Is it time for me to go?..."

"Stop saying stupid things nanodayo! T-there must be a cure for this…." But we all know that is impossible. I can imagine Midorimacchi's face now that must be filled with annoyance but much more of care and concern. Maybe it was a good thing that we are in the dark now.

"a week nanodayo…." There was a long pause before he spoke, followed by another.

"I see…." I putted up that pathetic smile again, despite no one can see it. Seems like it have become a habit for me.

"Stop putting up that idiotic face…" seems like Midorimacchi knows me the best neh…

"Midorimacchi….." I called out to his name softly.

"Hmm?..." he let out a low and soft hum.

"Thank you…. For your love.." That time when he kissed me, actually I was awake and so did I heard his words. I don't want his love to go Unheard, like mine…

"…..What?..." there was a hint of panic in his voice.

"I heard all of it ssu…. Sorry, only if I could, I would definitely fall for you ssu! But, God wouldn't allow that ssu neh…."

"Stop it nanodayo! The whole world knows that you like that idiot except himself!" he raised his voice.

"Eh?.. was it that obvious….." slight embarrassment was heard in my voice.

Before i could say anymore, I fell into a warm embrace as those warm arms surround me. Midorimacchi let down his usual cold self and exposed his heart in front of me. He buried his face in my shoulder and soon my clothes was wet by his tears. I hesitated for a second before I put my arm around this vulnerable teen.

"I'm sorry….. I'm sorry Midorimaccchi…. " I mumbled softly as I rested my chin on his shoulder.

Silence filled the room as I felt his arms held me tighter.

"Ryouta….Ryouta…. why…. Ryouta….." he called my name again and again as if I would be leaving.

Aomine's POV

Was I too harsh of me?... I said it was disgusting..…. I-I should go back and get things clear….

I walked back to the ward and opened the door. The ward was in darkness so I turned on the lights without second thoughts.

What I saw made my heart sank. The dull pain slowly spreads across my chest as I saw Kise being tightly held in Midorima's arms. The pain was then replaced by irrational anger, my eyes that were once filled with disappointment is now filled with unknown rage.

I stood at the door in silence as I glared at Kise who was looking at me in shock. Midorima was back facing me, still holding Kise in his arms not showing any response to my intrusion. I want to go up to Midorima and pull him away from Kise with all my might, but my body wouldn't move, I only stood that in silence and rage.

I finally burst out in anger, "Ha… Kise, you're fucking disgusting after all! Not only for being gay and even touching other man even after you confessed to me?! Huh?!... I hope you rot in hell!" I stormed out of the room and slammed the door behind me.

Midorima's POV

I felt fragile blonde's body stiffen in my arms, I held him tighter but he tried to pull away from me. I frowned and sighed as I let go of him. I figured I should say something to comfort him, "don't listen to what he say, he is just-"

"I'm fine Midorimacchi, don't worry, he have always been like that ssu…. I'm used to it." The expression that I hate the most, that pathetic fake smile that no one could read. Kise is a pretty simple guy, unlike Akashi, and that's what attracts me to him. But that expression was…. So hard to read, even harder than Akashi, and when he puts up that expression, nothing good ever happened.

"Don't smile if you don't want to, stupid." I ruffled his hair gently as I adjusted my glasses.

"Thank you Midorimacchi….Maybe I would have suffered less if I fell for you in the beginning…" The small forward grabbed my hand wrapped with bandage and cupped his cheeks with my hand. I could feel warm liquid soaking through my bandage, feeling it on my fingertips.
Looking down at the blond that was once so cheery and bubbly to be in a state of acceptance of his own death, pained me deeply like all the rest of the members of the Kiseki No Sedai, but at the same time, I held a special feeling for him that perhaps no one else had I refuse to accept the fact that the person that I hold so dearly, the person that I've loved for the longest time in my life would be gone from this Earth just in the matter of a few weeks' time.

Why…. Why must this happen to him…. To me….When I thought I could finally master up my courage to confess, and being stupidly positive and hopeful that perhaps he might accept me. But now, I've lost the chance, the chance to even be hopeful….

Ryouta, I love you.


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