Warning! Some of you may decide not to read this anymore because I'm adding some abuse to this. I wanted more drama but don't worry it's not beck abusing tori or the other way around. Beck will play a role of kinda the savior in this story now. I hope you don't mind or get mad :)
Beck must of read her email 10 times with a little smile on his face and his pulse raising before he finally closed his laptop. Tori vega, who he lost contact with ages ago, finally emails him out of no where? Where did this come from? He thought to himself. He opened the laptop again to read over the message 4 more times. He couldn't believe it. How did she no his email anyway?
Should he email her back? Should he tell her he's finally moving back to Hollywood? Or should he keep it quiet and surprise her?
After a few minutes of thinking beck finally decided he should surprise her. He doesn't no where she lives but he's kept in touch with his old best friend, andre, over the years and he's been told him and tori are now friends, more like best friends, so maybe he can get tori's address from him. Beck pulled out his pear phone and begun to dial his friends number before returning to packing his stuff.
"Honey I'm home!" josh called as he walked through the door, tossing his smock on the couch.
"babe I've told you before don't put your smock on the couch. It's dirty, put it in the laundry please" irritated, she snatched the white smock, pulled off the name tag and threw it in the laundry basket.
"nice to see you too" he rolled his eyes and walked over to her and wrapped his arms around her waist. Tori, uncomfortable for a quick second, placed her arms on his shoulders.
"I'm sorry, I've just had a bad day at work today" she pecked his on the lips and begun to make her way to the kitchen to check her cooking food.
"yeah so did I. you would not believe what happen today" josh pulled the lid of the pot with beans in it up and sniffed deeply. He made a pleased sigh before continuing with his story.
"I had to do this surgery for…." josh's voice trailed off as tori begun to tune him out. Mixing the beans and thinking.
TPOV
And their he goes… talking about surgery and his job again, like always. Sometimes I wonder how I even fell inlove with him? When was the last time we've talked about something other then his job, or the last time we did something fun together. He's boring and hates when I sing. I love to sing how could he tell me not to sing around the house? I wish he would be fun. I wish we could go bowling, or go to the movies, dancing or to the casino. Sometimes I wonder how it would have been if I would of married someone else, someone more on the edge, dangerous, willing, fun. Someone who's not a doctor.
Other times I wonder what if beck never left. Would I have married him? He's fun and exciting. What would my life be like now? I could have been a singer like I've always wanted and we would go dancing and clubbing and to the movies and bowling. I wonder how he looks? Last I've seen him he was barely as tall as me, he had black thick hair that reached his cheekbones and had olive skin. Maybe he let his hair grow… maybe he got taller, maybe he has muscles now. Or maybe he's short, flabby and bald. Either way he hopefully he would be the same old beck. When will I see him again?
NPOV
"Tor? Tori!" josh called to his fiance, breaking her from her thoughts. The smell of burning chicken reached her noise and the sound of a loud alarm breached her ears. Tori pulled on an oven glove as she whipped open the oven and pulled out the overcooked meat.
"shit!" she cursed. She slammed the pan on the counter and threw the glove on the floor.
"tori! I told you about cursing! I don't like that" josh stood up from his chair and shouted at her. Tori, who was now fuming with rage, screamed at her fiancé.
"Josh! Don't tell me what to do! I can curse if I want and I will sing as loud as I wish! Your not my father!"
"well someone needs to control you! You obviously can't handle yourself. You just burned our food!" he yelled in return.
"it was an accident! Just leave me alone ok? I've had enough of you right now" she stomped off to their bedroom and slammed the door behind her. She crawled under her covers and buried her head in her pillow.
Tori flinched when the door swung open.
"and who do you think you are! Yelling at me! I am your fiancé! I'm in charge. You will listen to me, you will do what I say and you will not complain or talk back to me." tori was frozen in her bed. She could not believe his sudden outburst. She's never seen him like this. She was actually pretty scared.
"josh? What's wrong with you. I've never seen you like this. I don't like it… can you just leave me alone" tori hide her fright and begun to lay back down when she felt a tight grip pulling at the top of her hair.
"you listen and you listen close Honey you will never speak to me like that again ok?" he tugged her hair back so her head was being forced to face his.
"let go of me!" tori tried to fight back by pushing him away but before her hand could touch his chest he grabbed hold of her wrist. He squeezed and twisted the small fragile thing as tori cried in pain.
"now tori… Your not going to tell anyone about this right? You would just hate what I would have to do to you if you did." he threatened her. Her tiny body tightened at the threat.
"right" she whispered and dropped her gaze to the floor. He released her wrist and walked towards the door.
"good and another thing" he walked slowly towards her, exaggerating every step he took.
"your friend beck… that you can't seem to get out of your head. I don't want to hear anymore about him. For now on he's out of my ears and out of your mind" he was bent close to her face but then backed away and walked out the room chuckling and slamming the door behind him.
tori stood frozen and silent as she heard his heavy steps fade away into nothing. She slowly laid back, trying to comprehend what just happened. Everything seemed like a nightmare, like she would wake up and the events that just took place would just be something of her imagination but the bruising finger marks around her wrist told her otherwise. The purple and blue spots became blurry under her salty tears that made there way down her molded cheek bones down to her chin and onto the blanket.
The tears started pouring out but came to a hasty stop when a sound shocked tori. She jumped startled and franticly searched under her pillow to find her new pear phone before her fiancé would came rushing in. She read the name that was calling her, it was andre.
"Hey tori whats up?" andre spoke from the other end.
"oo um nothing. What do you want?" tori tried not to choke from the lump in her throat but she failed.
"are you ok?" he asked concerned for his best friend.
"yeah I'm fine. Why'd you call" she managed to clear her throat and regain her normal voice.
"I was wondering what your address was. I forgot it?"
"189 treasure ave (A/N Not a real address I just made it up lol). why?"
"no reason. But there will be a surprise arriving for you in a few days" andre said in an over excited voice that made tori wonder. She decided not to question him.
"um ok. I have to go now andre. nice talking to you. Bye" tori hung up before she could give andre the chance to respond. She pushed her phone under her pillow again. Surprise? What surprise? She thought to herself. Tori huddled under the cover and pulled the blanket just under her chin as she stared out the window.
"if only you never left… beck" she mumbled as she drifted into a restless sleep.
Beck put the last of his stuff in an almost full box then closed it and duck tapped it shut. He stood up and looked around the empty apartment that had only boxes scattered near the door and his little bit of furniture such as the bed, table, chairs, couch and TV, left. By this time tomorrow he will be boarding a plane to California. By this time tomorrow he will be on his way to his new home. By this time tomorrow he will be on his way to tori.
"I'm coming tori" beck mumbled as he plopped himself onto his bed in his empty room and fell into an excited, restless sleep… what else was there to do anyway, he had no TV.
Ok so that was chapter 4. I hope you liked it! The bori moments will come soon enough. I'll probably be updated a few times this weekend since it's a 4 day weekend for me. I have nothing else to do. So you guys can look forward to a few more updates. Anyway thank you for all the kind reviews! Please keep them coming! I love your reviews more than you can understand! I want to hear what you think. And if you want to give me any ideas I will consider them. Constructive criticism is welcome too I don't mind : )
