Dethklok - Pickled Deth
A Nathan/Pickles FanFic
By: Kotomi
Chapter Four:
The Bitter End
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Stupid dumbass. Fuck him. He can go die for all I care.
"I know what love is dammit!" I muttered under my breath as I punched my wall furiously. "I hate him!"
I scan the room to find something to break, to rip apart...I need something to shred! I spotted an old beer bottle on the top of my dresser. I grabbed it and chucked it at my door with all my might. The bottle shattered into tiny pieces that shot out in all directions.
That was his fucking head.
I need to cool off man...I just need to cool off. I went towards my bed then collapsed on it. My breaths were not in rythm at all. I heaved in and out, but I couldn't feel any relief from my lungs. In that split second, my have hyperventilation of rage turned into uncontrollable sobs of despair.
I don't understand. I just don't.
I wipe away my tears from my face. Blood. There was blood on my hands. I look inot my mirror on my end table and saw that there were streams of blood that looked like tears. Hmmm...not a bad song title. Bloody Tears. I washed all the blood off of my face. OUCH! Those stupid glass shards from that stupid bottle cut my face and it fucking hurt. Fuck that bottle dammit. Fuck Pickles too!
My rage was back again and this time that stupid bottle set me off. I grab a sharp piece of glass and sit back onto my bed. You want to cut me up that badly? Cut me up 'till your fucking dull.
I pull down my patns and stare at my white leg. Just let me forget about him. Let me forget. I drag the piece of glass across my leg. Nothing. I cut more. I feel that relief, that buzz as I slice my leg again and again. Soon my leg was covered with cuts that I couldn't count.
My eyes open.
My mind unshrouded and my sight refocused. What the Hell did I do? What have I done? My tears ran freely again. How pathetic...I tossed away the blood-stained shard and cleaned up the whole mess the best I knew how to. I sat there with a towel over my leg to help stop the bleeding. After a couple minutes had pasted, I hid the towel underneath my bed and pulled up my pants.
I layed there in bed and stared at the ceiling it felt like for the longest time. I just couldn't sleep. I turned to my side and look up at the clock. 12:02 in the morning. No use in just staying here and hoping I would get sleepy. I went into the main room where my Shakespear book was. I opened up the book and tried to find the humor that was once there. No luck.
"To be or not to be, that is the question...right?"
My body turned fridgid. I still kept my eyes locked on my book. Don't look at him...don't turn around...
He walked over and stood infront if me. I don't look at him.
"Nat'an..."
"Fuck off."
"Just hear me out ok? You were were right. I am a fucking chicken. I am afraid of being despised and hurt."
I don't say anything. I wasn't going to forgive him just like that.
"..and I was wrong to call you stupid. We both know who's the real stupid one here. I should of never of said that."
"I thought you shouldn't of kissed me. Remember?" I snapped.
Pickles let out a soft chuckle. "Truth is this:" He leaned closer to my ear. "I'm glad I did."
I was suprised and relieved. Did he really mean that?
"Do you mean that?" I said while looking up. "You aren't messin' with-" My voice gave out.
Pickles hair was bushed out sexily and wore a bandana that he used to wear back then. He had on eyeliner that made him look more erotic and handsome. He even wore his belly shirt that showed off his stomach. God, he looked...hot.
"P-Pickles you look..."
"Hot?"
I smiled. "God damn yes!"
He sat on my lap with his legs spreaded apart. I could feel his groin against mine...oh fuck yes!
"Good..."He whispered as he dove towards my lips.
This time I kissed back passionatly. I could tell that he was glad as he slithered his tongue inside my mouth. Oh...his flavor! was divine! He tasted like my favorite fruit...strawberries. I gratefully accepted it and began to suck on his tongue greedily. He moaned as I slightly bobbed my head up and down. I could feel the vibrations from his deep moan. Oh...I couldn't take it anymore! I grabbed his hair to pull him closer. My own tongue searched around in his mouth. This time he let out a more sensual moan.
I couldn't keep my cock from growing hard after that. His moaning was a major turn on for me! He broke the kiss and licked my earlobe.
"Let's go into my room." He whispered as he literally dragged me into his room.
He tossed me onto his bed and sat on edge. He crawled ontop of me and started to kiss my neck. The "tingle" feeling was overwhelming with a greater deal of pleasure as he started to kiss my nipples.
"Lemme take this off..." He said as he pulled off my shirt.
He started to kiss my nipples again and I couldn't help but let out a small moan. I saw a lustfull grin on his lips as he trailed down my torso. He tugged on my pants.
"May I?"
"Yeah..."I whispered.
He unbuttoned my pants slowly and pulled them down bit by bit. I open my eyes in panic. Shit I forgot...I leaned forward to stop him, but it was too late. He was staring with his mouth gaping at my leg.
"Nat'an?" He questioned with a worried look on his face.
I opened my mouth to speak, but choked. How embarrasing...dammit.
"God..." Whispered Pickles as he began to kiss my leg tenderly. "Did I do this?"
"No...I didn't mean to...I just lost control." I whispered while looking away in shame.
He came up and kissed me lightly on my cheek.
"I love you...promise you won't do this again? Next time just slap me, ok?"
I nod. "I love you too."
He went back down to my leg and kissed it once more. Soon my pants were off and he started to pull off my underwear. He tossed them aside and gazed at my body.
"Sexy beast you..." He said quietly while winking at me.
"Shut the Hell up and get back to work." I teased.
He gave me a lustful look and licked the shaft of my manhood. Ah...I liked that. He did it again, but he basically swallowed the whole thing. I grabbed onto his har and pulled on it lovingly. Warmth and pleasure spurred as he began to bobb his head up and down. My moans became uncontrollable as I felt myself reaching climax.
"I think I'm going to..."I gasped.
Too late. I felt myself cum in his mouth. Pickles moanded as he lapped it up. I could see my whitness in his mouth and had a sudden urge. I grabbed him by his shirt and pulled him in for a kiss. I licked out some of myself out of his mouth. Mmmm...I tasted nice...He first hesitated, but then got into the idea. He breaks the kiss once again.
"Dat was very hot..." Pickles said breathlessly. "No ones ever done dat before..."
I just smirked. How creative am I? VERY creative...
He took off his own clothes and was bare as I was. His body was delicaly toned with light muscle.
"Ok Nat'an...turn around and get on all fours."
I did what I was told. Don't tell me he's just gonna stick it in there...
I felt something wet caressing my opening and my louder moans began. My whole area down there was throbing with overwhelming pleasure. He hardened his tongue and started to insert his tongue inside me. Soon after, he inserted two fingers and scissored around to stretch me out. I gasped at the stretching sensation and I began to move back and forth. I wanted to be fucked.
"Hold on...Mr. Impatient." He whispered into my ear.
He took out his fingers and put something much more fuller and longer inside. I gasped from the slight stretching sensation and the warmth. Pickles did not hesitate to slowly work his way inside me. He vigorously thrusted into me and started at a fast pace.
"Faster dammit." I growled.
He quickened his pace and came harder with each thrust. Deep inside, he kept on hitting that spot that made me go wild! My mind and thoughts faded into a daze as Pickles murmered my name repeatedly as I felt a warm fluid fill my insides.
"Nat'an...oh God Nat'an..." He panted as he slowly pulled away from me.
He grabbed my hair and pulled me into a kiss. Our breathing was deep and in perfect sync as we pulled apart once more. We layed there in bed, side by side, staring into each others eyes.
"Dat was seriously the best I've ever had..."
"Me too..." I managed to say. " I love you."
Pickles lucious lips grew into a weak smile.
"I love you too, baby."
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Dedication:
To Poi
Who loves strawberries as much as Nathan does
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Dx sorry for the stupid sex part. My brain was like "LKASDJFLKSDA".
