Here comes Chapter 4 yay I'm such a quick reviewer do you not think.

Disclaimer- I sadly do not own any of the characters damn.

Listening to Avril lavigne when you are trying to write a sad chapter really helps =)

Chapter 4. I wish Sorry could make the pain go away.

Rachel Pov

Four whole minutes have never meant so much to me I'm sat on the toilet seat in my new home with the pregnancy test in my hands I'm shaking I can't even look at the pregnancy test I'm sure I'm pregnant i've been having morning sickness but I have to be sure me and Apollo don't speak well I don't speak to him but It's killing me not speaking to him. I want to stop being mad so we can go back to the way we were before but so much might change and I don't know how to handle it. Just the thought of me having a child sounds weird to me not that I'll be angry or upset if I find out I'm pregnant because I'm secretly really happy I know what you are thinking why can't I stop being angry at Apollo if I'm happy with having the baby but it's not that easy he still lied to me. My timer on the phone rings I know it's time to look but I can't bring myself to I shut my eyes and pretend I'm not in this sutuation pretending won't get me anyway so I slowly open my eyes and they bulge out of my sockets Pregnant it reads so many emotions go through me but the one I register the most is happiness I silently start crying my hand going to my stomach. "Hello mini-me." I whisper of course there isn't a bulge or anything but I can feel something inside of me it's weird. I don't know if I should tell him maybe I should maybe I shouldn't he deserves to know I think but then I think he is the one who got me in to this sutuation maybe I shouldn't tell him and pretend that I'm not pregnant but that's just stupid I should just tell him straight away.

I've started pacing how do I tell my friends how do I tell Vicki that she is about to have a half-sister will she hate me or will she be happy damn it I can't think straight I need to tell someone now or I'm just going to explode I'm not good a t keeping secrets. I sit cross legged on my bed and concetrate what should I do I don't know who to speak to I have nobody I had him I still do I tell myself but there's no point. I slip my clothes on a simple summer dress and decide I need to go for a walk to clear my head. I walk through Olympus by myself not really sure where to go but I walk anyway I look up when I bump into someone there he is stood he doesn't look happy like he always is. "Rachel." He whispers my name so much emotion sounds in his voice. "I'm sorry." he says but I can't look at him I'm scared I'll forgive him I don't know what to do with myself I'm so broken yet I'm so happy no teenage girl should go through this it's to much for me to handle. "I wish sorry could make the hurt go away Apollo I really do but it doesn't." I whisper he looks heart broken he takes my head coming close to me so our foreheads are touching I don't know what to do I'm so torn I want to kiss him because I know the pain will go away but I can't not yet I gulp my throat tightening. I place my hand against his cheek. "I want the pain to go away." I cry he looks like he is about to cry himself I'm about to leave but he takes my hand. "Delphi don't leave." He whispers I look at him and I don't leave because I can't do it. I just hug him tight and it numbs the pain it makes his lie dissapear but it's still there hanging over my head. Our moment is interrupted by footsteps I break away looking at him before I walk away he doesn't try and stop me he knows I need time he understand and I've partly forgiven him I just wish he would have told me then I would have had a choice at least and now he has to choose between me him and our child one he doesn't even know about.

I decide to spend a day in New York I don't really know what I'm gonna do but I just need to clear my head i change into black skinny jeans a silky green top comfortable ankle boots and a cardigan. I walk around going into shops looking I don't really buy anything but I do find myself drifting into a shop selling baby clothes the speakers are playing Avril Lavigne When You're Gone it doesn't help much it reminds me how I just walked away leaving Apollo standing there I shake my head to rid the thoughts but they just nag me his face so heart-broken then it just suddently doesn't matter I can't bare to see him heart-broken it hurts. I head for the door opening it just when I open it I hit someone. "Sorry." I apologise I look at the person Dad. "Darling what are you doing in there." He asks I scowl at him. "None of your business." I say. "Rachel I am still your father I just wish we could work it out." He says he grabs my arm I don't have time for this I have to find Apollo but I can't really do the dissapearing act in the middle of the street. "Dad let me go now." I say he doesn't. "Princess just come back home." He says using my old nick-name the one he used to say when I was seven. "Don't ever call me that again do you not understand I don't want to speak to you dad." I say I look into his eyes then freeze this are not my dad's eyes wrong colour Dad doesn't wear contacts he never has. "Who are you." I whisper. "I'm very supised the oracle out by herself with the sun god not protecting her I had to snag the chance." The man hisses at me. "You don't know who I am do you." I say he just looks at me confused. "Do you work for my brother."I ask he looks shocked. "Lord Kronos" He asks I nod. "I'm the earth goddess daughter of Gaia and I want you to take me to my brother I want to speak with him." I say he looks at me unsure. Suddenly this sickly green vines starting tangling him I just watch and put on my best cold voice. "I wasn't asking I was telling you." I say he nods and suddenly we dissapear I hope I come back.

I find myself in a camp not like Camp Half Blood there is no cabins just tents the people there they look at me strangely but I don't fleet another look at them I just follow him. He stops infront of a tent he looks at it for a minute fear in his eyes but he finally walks in I follow I don't know who Kronus has corrupted because the person isn't familiar to me it's a teenager 18 brown hair and gold eyes he has a cruel smirk on his face. "My lord she is the earth goddess." The man says before rushing out Kronus looks at me . "Come to join me Sister." He says I let out a bitter laugh. "Joining you is pointless I could never be in loyalty with such a monster." I say he just gives me that look like Dad used to give me the look that says one day you will realise how silly you sound. "Why not join the winning side sister." He says easily I'm pissed right now I've had a very bad day once again the green vines come out I make sure they wrap themselves around his neck in my hand I find a bow and arrow I aim them at him he just laughs but you can see the fear in his eyes I smirk and I aim at his chest I can see him writhing as the arrow goes through his chest nothing happens but he looks drained this isn't my full power I know I can't kill him by myself but if I join the other gods I could. "Listen to me very carefully brother I won't hesitate to kill you if I have the chance again." I say I shoot again and this time he screams I can hear them hid filthy followers running towards the tent. "See you later sister." He hisses. "Count on it." I say before I dissapear I stagger but I'm caught by someone it isn't Apollo I look up to see Artemis his twin sister. "Are you okay is it the baby." She asks I shake my head and I don't bother to ask how she knows. "Apollo is worried you've been gone for a while." She says. "I went to see my brother." I said she looked shocked. "By yourself what if something happened." She said frantic she is going to be an over protective aunt I think to myself. "Where is he" I ask she knows who I'm talking about. "Your house he was worried." She says I turn to go but before I say. "artemis you'll be a great aunt." She beams. I run to my house I burst through the door I find him sat on the couch the pregnancy test in his hand. "You found it then." I whisper he looks up my heart breaks when I see tears in his eyes. I rush to him. "What have I done." He whispers I hold on to him tight letting my lips meet his. "We'll be okay all four of us." I say he looks at me confused. "Are you having twins." He asks I just laugh. "The fouth is Vicki I consider her family you know." I say against his lips he just chuckles kissing me more. "I love You." I whisper "Love You too." He says back.

I'm sat outside the Apollo cabin trying to come up with an explanation for Vicki I should tell her but I'm scared what do I do how is it meant to come out. "Rachel are you okay." Somebody asks I look up to see Percy I give him a smile. "Hey Percy."I say he takes a seat next to me. "What are you doing it's only 7am."He says looking at me with a concerned look I remember when there was a time when that look used to give me goosebumps. "I'm thinking."I whisper looking down. "I'm really worried about you Rach you haven't been the same since the day on the lake where you were crying."he says "Percy if I tell you something will you promise not tell anybody not even Annabeth until I tell her myself."I ask him he nods I take a deep breath. "The reason I haven't been the same is because….i'm pregnant."I say Percy seems frozen he stared at me. "How come Rachel you are only 17."He shouts "Percy you don't have to remind me of my age I know how old I am."I say calmly. "Well that's good then you know then you know that's really young what are your parents going to say."he says angry. "They won't know they are not my parents."I say he looks at me angry. "They can't stop being your parents after 17 years."He says standing up. "Well they'll have to start not being my parents because they is no way I'm going back home not ever I made it pretty clear to them."I shout back at him he has no right to judge me. "Rachel you can't raise a baby."He says "Who says I can't."I shout I wish he would understand. "You don't even have gurantee that Apollo will even be there he wasn't there for the rest of them."He shouts I look at him pain in my eyes. "Don't judge him Percy don't you dare who do you think you are."I scream furious passing campers run past not wanting to be caught eavesdropping. "Your bestfriend."he says calming down. "You're not acting like it."I say but freeze when I hear a whimper I turn to face the door where Victoria is standing. "Vicki."I start but she just runs past what have I done.

A bit of a cliffy. I'm gonna try and get a beta because I'm a sloppy writer haha.

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