I has decided to bring back this story for two reasons
1. My miz and alex muse have been driving me crazy
2. I finally don't have writers block for this story nor do I feel like rewriting it
A/N: I should haven mentioned this earilier but this story does of abuse in it...in case you didn't notice that from last chapter xD anyways heres the next chapter and i hope you enjoy xD
i also don't own any of the people in this story
I looked at Shane confused,
"Wait. What? NO! He….he used me! He loves Ashley not me!" I said not so totally sure what was coming out of my mouth. Shane looked at me sighing and shaking his head,
"You don't understand he didn't use you, you were his angel he needed you and only you not Ashley not John not Randy not Jack not anyone you're the one that saved him!" I sighed shaking my head,
"No. Don't lie to me."
"Alex listen to me I'm not lieing…."
"Get out." I interrupted he sighed looking at me wanting to say more but I just pointed at the door, he sighed looking at me then at the door,
"Fine…but I am coming back for you understand?" I shrugged,
"Whatever" I mumbled, he bit his lip as he headed for the door I panicked a little,
"Shane wait!" Shane turned around and looked at me
"What is it?"
"He might be out there…" Shane chuckled which caught me off guard,
"You're not the first person I've had to save from Shannon, I know my way around here." He smiled slightly taking a step out the door, "Goodbye Alex I'll be back for you." He said with a soft smile as he headed the door. I looked at him confused as he closed the door unsure about what he meant, and if should believe him or not. I shook my head walking into the bathroom, I looked at myself in the mirror and gasped, I looked like shit I had a cut on my lip that I hadn't noticed earlier and I could see I bruise coming on my face. I lifted up my shirt and saw yellowish marks all over my body I cringed at the sight, no wonder I was hurting so badly. Sighing I walked back to my bedroom and laid down in my bed,
"ALEX GET OUT NOW!" I heard Shannon yell, I looked at the door confused at why he was angry but chose to ignore him.
"I SAID NOW!" he yelled again, I cringed I hated being yelled at I slowly got out of my bed wincing in pain,
"IF YOU DON'T GET OUT HERE RIGHT NOW THERE WILL BE HELL TO PAY!" I looked at the door then at the window, for some odd reason escaping sounded so good right now but I knew I had nowhere to go, I couldn't really trust Shane I walked slowly towards to door and opened it. Shannon glared at me from the other side,
"What the fuck took you so long?"
"I….I'm sorry." I said slowly biting my lip softly.
"Well sorry isn't good enough he said grabbing a hold of me and throwing me against the wall holding my neck tightly, I gasped for air and tried to get away from his hold.
"Next time you will obey my orders do you understand!" I nodded slowly trembling with fear,
"GOOD! Now get in there! He said throwing me into his room I fell onto the floor I looked around then up at him as he stood above me he then grabbed me shoving me on the bed and started to shred my clothes.
"Shannon n…no please!" I pleaded with him.
"SHUT THE FUCK UP!" he said slapping me across the face. I whimpered.
"Mikey…" I said softly still whimpering,
"DON'T SAY HIS NAME!" he screamed slapping me once again.
I laid on the floor from where Shannon had thrown me after he was finished whimpering and crying, I couldn't do this…but I couldn't fight back. I never hit someone out of the ring, only jokingly so I couldn't fight back but I had nowhere to go…I slowly got up and walked to my bedroom and laid on my bed and cried trying not pay attention to all of the pain that was going through my body, I looked at my phone and grabbed it and looked through it, I hadn't missed a call and there was no text messages which wasn't really a surprise I didn't know what I was doing looking at it but I was, I clicked on my contacts and went down to his number and stared at it maybe I was being hopeful but I clicked on his number and called him, I listened as the phone rang,
"Hey you have reached Mr. Mike Mizanin the awesome one! Apparently your not that awesome which is why I didn't answer the phone…just kidding anyways I'm not here right now but you already know that but leave a message and I'll get back to you as soon as possible but if you don't want to that's cool too bye." My heart sank and started to hurt at the same time, I missed his voice but I guess his voice mail would do I bit my lip as I heard the voice mail kick in,
"Hey Mike its me…Alex but you already know that." I choked, "Or not I don't know but I just missed you and well I wanted to talk to you but I guess you don't want to or maybe you do…I'm not sure maybe your sleeping or maybe out with the guys I just wanted to hear your voice again…and say I'm sorry even if that doesn't count…and that I still love you and I always will." I bit my lip feeling tears com on as I hung up the phone no later did I hang it up did it start to ring again, I looked at it confused but answered it anyways.
"He…hello?" I said shakily
"Alex? Sweetie are you okay?" I heard a familiar southern voice ask.
"Mickie?" I asked confused,
"Yes sweetie It's Mickie."
"Mickie I'm sorry about the stuff I said about you I didn't mean…"
"Shh its okay." She said soothingly, "I could be pissed off about it but we all know I have said my fair share of mean things in the past. I'm just worried about you." I looked at the phone confused, I could feel tears coming on.
"But..why? I was a dick to you." I heard her chuckle a little,
"I know but I've been a bitch to a lot of people, and I can be forgiving at times mostly to the people I love and the people they love." I smiled a little wincing glad she couldn't see me right now.
"I'm fine…" I said softly, I heard a sigh.
"Alex Riley do not lie to me you are not fine." I felt hot tears flow from my eyes,
"N..no I'm not I want to go home…" I cracked.
"Then come home sweetie we're all waiting for you."
"B…but how?" She sighed I heard her saying something to someone else on the other side but I couldn't make out what she was saying,
"Your going to have dinner with Layla tomorrow right?" I nodded slowly,
"Yea…"
"Mind if I come with?" I shook my head,
"No, no I don't."
"Okay then I'll come with then. And then we will work out a plan alright."
"alright" I said as I heard the door slam knowing that Shannon was home,
"Mickie I have to go I'll see you tomorrow okay?"
"Okay sweetie I'll see you then be safe okay?"
"Okay." I said softly looking at the door as I hung up hoping that he wouldn't come in here, hoping that this would be the end of it.
