A/n: hello everyone.. thank you so much for amazing feedback. First of all sorry for delay I am very busy with studies.. somehow I could manage this much.. hehe… kitty di and sheesha di here is the update..

I know we can't change what it is but we can change what it will be.

Finally, the head which always stood straight in front was today again standing down head. There was guilt pain and unknown silence. that was surrounded in his eyes. Abhijeet looked down instantly as he he saw acp sir.

"Abhijeet" a single word, which he must have heard nore than a million times. But today he heard it again. From the same mouth which he had always been waiting to hear from.

Acp air were shocked. And unknowingly anger started to arise inside him. Something that was there inside. He looked at him ,while he was concentrating towards the floor.

When he realized that there was a fixed stare on him. He without looking up went aside to take the chair besides. But failed as he tripped there itself. Acp sir instantly holded him by his arm with a tight grip. He could feel the arms sunken and the strength totally lost. He was feeling like he was supporting a weak guy and not his sharp shine.

Finally, after taking a deep breath abhijeet tried to balance himself instantly. While acp sir left his arm as he made him stood straight.

Trust me ,I know what you went thorough I know what we meant to you.

"Dusron ko support dene se pehle khudko sambhalna sikho…"

Abhijeet silently stood there with no courage to look up.

Acp sir stood there in front of him looking at him with his anger increasing every moment. When abhijeet looked a little bit up and said in a very low tone.

"Main.. wo bail pe .."when he was cut by a straight and cold tone

"Pata hai mujhe (abhijeet totally silenced) tum log kanoon bhul chuke hogey but mai nahi bhoolta (stressing on the last word) kabhi"

When abhijeet started to speak in a low tone while trying to avoid his gaze as much as possible. While acp sir gazing at him very minutely.

"Aap ke orders pe mai yahan.."and he looked at acp sir who came near him and was about to speak as he lowered his eyes.

When cell buzzed. And acp sir in an avid irritation picked it up. Staring at him answered.

"thik hai.. han.. use arrest karlo and tabtak mat chodo jabtak ke wo sach na bataye" his words were spoken in chewing anger. As abhijeet looked up but seeing the fierce gaze again looked down. soon he cut the call.

And muttered "case hai.." and was about to move out when. Stopped and came back towards him. Near to him, enough to make him shiver for a second.

"You have a limited time bail, jisme u can't leave the town. Better know that.(abhijeet silently nodded)"

"and mere orders se tum yahan nahi ho (abhijeet looked at him with his eyes looking into his when acp sir added in a strict cold tone) and agar iss case mai agar mere orders ke hisab se agar kuch hoga toh it would be a death sentence to you (abhijeet stared down as acp sir controlled himself with much efforts and added the last word) remember that"

He stayed there until abhijeet spoke "yes sir"

It's time for you to know what you meant to all. Someone who can never be replaced, never at all.

When again the phone buzzed. And attending the call he left the place within moments.

As the door shut with a thud. Abhijeet looked at the figure that just went. And an unknown pain appeared in his eyes. But not tears.

When a person standing outside looked at acp sir passing into his car. He looked at his face and understand what must have happened.

He smiled in pain and said looking up

" he bhagwaan kab sulzegi ye uljhi manzil?"

Acp sir home -

The doorbell rang as acp sir came inside instantly. Walked into his office room. While ramu kaka started with "saab mai.."

Acp sir replied while closing the door "mujhe akela chod do ... thodi der"

His eyes showed the amount of pain they carried and he knew what this stone hearted man was going through. He closed the door.

And dropped that coat on the bed. With his tie losing. He came and sat on the bed with a thud.

Again, after so many days he had to face this all again. Something he had done with so much efforts he again has to go through the same thing. And he knew he wasn't prepared for it.

Not again. He didn't have the courage to see it happening. He was too weak for it now.

"Kayar ho tum kayar…"

"samaj mai ab mujhe lana padega tumhare abhijeet.. aur shayad acchese lana padega"

He looked outside the window, he wasn't getting what to say or do There had been years months when every time the person he expects and respects the most is always alleged with some or the other crimes. Which turn wrong later, but the damage is done. And today again that Guilt is surrounding him. The guilt of not being there for him. He had always said to him

"tum sab kuch sambhal loge... and yaad rakhna kab bhi kuch ho...main hun.."

Fake hope, is all that he had given him. As a father as a boss and even as a mentor. And his lack of attention towards abhijeet was always disguised behind the name of "Duty".

He pressed his hands against his arms as the cool wind touched his weak face. He had turned weak, physically and mentally. The process through which he had been through. Was equally hard for him as well as abhijeet.

When the door opened as kaka appear there with two hot boiling mugs of coffee. Acp sir look back at him with

"maine kaha tha na.."but his sentence is left incomplete as he observes two mugs. He walks over there with "do mug?"

Before kaka could have explained salunkhe sir appeared there grabbing the hold of the tray with his own hands.

"mere liye…" looking at acp sir he answered. Who was looking equally irritated with his presence so looked elsewhere.

Salunkhe sir (smiled): aap aaiye... main dekh leta hun…

Kaka(smiled back offering him the tray): ji...ji…

As he turned to go salunkhe sir said "thank you..iski bohot sakt zaroorat thi.."

Kaka nodded and left. As salunkhe sir looked back at acp sir. Who gave him a cold glare and went towards his chair. Salunkhe sir shook his head in disappointment. And sighing he spoke

Salunkhe (low but audible tone): Pachtave se kuch nahi milta, bass samay barbad hota hai.. (acp sir didn't look at him as he came and sat in front of him) aur, abhi humhe pachtave ki nahi. Practically sochne ki zaroorat hai (offering him a mug which acp sir took silently) Aaj mai jina hai humhe…

Acp sir looked at him and then started looking towards the hot brewing coffee. The brew was spreading a delicious aroma that was relaxing their senses as the breeze was passing hereby.

"We were wrong and you know, hum na hamesha galat the."salunkhe sir looked at him as acp sir spoke quiet instantly.

"but this time salunkhe, this time…"he shook his head as salunkhe sir lowered his head. And looked quiet.

A/n: so sorry ending it here.. will try my best to bring soon but I cannot promise.. please do leave a review thank you..