i bet you all can't wait ti hear who it is!!!

Disclaimer: i don't own ant of the twilight series. blah blah!!

As she opened the door she saw...Victoria. as i screamed i heard charlie running up the stairs. victoria lunged at me right as i fainted. right before iwas toltally out i heard a gun shot and the sound of edward calling my name.

as i woke up i felt edward holding my hand so tightly that it tingled because it was numb.

"Edward.." i mumbled under my breath as his head shut up. i was surprised i wasn't at the hospital or even at charlies house i was laying in edward's bed and for some reason i felt really different. i looked at edward and he looked as if he could cry if he had tears to shed. "edward what's wrong??"

"Bella i was so scared. i didn't know if you were oing to make it and then your heart stopped and...and...and." he threw his head back down into the pillow. i picked up my hand and slowlt combed my finger's through his hair. he was still wearing the clothes he was wearing last night before he left... was that last night?? i donn't remember.

"edward how long was i out??" he put his hands on each side of my face and i first realized that they didn't feel abnormally cold like the usally do. "i was out for three days wasn't i???" i sat up and looked in the mirror on the other side of the room. " i'm one of you now aren't i " this is all so wierd i don't know what to think. " ed did you let this happen... i love you soo much"

"bells i didn't let this happen i just couldn't stop it like i did with James." as i looked past him in the mirror i realized ther was a shiny silver box on the desk.

" what's that?" i nodded twards the box.

" jake gave that to me to give you. he left last night and the pack wouldn't let him at least see one last time because you were already one of us."

"So charlie thinks that i'm dead. i won't ever get to see him again either?" i started to cry. charlie still needed me how would he get by without me he's going to be so miserable.

" don't cry bella everthing wil be alright. i'm sorry that this wasn't the way you wanted it to happen. if you would have just listen to you, you could have gotten a proper good bye with everyone. i'm soo sorry bella. i hope you still love me."

Of chorxe i still love you. none of this is your fault. i will get over it as long as you always stay with me. please don't ever leave me."

"i won't" he grabed me in a tight hug " i promise i will never ever let you go." i couldn't complain about not being able to breath cuz i didn't need to anyways. we got out of the bed, that we really didn't need anymore, and stood above the desk with the box on it.

i slowly lifted the lid and looked into the box.

sorry about the cliffy again. anyone got an idea what's int the box?? i know what it is. but you guys are goiing to have to wait a little longer cuz three chapters in a day is hurting my fingers i'll start writteng the 5th chapter in about a half hour. watch for and try guessing what's in the box!!!!

all my love

me