Help, I don't need any!

'Its hurting you!' Neah said and Allen growled inwardly at the voice in his head.

"I'm fine! Stay out of it!"

"I feel what you feel, and I'm telling you to stop ignoring the fact that the baby's eating away at OUR supply of magic!" Neah growled right back, wanting so badly to slap Allen.

"I'm fine!"

"You're not and if you won't come to face it, I'll tell that mate of yours for you! You won't even tell him you're pregnant!"

"Kanda has his own things to deal with in the lightning kingdom! No need to worry him with something of no importance..." Allen's voice quieted as he spoke. He was feeling guilty about not telling his mate he was hurting let alone pregnant in the first place.

He was only about two months along so he wasn't showing very much, but he knew what it felt like to be pregnant. He knew when he had a life inside him or not.

"Allen he's your mate you need to tell him, he needs to know..." Neah pleaded with Allen.

Lately Allen had been feeling very fatigued. When he was carrying Yamira, he wasn't nearly as tired as he was now. All he wanted to do was lay in his room. When he kept trying to deny the fact that his wind magic wasn't as strong as it should have been, Neah finally stressed to him that the baby was taking his magic supply; something that keeps every demon alive.

"You'll die at this rate!" Neah practically screamed in Allen's head. Allen placed his hands on his ears, slammed his eyes shut and shook his head furiously.

"That's not going to happen!" Allen yelled back, aloud. "Now shut up, Kanda will be coming back in the morning and I need to rest!" Allen stood from his spot in front of the fire, to his bed. Neah was quiet as Allen lay down and finally let his exhaustion catch up to him.


Kanda rode silently into the castle gates. The sun was barely peaking over the horizon, casting a pinkish glow over the still nearly purple sky. With Marie and Bak behind him, the came to the stables where Lenalee met them with a large smile.

"Welcome back Lord Kanda!" She took the reigns of Kanda's steed as he got off.

"I'm guessing he's still asleep huh?" Kanda asked taking his bag from its perch on the side of his horse.

"He is, but of course your welcome to go up and join him, rest easy my lord." She said with a slight bow, before she lead Marie and Bak to the stables to board their horses. She wasn't going to worry Kanda, she would let him find out for himself how stubbornly sick his mate was.

Kanda quickly made his way through the fire kingdom castle, eager to see his mate. When he finally made it up the flights of stairs, he quietly made his way to where he knew Allen's room was. Opening the door quietly, Kanda was shocked to find Allen standing at the window looking out of it. "Moyashi?" Kanda said quietly. Kanda couldn't help the slight feeling of dread that was welling inside him.

"Hello young Lightning King," Allen turned around, his skin dark in pigment and his eyes golden yellow.

"I know who you are... You're the one that was there the night Allen killed Yuichi..." Kanda said.

"Very right young prince, my name is Neah, and I am now a spirit that lives within Allen's spirit." 'Neah' said looking at Kanda through Allen's now golden eyes.

"What... Why?" Kanda was utterly confused.

"I cannot explain why to you right now," 'Neah's' eyes narrowed. "But what I can explain to you, is that your mate his hurting!"

"Hurting how?" Kanda growled.

"He's pregnant, if only about two months or so, he's still pregnant; early stages or not. The child inside him is eating away at his restore of magic, and in time it will kill him!" Kanda's heart sank. The child he and Allen had created, was now destroying his precious mate.

"Why didn't he tell me?"

"He didn't want to worry you, no matter how many times I told him to send a messenger bird to you, he refused to bother you while you were away on business. He's a stubborn one, you need to decide what your going to do, and soon!" 'Neah' growled stressing how serious the situation was. "But for now, I will return your mate, young King. Be hasty!" We're the last words 'Neah' spoke before Allen's skin went back to alabaster, and his golden eyes turned gray as they shut. Allen dropped to the ground, Kanda was there to catch him.

"Moyashi..." Kanda looked down at the bags under Allen's eyes. Picking him up, Kanda laid his Moyashi in the bed, pulling the duvet up to his chin and tucking him in. "Why didn't you tell me...?" Kanda whispered to a sleeping Allen. He was torn between being upset that his mate was hurting and pissed that Allen had decided to keep this information from him. He kneeled down by the side of the bed, his hand caressing Allen's cheek, the white haired boy unconsciously leaned into the touch, letting Kanda's aura engulf him. Pressing a kiss to Allen's forehead, Kanda stood. "Bak, Lenalee." He said going to stand at the desk near the window where Allen, 'Neah' had been standing when he arrived.

"Yes my lord?" Lenalee was first to make it to the room, Bak standing behind her as she pushed the door open slightly.

"Bak, I need you to fetch Komui, apologize to him for waking him up at such early hours of the morning, but it is urgent, I must talk to him as soon as possible." Kanda said looking at the slowly rising sun. Bak bowed slightly and quickly ran from the room.

"What's wrong my lord?" Lenalee questioned, worry showing on her face.

"How was Allen while I was gone?" He asked, his voice colder than he had meant it to be.

"Fatigued. He tried not to show it, but it was obvious. I tried time and again to bring him medicine, but each time he refused it with a tired smile, telling me he was fine, just stressed... Why?"

"Don't ask me how, but right now, I'm going to tell you that Allen is pregnant again." A large smile broke out on Lenalee's face but when she saw that her princes mate was not over joyed, it dropped.

"That's good news, correct?" Kanda shook his head, placing his hand on the window and sighed.

"What is the meaning of calling me here so early in the morning?" Komui strode on the room, still dressed in his night clothes. Rayleen clutching his pants leg, her blanket in her hand as she walked with her thumb in her mouth.

"I need you to check over Allen," Kanda said turning to look at Komui. "Have you too noticed his change in habit?" Kanda asked, a low growl in his throat.

"Lately, he has been quiet fatigued, but I thought it was stress, I apologize for not paying enough attention to him." Komui dipped his head then looked up at Kanda was was trying to calm himself.

"Just check over him," Kanda said turning to look at Allen who was panting lightly in his sleep.

Lenalee went and picked up her niece as her brother went over to Allen. Rayleen buried her face in to Lenalees shoulder, nuzzling her aunt. Hands swollen with water he pulled Allen's shirt over his head and began to examine the young prince. His hands paused when he moved them over Allen's belly.

"H-he's pregnant!" Komui stammered. "I don't know how I could have missed the change in his aura... Wait..." Komui's hands traveled lower to the bottom of his abdomen. "His supply of magic is low... Could this be the baby's doing? Why didn't he tell me!" Komui growled hands scanning over the rest of Allen's body just in case.

"So it wasn't a lie..." Kanda let out a slightly shaky breath. "You said his supply of magic is low? How can we fix it?"

"For one, he needs to be put on herbal medicine for the pregnancy... But the reason his supply of magic might be low, might be because the child is stronger than him. Once we put him on other herbs that we can work in to his meal, they will help suppress the child's magic until its born." Komui explained with a sigh. "Once he starts these herbs, he must take them every meal, throughout the entire pregnancy! At most he can go a week without these herbs without his life going back to being in danger. Though there should be no reason he would be off the herbs, but there is your warning. I will leave now to go gather the herbs. Also a good way to sir press the child's aura, is to be around him as much as possible. It's highly doubtful that the child is stronger than you Lord Kanda. So try to always be around him, your aura will keep the child stable as well as Allen and it won't need to feed off of Allen's magic." Komui said before he stood from the bed side. Taking his sleeping child from Lenalee, he left the room with a slight bow.

"So it's my fault..." Kanda said to himself looking down at Allen's belly. Allen's belly was no longer taught with firmness. But now, a barely noticeable pudge had worked itself on to the white haired boys belly.

"It's not your fault! That's why Allen didn't want to worry you, he probably knew you would blame yourself..." Lenalee said lookingk over to her young prince.

"If only I had stayed, things wouldn't have gotten this out of hand!" Sitting on the bed next to Allen he rubbed Allen's cheek. Allen's stopped panting and leaned into Kanda's touch.

"I'll be going now, call again if you need me." Lenalee said with a bow then left.

Kanda simply nodded as she left and continued to stroke Allen's face. "I love you Moyashi!"


"How'd you find out?" Allen asked looking down at the floor.

"I had Komui check you when I got back this morning, and also, Neah told me." Allen's head snapped up at that as he stared at his mate.

"You know about Neah?"

"I know that he resides inside you, that's about it... But that's completely beyond the point! Why didn't you tell me! I know you knew!" Kanda growled looking down at Allen. The smaller boy flinched looking down again, this time at his still almost none existent belly.

"I didn't want to worry you..." Allen whined.

"How would that be worrying me? You're pregnant! That is my concern, you're my mate its my job to take care of you and I can't do that if you don't tell me when your hurting!" Kanda yelled at Allen. His control of his temper snapping as he realized how much danger his mate could have been in. Grabbing onto his shoulders, Kanda forced Allen to look up t him. "You need to take care of yourself! I don't care if my entire kingdom is ablaze and being attacked! You and Yamira come first!"

Allen whimpered as he realized the harm he had done. Not only had he harmed himself. He had betrayed Kanda and hurt his mate! Kanda was worried about him, and he had refused to even try to tell his mate what was going on. It was their child, whether it be hurting him or not, it was still his and Kanda's child. "I'm sorry..." He whimpered, burying his face into Kanda's chest.

Sighing Kanda wrapped his arms around Allen and pulled him close. "We'll get through this together Moyashi, I won't let anything happen to you! I swear it!" Kanda vowed hugging Allen tightly.

Outside their closed door, a figure stood. "Another child, Master will be pleased!"

"Link, what are you doing?" Yamira asked looking up at the man outside her parents door.

"Nothing, my lady. I was going to wish your parents good morning!" He said feigning a smile to the tiny six year old.

"Oh, lets tell them together!" She said grabbing Links hand and knocking on the door with her tiny fists. "Mommy!"

"Come in," She heard her fathers voice and her smile widened. Running into the room she through herself in to Kanda's arms nuzzling her father. "Daddy!" She squealed as he picked her up and she wrapped her arms around his neck.

"Hi there baby girl!" He said a small smile on his lips as he placed his daughter back on the ground.

"When'd you get back?"

"Earlier this morning," he said looking over to Allen who had sat himself on the bed. Allen looked up at him and nodded for smiling.

"Come 'er Yamira," Allen said holding out his arms so the child could come to him. "Can you keep a secret baby?" He asked holding her as she came into his arms. She nodded her head, smiling as she saw the smile and felt the warmth in her mothers aura. "Mommy's having another baby!" He said taking her hand and placing it on his stomach.

She looked at him confused the looked over to her father. "A baby?"

"You're gonna have a baby brother or sister," Kanda said smiling down at his child. Yamira's confused look turned into a wide bright smile and she was jumping around.

"Link, Link! I'm gonna have a little brother or sister!" She squealed running over to him and jumping up and down in front of him. Link smiled at her and nodded his head.

"I see," he turned from the bouncing child to Kanda and Allen. "Congrats young masters!" He said with an overly wide smile on his face.

"Thank you Link, but would you mind keeping it to yourself, at the moment only Lenalee and Komui know, so keep it to yourself please!" Allen said with a smile and a finger against his lip.

"Very we'll young master!" Link said with a smirk.

A/n: Welp, so many thing have happened, so I won't piss you off any further with my ranting~ So review please, leave me your opinion! Look forward to the next chapter: Ice is dangerous!