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Russia'pov

" sweet one time to be one again" I heard him say as walks to my cell. I already I hid under my cot knowing it won't help and it was true as he drag me out and toss me on the cot. " why must you always hid? it doesn't help" he said as he force me face down on the cot.

I felt him rolling up the tattered summer dress I been force to wear to my waist. Then like usual forced himself on me. I scream and felt my eyes crying tears, he dug his hands into my body as he took me and when was done he came with a groan then pull out. I lay on the cot broken, tired, misery and wanting to die. " that was good, scream louder da I love it when you do" he said while fixing his pants.

I didn't say, move or looked at him which led to a hard slap to my face. " look at me when I talking to you whore or I let the men have for a day." He said to me then gave me a swift kick the stomach.

I scream loudly and just smile at my pain then left the cell. The pain passes and I just lay in the cot wondering how its been like this. Rape everyday by a monster like a cheap whore and wishing for death... A true death, the few times he killed me I always came back to life. Even worst to my horror he rapes my body even when I am dead.

I just want this hell to stop, I try hanging my self with my bedsheet but I came back and took them away. Then I cut my wrist with a sharp piece of glass I found in the cell. Again I came back to life and he had everything I could use to kill myself remove then made watch a recording of him raping my corpse.

The usual guard came by with what is consider food. He looks at my hungrily and asks if I want to escape, I nod knowing what he wants in exchange and let him push me on my back.

He took me roughly and when he came he laugh as I had my eyes close. He led me through a series of doors and passage ways before we outside.

Where it was snowing "take it off" he bark at me and aim his rifle. I know he meant my dress and I did as he ask. I stood naked in front and he laughed as took my dress. Then without warning he shot me and I fell in the snow with a hole in my stomach.

He walk up to me, unzip his pants and to my disgust relieve his self on me. He laughs one last time before leaving to die. I felt my eyes going watery, as I thought this is the end. Die naked in the snow like I was nothing, with piss, bruises and a broken soul. I wonder if I don't deserve this I know I done bad things over the years but do I deserve this, to be rape and piss on like trash then left to die alone.

Vision starts going black and I now don't feel the cold or snow. At this point I welcomed death and release from this hell my life has become. "Anya!" I heard a man call out to me and then saw a face as pulls me up by my vision is too blurring and going dark to see who he is.

My last thoughts before the darkness takes me was who is he.

Germany's pov

"the new Soviet union is now on the footsteps of the European union" Poland tells on the phone. I try to calm him down he still freaky out about a small skirmish between Belarus's forces and Soviet soldiers.

"when that civil war is over they will look west and invade. I be along the first they attack and the Baltic states are all hiding in their secret bunkers for days now. Ukraine is still crushing the pro Russian rebellion and worry they could get support in the form of a invasion force the Soviet. We all worry Germany the U.S.S.R is back." He said and hanged up on me.

I sighed deeply and wonder how this can get worst. Its bad enough with Greece leaving the Euro zone this year after he refuse to agree with the terms for the bailout he needs to pay off his debts but despite talks and threats he refuse to cut more from his budget. In the end the stubborn Greek default on his loans and left the zone.

He now broke, poor and economy is shot to hell but he fine as he could be. Turkey I know been making fun of him for his situation but it stop when his economy started to go down as a result of the Greek default. Now he trying to get Siberia to sign a trade agreement with him.

Siberia... I found the new nation to be a calm, loyal and loving person. He also resourceful and lucky, he loves, cares for his people and will defend them from any threat. He also been making waves with other nations, but of me resents him for being born, if Russia was still one then no civil war or natural gas plus oil being cut off. This winter is bad with Europe number one supplier out of business even if they still hold the fields they can't transport it. Prices have gone up in the last months because of that and with the war against ISIS still raging Iraq and Syria.

Also the Syrian civil war is still raging too and all of that has us busy. Stopping ISIS attacks in Europe and checking its influence here. America gone paranoid lately with her now calling Vietnam and China commies. And now carrying a machine gun for every meeting and having it aim at China. She also move her troops to support NATO members who border Russia.

I dealing with my boss who still mad about Greece leaving and renments of the Russian Federation base in Crimea who cash strap with a president who clearly lost it. His counter offensive to retake Volgograd weeks ago waste many lives and cost him much equipment.

But least he save as many men as he could when the Soviets counterattack his remaining forces. St Peterburg under siege with conditions becoming hellish like it was when it was Leningrad in WWII.

Thinking of that made me sad, no wants a third world war but it could start if we let Soviet Union become strong enough. The world economy is down, already a few European nations are in a recession again. Italy was hit hard, she now has to cut back on the pasta to make them last longer. Belgium had to stop importing Canadian syrup, France had to stop buying expensive wine, Arthur had to cut back on the tea, Netherlands stop buying her favorite chocolate, Austria had to stop going on shopping sprees and Hungary had to sell off half of his horses.

The other nations also cut back to save. Even I have to save money by buying cheap beer, my brother Prussia throw a fit when he found out I wasn't getting our favorite brand anymore.

Also paper work is getting more bigger each day. Beside fuel shortages I been struck dealing the I.S.S.U. The European union wants to begin creating a official trade relation with the independent Siberian states union. Siberia is the driving force of the union due to him having the main military force, economy, huge amount of natural resources, most civilians and transport system. But Altai republic has prove herself to a genius in finances and bookkeeping.

As other countries struggle with the after affects of the Russian civil war on the global economy. She managed not only to keep herself and siblings budgets balance but also producing a surplus of income. Tuva republic is a fine statesman, especially after he got China's government to sign treaty that benefited the I.S.S.U more than China.

Mexico and America already establish trade tie which is putting pressure on the union to form tie that benefit us. Also we need to form a united larger task force to stop any Soviet invasion and might check their influence.

Thinking of that remind me Russia was MIA with the last reporting of here being in Volgograd.

She neither been captured or change side since no one has seen her. This already made me very tension if she switch sides. But again no reports of a woman in any Soviet TV or newpaper matching her.

I then thought about the messages I sent to Tuva about establishing ties. His replies had been not as hopeful as I want. He lay out terms and conditions to a trade agreement with them that most of the European union will find unacceptable.

He wants to charge twice the usual tariffs on our goods while less on their when they come. He also hinted he reduce the tariff if Siberian companies are allow special right in the oil industry and metal industry. Doing that can lead to them controlling fuel supplies and prices.

And they have control of massive amounts strategic metals that needed to make most of devices that civilians and military use every day. I decide to pass this to my boss to see what she say.

Later I get in a meeting with France, England, Italy, Spain, Switzerland, Hungary, Austria, Denmark, the rest of the nordic states, Ireland, Belgium, Nethetlands, Turkey and my brother Prussia.

Prussia begin the meeting by declaring himself awesome and grabbed Austria's breasts. Which led to a beating from Hungary with his night stick, " why is he here again?" Austria asks as she hid behind Hungary.

"because the Kaliningrad oblast declare it self the new Republic of Prussia to our distaste" Hungary say and Prussia sticks his tongue out at him. Every one look in some ways tired, first we talked about the fuel shortages and our economies.

Then it went to the middle east before about the Soviet Union. Everyone agreed it was a threat but thankfully the federation government had all nukes, disable or if can move out if the country and launch codes all change several times.

So at least they can't wipe out the world with nuclear arms.

Then England brought up files on Siberian troops and photos take from space showing large numbers of soldiers and equipment. He reported Tuvans and Altaians soldiers also there and large stockpiles of military supplies.

"so they are planning a war against the Soviets then I guessing" Denmark say and England nods to him. He also say they have more than half a million troops near or at the discuss what our stances will be if Siberia and his siblings declare war.

Some of thought we should support them with arms and ammo. Other to attack and force a two front war on the soviets. while a few said we should sit back and watch the show they put on.

In the end the meeting turn into a large shouting match and I sigh in anger at how every meeting we have turns in to this. I left with Italy after she ask if we can go out for food which I agree and left the others arguing.

Altai's pov

" brother who is that!" I asked Joseph as he comes back with a body wrap in his winter coat. He say nothing while bring the person into our safehouse, he head to the bathroom and I soon hear water running. I go up and find a naked platinum blonde woman in the tub with him shampooing her hair.

"she Anya or Russia sister" he told me when he saw me and I ask what happen to her as I as notice the marks, scars and a wound leaking out blood. "I don't know but she needs help. She dead but sooner or later she come back to life" he say as he cleans her up. I help him since he was blushing madly. Eventually I send him away when it came to washing more her. I felt so sad seeing the state of her, she looks like she hasn't eaten well for a long while, her hair was so dirty it took a few washes and after cleaning her.

I call back Joseph after making sure she was wrap in a towel I let him in and had him carry her to the bedroom where he left her on the bed. And then he left while I dress her in his spare clothes because she was taller than me.

A few hours later after me and brother talked which led to us agreeing to abandon the recon mission we are on. He made the calls and our escape plane will be waiting at the rally point. I check on Anya and true to Joseph's words she was alive but sleeping now. "kind of weird that we nations can come back to life when killed" I told Joseph when we sat down for a small dinner.

It was a quiet event we didn't much and I felt sad for Russia. From how her body was I can only imagine the terrible things they done to her. Brother told me he found her outside Moscow near a private mansion of a top Soviet official that he was spying, he heard a gun shot and when he checked it out he found her laying in the snow.

After dinner we check on Russia and found her screaming in her sleep. Joseph held her until she calm down and stroke her hair while whispering to her she safe now. The nightmare pass and she went back to a peaceful sleep. Since their was only one bed which me and him shared.

In the all three of shared the bed with her in the middle, me on the right and him on the left. Joseph ran a thumb over her very pale face. " good night " he said to her and went to sleep. I follow soon in going to sleep.

Hope you all found it ok, sorry if you hate what happen to Russia but stuff like that happens in wars or times of chaos. Also if Germany was occ but I not sure how to write since he mostly strict and uptight a lot. And the guy in the began is Soviet union if you all wondering and he going to be the main villain in the story. Next will start with Russia and then switch to Joseph plus maybe some one else.