Helia POV:
It had been 2 weeks, since our breakup. It had been 2 weeks of misery. It had been 2 weeks of pain. It had been 2 weeks, without my Flora.
I had to find out the truth, and I know I shouldn't but I had to.
"Open the fucking door." I growled.
"Fine, come in. Why you gotta be so angry all the time?" Jacob asked, and I resisted the urge to punch him.
"I need to know what was really going on. Between you and Flora." I sneered.
"Well, we were dating," Jacob smirked.
"And sleeping together." He said and my heart plummeted.
"I-imposib-ble." I said to myself.
"So that's why I thought it was okay, to hug and kiss my girlfriend." He finished. I got up and started running to the girls dorms.
"Bloom, let me come in." I said as Bloom opened the door.
"Why should I? Flora is a wreck, all because you want to believe some stupid lie! She hasn't gone to classes for 2 weeks Helia! She hasn't eaten in 2 weeks!" Bloom yelled at me. I admit it made me feel horrible, but I was to angry then to care. Bloom left the room and I shut and locked the door. I told her everything Jacob told me.
"Jake and I never slept together! I haven't seen him in 9 years!" She yelled.
"Right." I scoffed.
"You know what? Maybe I should be with jake instead of you! Maybe ill be happier with him!" She yelled.
"All I ever did was show you how much I loved you, flora!" I yelled.
"I loved you to! and I still do!" She yelled.
"Then why did you do it!?" I yelled and more tears slid down her face.
"I didn't!" She yelled.
"Maybe someday this will all change." she whispered, and at that moment, the very last piece of my heart that was still standing, broke. Because looking at Flora, im the reason why she hasn't ate. Im the reason why she hasn't come out of her bedroom, im the reason why she is crying. Im the reason why shes heartbroken.
I got up and left. I ran back to my room and packed a small bag.
"Mom?" I called into the phone.
"Whats wrong, Honey?"
"Can I come home for the weekend?" I asked.
"Yes! Of course." She said.
"Ill be there in about 2 hours." I said and hung up the phone. I walked to the train station. I walked inside and sat down.
"Helia!" I heard the 2 familiar 13 year olds squeal.
"Its so good to see you both again." I said giving them hugs.
"Where's Flora?" Rose asked and I paled.
"She didn't come." That was all I said, then I went to go find my mom.
"Helia, whats going on?" My mom asked me, sitting us down in the living room.
"I broke up with Flora." I said.
"Why? I-I thought you loved her." My mom said,
"I did and I still do." I said as I ran upstairs to my old room, as I felt tears in my eyes.
I sat down at my old desk for about an hour. I scribbled down two different things. I got up and sat on my bed. My eyes suddenly fell on something sticking out from underneath my bed. I pulled it out and it was the acoustic guitar, I had gotten when I was younger. I picked up the paper that I scribbled on that said 'The weight' and grabbed my guitar.
(A/N: Please don't judge me right now guys, im kinda depressed, so that's why I did this.)
"I wanna go back, forget that its over. Paint it in black, when you left me alone. I never knew she was sleeping next door with the kid I grew up with,"
"Jake and I never slept together! I haven't seen him in 9 years!" She yelled.
"And I cant go back to her, anymore no.
You tell me you were happier with him, but you want me to stay. And you tell me that you need time, but you, you pushed me away."
"And when you try to take me back, my heavy heart just breaks. No I cant lift the weight."
"Put you in the past, and try to forget cause' its over."
"And everytime you ask, ill pretend im okay. Your inside my head, in the middle of the night and I don't feel right I dream I can hold you."
"But I cant go back to her , anymore"
"You tell me you were happier with him, but you want me to stay. and you tell me that you needed time, but you, you pushed me away."
"And when you try to take me back, my heavy heart just breaks."
"But I cant lift the weight, and I cant lift the weight."
And I can't lift the weight, no, I can't lift the weight
Yeah, you stand on my shoulders and my heart just breaks
And I can't lift the weight, no, I can't lift the weight
Yeah, you stand on my shoulders and my heart just breaks
And I can't lift the weight, no, I can't lift the weight
Yeah, you lower your standards and I raise the stakes
And I can't lift the weight, no, I can't lift the weight
Tell me you were happier with him, but you want me to stay
And you tell me that you needed time but you, you pushed me away
And when you try to take me back, my heavy heart just breaks
But I can't lift the weight, and I can't lift the weight
You tell me you were happier with him, but you want me to stay."
"You know what? Maybe I should be with jake instead of you! Maybe ill be happier with him!"
"And you tell me that you needed time, but you, you pushed me away."
"Just get out!" She yelled.
"And when you try to take me back,"
"I still love you."
"Say someday it will change."
"Maybe someday this will change"
"But I don't wanna wait."
A/N: please review!
