Chapter 4:

Ziva's POV:

It was a bad conversation, it had started from a casual then went straight to hell form there, my father forbid me from joining Ncis officially, so I had no choice but to reveal that I was the one that killed Ari. To say that my father disappointed was a fucking understatement, he had ranted and raved about how I betrayed Mossad, good thing though because he had disowned me, Director Shepherd has given me notice that my Ncis paperwork is in, and the America citizenship exam will be in a few months time, bad thing is I know my father, he won't let me get away for what I did to my half brother, possibly he will send some agents after me, I went to my desk and activated my facial warning, on Michael Rivkin, and his team, seeing how that my father loved him as a son, he trusted him like nobody else. I looked at the desk of McGee sighing to myself remembering the first time I saw him at his desk, my heart pounded hard in my chest and the walls around my heart was cracked from just one smile for the first time in years, logged the facial warning system on my cell phone and left to go back to the Hospital in Bethesda.

Reader's POV:

Michael Rivkin stepped into Eli David's office, they stayed and talked as Eli had filled him in, slowly Eli handed Michael a envelope, inside was a picture, it was of Ziva 'high priority' was written on the top, Michael gave Eli a nod and left, soon the plane was in the air, holding Michael and his team from Israel to Washington, when they had landed, they pasted through the security procedure's, Ziva had been at the hospital for 8 hours when the facial recognition hit a beep, she grabbed her cell and checked, she nodded to herself and turned to Gibbs who was watching, she gave him a nod and he called Tony and explained it all, Tony grabbed his sig from his holster, checked the ammo and left heading to the Ncis headquarters, Gibbs thought it was best, when he placed Ziva in protective Custody, Shepherd agreed wholeheartedly that was the best, but she argued, she needed to stay with McGee, they sighed and told her that she can come back but go to the Ncis safe house in Norfolk under a false name to protect her better, she nodded after a while and left, giving McGee one last kiss on the Cheek which sent spark into his skin making his heart skip. Ziva chuckled and caressed his cheek she had kissed and sniffed, not wanting the tears to fall before she left. This was going to be one hell of a fight, she had hoped McGee will wake up soon to face it with her, Hell was coming, and this battle was only just beginning.

McGee's POV:

My head felt like it was going to split open like a grape fruit, I was groggy, and my mind was twisting and turning with questions, I sat up slowly, noticing that I was lying in the hospital bed, my head turned to the window and I saw a strange man with greying hair, he was wearing a coat and a grey suit, I slowly sat up and tried to catch his attention which worked like a good luck charm, he called the nurses and the Doctors and they all piled around me checking me over, The man in the grey suit came over and patted me on the shoulder, I tried not to flinch when he did "welcome back McGee" he said softly, I shook my head in confusion "McGee? Is that my name?" I asked him causing him to step back and frown "do you know who I am?" I shook my head, "do you know who she is" pointing to the brunette standing at the window looking happy "nope" I whispered and he sighed, "that is your sister" I groaned, I had no idea who I was and where I was, my entire life was gone to me.

Ziva's POV:

I had heard the whole thing from Gibbs, McGee lost his entire night, I had felt guilty, I was exposed in the open like an idiot, McGee lost his memory to save me, I touched my star of David and sighed softly praying that his memory was not gone permanently, he was my life, I needed him to remember me. I grabbed my keys and ran to my car, as I ran I stopped, seeing my car was trashed, the sounds of footsteps sounding behind me, I knew who it was in an instance but before I could react, I was hit in the head and fell into darkness. One thing ran through my head as everything went dark 'I love you McGee... goodbye'.

McGee's POV:

I was standing in front of the mirror, my body bruised and the scar on my head was slowly healing, basically I looked like crap, I had talked to the older man who named himself Gibbs, I then met my sister, slowly she and Gibbs returned to me, my memory of me and my sister's childhood, Gibbs head slapping a man I had not seen before and me, when I slept, I dreamt of a woman, she was beautiful, like a goddess, her eyes was shocked and horror as I drove past her and then it went black, her name was on the tip of my tongue but I could never get it free, Abby was next, she had came in and reminded me of our friendship, relationship that ended, I remember breaking up over the concept of getting serious with her but she was not looking for anything serious, I remember I was slightly upset about it but I realised soon that we were not compatible, I loved our friendship, she slowly reminded me of Tony who had come in to see me. As they talked I had noticed the look on Gibbs face, I saw that he seemed worried about something, he called Abby and Tony out and saw that Tony's face paled and Abby worried, they had told me to rest before they left, that was when I got to the mirror.

After a while I felt tired and sleepy, as I slept, my mind was filled with images, all of them of the same woman, I had caught her name, the name that I have whispered in the night, the name that plagued me, 'Ziva!' my brain yelled. I jerked away back in the hospital, I grabbed my cell phone from the clothes on the chair and dial her number in, my heart pounded in my chest, the phone answered but it wasn't her, my heart sank "who is this?" the voice chuckled, "who Is this?" the voice replied, sending rage coursing through my body "where is Ziva!" "she is a little bit tied up, at the moment" I sensed something was wrong, my gut was twisting hard "put her on the Phone" I growled down the phone at him, my heart pounding wildly 'if he hurt my Ziva I will rip him apart' the voice sounded distance and suddenly a soft voice of Ziva David was on the other side "Hello" she whispered sounding hurt, "Ziva" I whispered back making her gasp "I thought you lost your memory?" I smiled and sighed "you can't ever get erased from my mind for long, you are everything to me" I whispered gently to her, hearing her sniffing like she was close to tears I knew what I needed to do "put the guy back on" soon the man was back on the phone his voice rough and sounded Israeli like Ziva 'possibly mossad' I thought to myself "what do you want with Ziva?" I asked roughly as I limped my way to the clothes left to the side, they were frayed and torn, and some blood soiled the fabric 'from the crash' I thought again "she is a traitor to Mossad" his voice was rougher and more angry "Ziva may be a lot of things but she is not traitor, she is too damn loyal" I muttered to him as I put him on speaker as I got dressed and smiled seeing my Sig sitting comfortably on the chair, I grabbed hold of it and put it in the holster on my hip, smiling as I looked in the mirror, ignoring the pain in my ribs and head, all I care about is Ziva "she has killed one of our own" that drew my attention "she would never do that" I answered back confidently as I picked up the phone and set the speaker to off. He chuckled "Ari Haswari" was his answer, I gasped in surprise and nearly floored, Gibbs was the one that killed Ari, or so we all thought, but she shot Ari, but why hide it, my mind racing fast over the whole facts, the sound of Ziva in the back ground muttering "I had no choice, he had killed an Ncis agent, he had become rogue" I closed my eyes and felt my heart beat slowly, my Ziva was crying, she never cried, over anything, but to hear her so broken, I was lost without her, I sighed "I am going to find you" I promised him that, my voice hardening "and when I do, you're going to be very sorry for what you did to her" I growled louder and Then called out "Ziva!" my voice raising slowly I heard her gasp "McGee" she replied silently "hold on, I am coming for you" and with that I hanged up the phone, I needed to go to Ncis and fast, and I needed to be sneaky, I thought softly, and grinned as a plan formed in my head, 'MTAC, I could trace the signal to its source' but one problem, Gibbs and the other agents, including the Director Shepherd, Tony and the others underestimated me, it was time to show them what this geek can do 'with that thought I grabbed my jacket and walked away from the room without a second glance 'I am coming for you Ziva' my thoughts echoed around my head like a ping pong ball bouncing off walls

Ziva's POV:

I couldn't believe what I had heard, McGee, my McGee remembered me, and not only that, he had slowly admitted his feelings to me, I sighed happily and content that he was trying but she knew it would be too late, her father Eli saw to that when he sent Michael after me, I was broken now, hearing McGee's voice built me up and send a huge chunk of my wall breaking away, slowly my heart was becoming from its self exile and all the feelings in me had come bubbling, the love for McGee that was stronger, it made me feel free and happy, The mossad agent was disappearing and something else was taking its place. Time could only tell if it's for the best, 2 thoughts filled my mind '1) I hope Tim gets here quick and 2) how the hell was he going to get through Michael and the 4 armed men that was now patrolling the perimeter outside' I sighed silently 'this was not going to end well' and with that I fell back into an unconscious state.

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