EPOV

As weeks passed Bella and I kept working together. Those meetings were the highlight of my weekly routine; that and our classes together. We had decided to sit next to each other in class so that we could figured out how to keep working on our story while the teacher was giving us the elements that we must use in our story. Thanks to that we became friends.

And that was a problem because I just couldn't get Alice out of my back. She just kept insisting once and again that I should start dating Bella. So she just multiplied our meetings in her room by once or twice a week in her room. We just met there because the girl's room was the biggest one.

So every Friday we 6 just got met there and talk about our week, what teacher we could kill and who was taking the worst subject. Emmett and Rosalie always ate with us, hang in a little and then went out somewhere together by their self. They were becoming very serious apparently. Then Alice was always there, of course, so Jasper went too, just he could spend sometime with her and also to keep an eye on his sister and my brother. The problem was that sometimes he was really very shy so Alice just had to go and talk to him or they wouldn't cross a word in the whole night. And Bella and I just tried to talk about anything else but we always ended up by talking about our story, which made Alice mad every time, so we just tried to talk about anything else to make my sister happy.

We always had lot of fun every time we did that. We became friends in very little time and we could just spend the whole night talking about everything or just nothing. It was great and, somehow, I had the feeling that we were gonna last forever. Just the 6 of us.

So October 31st came, and that didn't only mean Halloween, also mean that it was Alice and mine birthday. As always Alice organised everything. I never cared about my birthday, for me it was just another day, nothing special. But my sister just loved her birthday more that any other day of the year.

But that also meant that the semester was almost over so also were my meeting with Bella every Monday and Wednesday. I didn't want that to end. Somehow I had found my self talking to her about things that were so personal, things that I wouldn't even tell to Alice, and all those times I felt so good, so light.

Bella was so amazing. She always got what I was trying to say or what I was thinking without me having to explain. I just love the kind of connection that we had developed. It was as amazing as her.

I could convince my sister of not making any costume party, there were already enough on campus so we celebrate our birthday a day after. There was no way Alice was going to missed any costume party. I never could understand how she liked that kind of things that much.

So that Friday night we all went out to Saint Patrick night pub instead of staying in the girls' room. We got a table and Jasper and I wet to get some beers. Emmett made everyone sang the happy Birthday son like three times until Rosalie hit him and made him stop.

"I propose I toast" Emmett suddenly said. "For my sister and Jasper, who want to be together but any of them just have the balls to say it, and for my little brother and my new little sister, who will end very soon to write their stupid story and also won't have the balls to say that the don't want to end their meetings"

Bella just hit him as hard as she could. Alice flushed like a tomato and Jasper just turned his head to the wall. He had wanted to ask Alice out for a long time now but just couldn't find the moment or the way and with this my stupid brother wasn't helping much. I promised my self that I would punch Emmett very hard. He always knew how to embarrass us all and of course he didn't care much about that.

After the worst toast ever we got up to dance. Emmett and Rosalie got lost very fast while dancing in a way that looked as if they were having sex. Jasper and Alice started dancing in a way that was abnormally coordinated. Anyone could tell in that moment that, for them all that matter was the fact that they had each other.

Again I felt like I wanted the same for me. So I turn to Bella and was about to ask her to dance with me when she said "What if we leave them alone." Bella turn her head to where Alice and Jasper were. "Alice won't even notice if we leave" And she was right. It looked like if Alice and Jasper were trapped in a invisible bubble where there was only space for them.

So Bella and I left them alone in that pub and started walking to a coffee shop that we used to go sometimes instead of going to the library. I still knew that my sister was going to kill me for leaving my own birthday party, but I also knew the she needed that space. Besides I wanted to spend some time alone with Bella.

"Wow, I'm really happy for them, you know? I really hope they do well. I know they will." I herd Bella said with a little sadness in her voice.

So that made me asks her. "How bad was it?"

"Sorry?" She asked like she always did when she was taken by surprise.

"Your last relationship. It always makes you sad thinking about it, I can see it in your eyes" And there it was again that sadness that made me want to shake it away from her. It just didn't match the beauty in her eyes and the sadness.

"My last relationship was… complicated. Jake lost her mother when we first started dating. He got really very depressed. I thought it would be for a few months. I can't say that I know what it's like to lose a parent because when Charlie died I was still a baby. But I could have a very good picture of it anyway. So I spend months and months washing away his tears" I could see hers falling down her cheeks "and trying to be strong for him. I loved him and it killed me to see him like that. He was so cheerful and happy when I first met him. I missed the Jacob that I had fallen for. A few times my mum suggested me that he should find some medical help but I just couldn't think of that. I was her girlfriend and I felt that it was my duty to help him. Renée even offered her self to talk to Billy, Jacob's father, but I refused completely and she respected that." We got into the cafeteria and sit "I must admit, it wasn't my best time but I loved him and I thought that he loved me back, so I staked to his side for 2 years, just holding his hand, hugging him, kissing him when I knew that he needed it. I took carte of him like if I were his mother, the way I felt that he needed to be taken care of. We would talk about everything, how he was feeling how was his day, how many times he felt alone or needed me to hug him. I knew him ever better than my self. A few months after he broke up with me he started feeling better, he was starting to be the happy Jacob that I had once met. I could feel how his happiness was getting on me too. It was great. I felt so complete in that moment I thought that we could finally be happy together. Until one day we went out and suddenly he became very serious. I had never seen him like that. I knew something was wrong but I just didn't know why. So I asked him and he gave me the we-have-to-talk speech. I knew he was going to leave right after he started talking. I couldn't believe it. After all I'd done for him, all my wasted hours by his side, just listening to him and holding his hand and wishing him to finally get it over, because it was killing me too. After all that, he was dumping me. I couldn't take it. I cried for him, a lot. The only thing that made smile after 2 months of crying was my admission letter because it meant that I was leaving has far away from him as I could; because, even though we had broken up, I steel had to see him at school every day. So the day I left Phoenix it was one of the happiest days of my life. You would never imagine how relieved I felt when I got on that plane"

Oh, yes I would know, the difference was that I didn't feel relieved for exactly the same thing. "Relieved and relaxed. Mhm. Sorry" She said while she wiped away her tears. "I swear this would be the last time I'm going to cry for him" and I would make sure of that "and I'm also sorry that you had to listen to all this crap."

She finished with a little smile in her lips that made her look ever sadder. "So" she finally said "now you have to tell me your story about why you are so reluctant about having a girlfriend again."

I took the cup of coffee that the waitress had left in our table a few minutes ago and took a deep sip from it. I put my best smile and started to tell her the most annoying memory I had. "Tanya and I went together to school since ever, I think, but I just saw her in my first day of senior year. We were in the same Spanish class. As I have a pretty good English from all those times that my family and I went to Playa del Carmen in Mexico and those 2 years of Spanish that my father, very wisely, made take I didn't need to pay much attention to the class, so instead I spend the whole hour eyeing Tanya while I herd her made the most stupid and basics mistakes. Of course she wasn't that smart but she was very sexy and in that moment all I really wanted was to see how far I could go with her. It was like a kind of goal for me. So one day after I helped her with her Spanish exercises I asked her out. When Alice first knew started to scream at me. I couldn't realise why she was so upset about this. Any way I decided, very unwisely, not to listen to her. So I started to go out with her and before I knew all of Alice's predictions had became real. She was the neediest whore I've ever dated. She made my life impossible. I broke up with her a few months after we started dating but she kept bothering me every day at school. I felt so happy when I got my letter form Yale. Of course she only got into the state university but it was enough for me. She would be as far away from me as possible. But, anyway, she still sends me e-mails and things, remember the chocolates that I share with you and the guys last Wednesday, she sent them to me. Sometimes I have the feeling that she would only leave me alone if she knew that I'm seeing some one else. But of course she wouldn't believe it if I tell her my self. I would have to be something that she sees."

"I see…" She said like if she were thinking of what I had just said. "I can give her a call and tell her that I'm your girlfriend and ask her to stop bothering you, if you want"

"That'll be very helpful from you but her best friend is in Yale and immediately would tell her that it isn't true. But thanks, anyway."

We kept talking about other things, lees important, sad and complicated this time, until we decide to leave the coffee shop. We thought about adding to our story some of our personal experiences, but we decided that it wasn't necessary to bring some our unlucky romantic experiences on our story. It was perfect the way it was and that idea would only ruin it.

BPOV

We left the coffee shop and I started shivering from cold. It was October and I had forgotten my coat when I left my room. Edward saw that and tried to give me his leather jacket. "Oh, no you would get cold and sick; I don't want that in my conscience"

"Don't make me put you my jacket as if you were a 5 year old girl. I'm not taking a no as answer" I put on his jacket because I was really freezing and because we were just a few blocks away from our rooms.

I realised that I could feel that smell of him that I liked so much. Sweet but very masculine. I smelled at it while he wasn't looking at me. I felt stupid by doing that but it was just the greatest smell I had ever tasted. It was great.

We kept walking and talking about Jasper and Alice and how much longer it would take them to get together. I betted 2 weeks he only 1 and gave me all the reasons that made him think like that. I laugh a lot seeing him coping from his sister all the things that she did when she was in love.

When we got to my room door I took off his Jacket and gave it back to him. "Thanks. It was nice talking to you. I feel like… lighter now. It was like if… I don't know. Like if I had taken off my back the heaviest backpack ever. I guess that this whole Jacob thing was just making me crazy. Thanks, anyway."

"Sure. Anytime. So I guess I'll just see you tomorrow." He looked like if he didn't want to leave me and somehow I didn't want him to leave me either. But I was very tired and needed to do a lot of thinking.

"Yep. Good night, Edward"

"Night, Bella. Have sweet dreams."

When I started to put on my pijamas and thinking that Edward would be a very good boyfriend I realised that Alice wasn't back yet. Good for her, I thought.

I got to sleep thinking how mess up I was and how impossible for me it would be to even think on falling in love again.

A/N: So I would have like it to be longer but I think it says all it has to say. If I would add more I could ruin it and no one wants that. Anyway I really hope that you had liked it. This chapter was in my mind since the first moment I started to write the story, so it's really important for me as the author.

Another thing that you should know is that I'm going to Brazil with my family for a short holiday so I won't be updating in at least 2 or 3 weeks. I'm only leaving for 9 days but remember that mi writing system isn't the fastest exactly. That's one of the reasons of my no-posting.

The other one is that when I'll be back I'm gonna have a lot of exams and reading at college, so I don't know exactly when my next update will be or when I would have time to put all my writing in the computer.

I promise you that I'll came back from Brazil with a very long chapter 5 and a very-important-for-the-story chapter 6. I already have them in my mind and I'm pretty sure that they're going to be great.

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See you guys when I'm back. I really hope that you had liked this chapter.

Reviews make me happy and I'll enjoy my holidays better.