Here it is! Chapter 4! I know it took long, but I'm very busy with my other St. Berry stories too, so I have to divide the workload.
Have fun reading!
Jesse POV
What was I thinking? Of course she didn't have feelings for me anymore, I fucking cracked an egg on her forehead! And now she would say no, run away, and I would be forced into leaving her alone. Great job Jesse.
I looked at my lap, shaking my head. I'm such an idiot.
I heard her clearing her throat. Oh, yeah, I asked her something. Something I should have never asked. Or maybe I should, but not now. Like, over 3 months. I looked up and found her still staring at me. I sighted when she shook her head very slowly.
I was about to stand up when I felt a warm, small hand taking my wrist and pulling me down again. I landed on the bench with a thud, Thank god I don't have my Iphone in my back pocket.
"I can't." I heard a voice whisper. A beautiful, soft voice, that made me feel like jelly. "I can't say that."
I looked up at her again, she was watching every move I made precisely. I couldn't help but see a hopeful shine in her eyes. Or maybe it was just me, maybe I hoped to see that.
She wasn't very clear though. What did she mean? Couldn't she say that because she didn't want to hurt me? Or because she did love me?
Rachel POV
It was time for the truth, I decided. I couldn't lie to him, that would just make it worse.
He stood up. Why did he stand up? That wasn't the plan! Wait, was there even a plan?
I grabbed his wrist and pulled him back to the bench. I took a deep breath before saying:
"I can't. I can't say that."
He looked at me. He looked right through me, as I continued. "I can't say that because I do, and I never stopped. But- but you leaving me, even when I warned you I probably couldn't handle that, killed me. I couldn't watch Friday night movies without wishing you were there with me, I couldn't kiss anyone without hoping I would open my eyes and it would be yours I was looking in, I couldn't do anything without thinking of you. Jesse, you really hurt me." He looked down again. "but that chapter in my life is closed and I- I forgive you, for everything. So I love you Jesse. More than anything in the world."
He looked at me again, there was a tear rolling down his cheek and the curve of his lips turned into a small smile. Very minuscule, but it was there.
He cupped my cheek in his strong hand, and I couldn't help but turning into it and kissing his palm softly. "I love you Rachel Berry." He whispered.
I smiled at him, and from then on everything was in slow-motion. He leaned in slowly, while I did the same. Our lips were just a few millimeters apart, they just touched, I could just feel the soft skin of his lips, before we got interrupted by a loud voice calling my name.
"RACHEL!" We both pulled away immediately, and turned our heads in the direction of the voice. I came from a tall guy, dressed in a smoking and a head that looked outraged. He was with us in just a few jumps. "What the hell!" He yelled. "What are you doing, come back in!" He grabbed my wrist and pulled me up. He was so strong I couldn't do anything. He squeezed so hard it really hurt and I squealed in pain.
Jesse POV
What the fuck? What was he doing here?
He grabbed her wrist and she squealed. My blood was cooking. "Get your hands of her." I hissed while I stood up.
He laughed. "You can't tell me what to do. She's mine, St. James." I clenched my jaw at the last sentence.
"You wish." I threw back dangerously. He smiled and pulled her away from the bench.
"No, it's true. I'm gonna fuck her brains out tonight, and there's nothing you can do about it." How dare he. How dare he talk about her that way. I swear, I was going to kill him. I felt my hand soaring and landing on his jaw with a huge impact. I could handle him, I was stronger than him because of all the vocal adrenaline practices I used to have, and the sport I used to do almost day in college. It was my way of cutting myself, I guess.
He wanted to punch back, but I grabbed his hand. The second try, he succeeded. I was cut off guard by this, and he used the moment to land his fist in my stomach. I hit him again, on the same jaw of before. I could see it hurt.
From then on, everything happened in a rapid speed. We fell down the stairs and landed in the wet grass. I crawled on top of him and his his eye. He groaned. He gave up. "Don't you ever fucking touch her again." I hissed in his ear, before standing up. He stepped away and once he disappeared, I turned back to Rachel. "I'm sorry." I whispered. She smiled.
"I don't like physical violence, but that was really sexy." She said, and wrapped her arms around my neck. I smiled back at her and put my hands on her hips. I felt her body pressing against mine and I didn't feel anything of the punches anymore. He leaned in, and she got on her tiptoes. Our lips melted together perfectly.
Rachel POV
I felt his tongue caressing my lips, begging to come in. I smiled and obeyed.
His hot tongue entered my mouth and it made my insides tickle so hard I had to push him closer to make them stop a little bit. Our tongues battled against each other, and I felt him wrapping his arms around my waist and closing the last part of air in between us.
Jesse POV
My whole body was tickling. For a minute I expected her to be mad at me, I knew she didn't like violence, but apparently I did a great job. I felt better than I had felt in a long time, and I knew from that moment, for a 100 percent sure, that I would do everything to keep her happy.
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Disclaimer; I do not own glee. If I did, Jesse would be a regular.
Love, Hach.
