A/N: I'm back for my second update in ONE day! You guys better know I love y'all!

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So, I promised a kiss, didn't I? Well, read on, and I think you are going to love it! ;)

I do not own BTR in any way, shape, or form.

Kendall...

Three pairs of eyes stared at him in disbelief.

"You...You. You're gay?" Carlos finally broke the silence.

Kendall nodded his head slowly, not believing fully that those words he had kept for so long were finally out in the open.

"How long have you known?" Logan asked, still in disbelief.

"Since I was about twelve." Kendall started picking at his jeans in nervousness. He was feeling an odd sense of relief yet insecurity. Which was stupid since he was sitting with a gay couple, and Carlos who he was pretty sure, gay himself. But when you had held onto a secret for so long, it almost left a void spot in Kendall's very being. But it felt good. He felt energized and liberated.

"Well, I'm proud of you. Coming out is a hard thing to do. Trust me." James said, reaching over to grasp Kendall's hand, giving it a light squeeze. A smile lit up Kendall's face, just now noticing how beautiful James and Logan were. James-well, he was pretty much supermodel material, with his soft brown hair that was tastefully swept to the side, his hazel eyes being offset by long eyelashes, and a smile that would make a stone statue melt. Logan was the epitome of the sexy nerd, with dark brown almost black hair, and he had the cutest dimples, well besides Carlos' that is. Kendall couldn't believe he never noticed before. But he really had never been this up close to them.

"I have one question." Logan stated, interrupting Kendall's thoughts.

"Ask away." Kendall said honestly.

"You kind of have the reputation of...well, sleeping around with the girls. If you are gay, why then? Are you bi?"

Kendall knew someone was going to ask this...

"Well, no, I am not bi. When I had sex with those girls, I closed my eyes, because the sex was just for release, comfort, and most of all, my cover. After seeing what you two go through, it made me scared to come out. I know it is awful, but I don't think I could stand to be treated that way. So I had sex with women to make my friends think I was straight. Believe me, I felt awful about using them." Carlos reached over and lovingly patted his knee.

"I don't blame you one bit, Kendall. I would be scared too, if these kids are as mean as it sounds."

"How do you two do it?" Kendall asked Logan and James, he had always wanted to know how they dealt with the hate day in and day out. They looked lovingly at eachother, reached out to hold hands, lacing their fingers together. James brought Logan's hand to his lips placing a soft kiss to it.

"We have eachother. If I didn't have him, I wouldn't be able to handle it, but I do have Logan, and there is security in numbers. For every second of hate we get, Logan returns it with a love that will last an eternity. He let's me know how much he loves me, and that is what gives me the strength. Logan's my rock!" James said, tears brimming in his eyes.

"Awww, thanks baby!" Logan cooed, leaning forward giving James a sweet kiss. It filled Kendall's heart with want. He wanted what they had, he wanted to kiss someone that way, to feel like that with someone. He prayed that he was right about Carlos, because this feeling he had in his heart for him was something he never felt before. It felt as though the possibilities were boundless and vast, like anything was possible.

"Kendall, watcha doing at the fag table?"

Dustin...

"Hey, buddy, don't talk like that about my friends." Carlos said, standing up.

"I wasn't talking to you, newbie, I was talking to Kendall, now sit back down before I have to show you who is boss around here." Dustin spat out, staring at the the boy. Carlos started to move towards him, but Kendall grabbed his arm.

"Carlos, sit back down." Carlos looked at Kendall, eyes flashing with anger towards, but as soon as he looked at the blonde, his eyes softened, and he sat back down.

"Hey, Dust, Carlos is new here, and we were just talking to Logan and James." Kendall reassured his friend, standing so they were eye-to-eye.

"Well, Dak and I need to talk to you, so ditch these kids and come hang out with us." Dustin jabbed his thumb over his shoulder.

"No." Kendall stated bluntly.

"What did you just say to me?" Dustin had a look of sheer disbelief.

"You heard me. N...O... No."

"Dude are you seriously going to hang out with these losers over us?"

"Well, if you are going to keep acting like a stupid jock, then yeah, I'll take them over you any day of the week." Kendall stood his ground, not caring that he was dissing the most popular guy in high school, not only his best friend.

"You know what, fuck you, Kendall. See you at tonight's game." With that, Dustin stalked away, clearly boiling mad. Kendall felt almost giddy. This was the first time he had ever truly stuck up for someone, and damn it felt good!

"DUDE! That was awesome!" Carlos yelled, launching himself into Kendall's arms. It threw him off balance for a second, but once he regained solid footing, he hugged the short Latino back.

"Sorry. I'm a hugger!" Carlos whispered in Kendall's ear. Here he goes again with the damn whispering again!

"I don't mind at all. The world could use more huggers!" Kendall responded, enjoying feeling the boy plastered against the front of him.

Pulling away, Carlos responded,

"You do know you just opened yourself to an endless supply of hugging even at the most random times, right?"

"Should I be scared?" Kendall asked, sitting back down at the table. He could see James and Logan staring at them with smirks on their faces. Oh, they so knew!

"Nah, I'm the world's best hugger!" Carlos flashed a big grin, also sitting back down, and took a big bite out of his corndog.

"I don't know, Garcia, I've only had two, so I'm not convinced. You might need to hug me more to REALLY convince me!" Kendall knew he was opening himself up for sheer torture, but he was going to love every second of it.

"Mmm, I love challenges!" Carlos said breathily.

Lunch quickly zoomed by, and they were back in class before they knew it, the last few hours dragging by. When three o'clock finally came, Kendall thought he must have aged to be about a hundred or so.

He needed to go home for an hour or so, then be back at the school to practice for tonight. As he walked to his car, the parking lot practically empty, he heard a familiar voice calling for him.

"Kendall! Wait up!" Carlos ran after him. Kendall stopped and turned around, only to be almost bowled over for the second time today with a hug.

"Sorry, just proving to you that I'm the best hugger!" Carlos said, breathing heavy from running.

"You're making headway, but you haven't fully convinced me yet." Kendall said jokingly.

"I give it till tomorrow. But, anywho, I need two things from you."

"Ok, your wish is my command." Kendall playfully bowed.

"Sweet! So, first, what time is tonight's game?" Carlos questioned, holding a hand up to his face to block the intense sunlight glaring into his eyes.

"7 PM, but get there before that to get a good seat."

"Done, now two..." Carlos looked over both shoulders, as if seeing if anyone was around.

"What, Carlitos?" Kendall asked.

All he did was smile...A very puzzeling smile. Then before Kendall knew what was happening, Carlos was on his tiptoes, his fingers laced through the blonde's hair, and oh god, he was kissing him. Kendall moaned, wrapping his arms around the Latino's waist, pulling him closer. Kissing Carlos was like nothing he had ever experienced. His lips were just as soft as they looked, and his taste was heaven, with a hint of corndog. Purely Carlos!

The kiss lasted for a while, until both boys desperately needed air. Breaking apart, they pressed their foreheads together, lost in eachother's eyes.

"Wow." Kendall whispered.

"Mmm, by the way, it was seriously sexy when you called me Carlitos, like you just fucked my mind." Carlos said, leaning forward, giving him a peck on the lips.

"I guess I know what to call you from now on." The boys broke apart quickly, when they heard a door to the school open. No one saw them, but right now, Kendall didn't give a flying fuck if anyone saw. All he knew was that he was seriously in love.

"Ok, I gotta go, but I'll see you at the game, ok? I'll be the one screaning your name louder than anyone else." With one last kiss, and an electrifying smile, Carlos walked away, leaving Kendall in daze, standing stupidly in the parking lot.

Yayyyy! Chapter four is DONE! Tell what you all think, and totally leave suggestions in your comments what you think should happen next! I'll be updating soon, no worries! My love to all, and don't forget to leave a review! Make this girl completely, incandescently happy!

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