All rights go to Richelle Mead! I don't own these characters even though I wish I did

This is set two years after Rose, Dimitri, Lissa, and Christian break out of the Academy

Chapter 4: Got the life

Rose POV:

I turn in bed reaching out for Dimitri, but end up finding him gone. Frowning I climb out of bed, walking to the bathroom, groaning as I see what a mess I am. I fix my hair up into a ponytail, and brush my teeth before heading downstairs. I still couldn't get use to this new life with Dimitri. He worked hard to buy us our own home, and made sure it was close by Lissa's just so we wouldn't be kept away from each other.

I smiled looking down at my hand seeing the ring Dimitri bought me it was so beautiful. We didn't have a huge wedding not that I minded because all that mattered was that I was with my true love. Both Lissa and I got married, but not at the same time. Lissa thought it would be special if we got married on the same day, but I thought it would too much of a hassle and so did Dimitri. Then a surprise to all of us Lissa found out she was pregnant a few months after her honeymoon. She has a beautiful little girl named Mia she is like a replica of Lissa. She has blonde hair and those beautiful Dragomir jade green colored eyes. I joked that she was lucky to not look a thing like her father and earned myself a smack on the arm from Lissa.

I hate to admit I was jealous. I wished Dimitri and I could have children, but we couldn't. Being the sweetheart Dimitri is he said we could adopt if I really wanted a baby. He was more than happy to start a little family of our own. I would love to adopt, but it wouldn't feel right to me I wanted so badly to have a child of Dimitri's.

I shook my head trying to clear my head of those thoughts. Surprisingly Christian and I have gotten even closer ever since Mia was born. Christian and I spoil her so much that Lissa tells us we need to stop so she won't be a brat when she's older. We don't listen to her, but instead fight to see who wins Mia's attention the most. It's horrible I know, but hey at least she knows she is loved very much.

After brushing my teeth and fixing my hair I go and change into a pair of shorts and a tank top. I walk downstairs going into the living room to see if Dimitri is there when suddenly I am grabbed and pulled by the waist. I gasp in surprise then relax knowing the feel of who is holding me. I lean back smirking as I push my ass against Dimitri, holding back a laugh as I hear him swear under his breath.

Leaning down to me Dimitri whispers huskily into my ear. "Roza the things I want to do to you right now will leave you unable to walk."

I felt myself grow wet hearing those words. I grind my ass into him again instantly feeling him harden against me. I needed Dimitri right here and now. No matter how many times we had sex a day it seemed to never be enough. I bit my lip before speaking in a mere whisper. "I'm willing to take the consequences, but are you willing to stay true to your words Dimka?"

In answer to my question Dimitri turns me around kissing me roughly, parting my lips and slipping his tongue into my mouth. All the while his hands never leave my body, but are roaming all over.

I moan into his mouth kissing him back just as rough, sucking on his tongue while tangling my hands into his hair, pressing my body tight against him needing the touch of his body on mine.

Dimitri pulls away breaking the kiss and making me pout. He chuckles seeing me pout and quickly pecks me on the lips looking into my eyes with pure lust in his expression. "I am going to rip your clothes off and fuck you so good Roza you won't walk for days." He says in a growl.

I shiver in pleasure at his words. I tug off my shirt and unbutton my shorts taking them off as well. Dimitri watches me closely looking pained at how slow I am undressing he tries to reach out to help me undress, but I just push his hands away shaking my head at him.

He groans when I don't let him help.

Tentatively I reach out and unbuckle Dimitri's belt, slowly unbuttioning his jeans and tug them down. Reaching down to the hem of his shirt I tug on it gently while looking up at him. "This needs to come off now Dimka" I say.

Dimitri smirks pulling his shirt off and throwing it on the floor. "Whatever you say my Roza." He says while his eyes roam hungrily up and down my body.

I run my hands down his chest stopping at the waistband of his boxers, slipping my hand inside while looking up at him biting my lip. I stroke him slowly wanting to tease him before he has his way with me.

Groaning low Dimitri closes his eyes while muttering curses under his breath.

I stop stroking him and slip my hand out of his boxers only to slide them off and get on my knees in front of him.

Dimitri smirks down at me watching me closely. I take that as a go ahead and grab hold of his hardened member taking him slowly into my mouth then back out making a popping noise. I take him back into my mouth as far as I can and use my hand to stroke up and down his length in synchronization with my mouth.

"Fuck Roza." He moans sliding his hands into my hair holding me in place.

I'm growing wetter by the second loving Dimitri's soft moans. I quicken my pace and suck a bit harder while teasingly scraping my teeth gently down his length.

Dimitri pulls on my hair which makes me moan onto him as he speaks in a whisper. "Yes baby take it all. Mm take it deep for me."

I obey to his words taking him more into my mouth and letting him deep throat me. Usually I can't take him this deep but today it feels just right. I pull him out of my mouth earning a growl from him, but I can't take it any longer I need him inside me now. "Dimka I need you now!" I say as I stand up, reaching behind me to unclip my bra letting it fall onto the floor, and pulling down my panties kicking them to the side.

"Get on your hands and knees now Roza." Dimitri growls.

I obey and get on the floor on my hands and knees. I turn my head to the side watching and waiting for him to enter me.

Dimitri places himself behind me, parting my legs open and leaning over me. Using one hand Dimitri talks hold of his member, placing it at my entrance and thrusts into me hard with a growl.

I cry out as he begins to pound in and out of me. "Mmm fuck Dimitri yes! It feels so good mm fuck me good baby." I say in a moan.

Groaning at my words Dimitri pulls himself all the way out of me only to thrust himself back into me again. Reaching over Dimitri uses one hand to rub furiously at my clit while thrusting into me hard and fast.

I moan loudly, feeling myself close to my climax already. God this man knew the right buttons to press to make me lose control! Suddenly Dimitri pulls out of me and flips me onto my back towering over me.

"I want you on top Roza now!" He says as he kisses me hard.

I lean up kissing him back while pushing him so he's on his back. I break the kiss to straddle him, taking hold of his member, placing it at my entrance and slowly lowering myself down onto him. We both moan as I slid him into me making him bury himself deep within my wet folds.

Placing his hands on my hips Dimitri speaks huskily. "Ride me hard Roza. I want you to show me what I've been missing."

I place my hands onto his chest for support moving my hips up and down slowly. Gradually I speed up my movements moving at an angle to make the head of his cock hit my g-spot with every move I made.

Dimitri's hands gripped my hips tighter. He started to move my hips faster against him as I moved myself harder against him moaning out his name. I couldn't process out anything to say I was caught up by so much pleasure my climax hitting me hard. My walls clenched around his member as I came. My juices covered every inch of his member.

Dimitri flipped us over so I was on my back. He placed himself back at my entrance and thrusted himself inside me a few more times till he reached his own climax. He slowed down his pace while we both rode out our orgasms. He leaned down kissing me passionately on the lips, mumbling against them. "I love you."

I smiled against his lips, kissing him back softly. "I love you too Dimka." I said then jumped at the sound of the doorbell.

Dimitri looked at me puzzled and asked. "Did you know someone was coming today?"

I shook my head. "No I thought today was just going to be us." I said just as I heard Lissa calling my name. "Shit!" I said as I pushed away Dimitri and got dressed as quickly as I could. Seeing Dimitri change back into his clothes and going to sit on the couch, turning on the TV trying to act like we weren't doing anything bad.

I looked into the mirror and fixed my hair before answering the door. I smiled seeing Lissa and Mia. "Hey Liss" I said as I reached out to grab Mia and kiss her on the cheek. "Hey princess!"

Lissa smiled and closed the door. "Hey Rose sorry to come without calling but I need to ask you a huge favor." She said following me to the living room and saying hi to Dimitri.

Dimitri looked away from the TV to Lissa smiling and greeting her. "Hello Vasilisa. How are you?"

Both Lissa and I rolled our eyes, but she greeted him back saying she was doing good as always just a little sleepy since Mia was up a lot last night.

After all this time he still couldn't call her by her nickname. He said it wouldn't be right because of her being a royal.

I sat down on the floor with Mia, tickling her and smiling as she giggled cutely. "So what did you need to ask Liss?" I said glimpsing up to her then back down to Mia, watching her play with her fingers.

Lissa sat on the couch. "Well its mine and um Christian's anniversary I was hoping you could watch Mia for tonight?" She said while looking at me, her eyes filled with hope that I'd agree.

I sighed shaking my head. "I can't Liss I'm far too busy" I said jokingly.

Lissa just stared at me in shock while I burst out laughing. "I'm kidding Liss! I'd be glad to watch over Mia for you." I nodded smiling at her.

Lissa thanked me and looked over at Dimitri guiltily. "I hope it won't cause too much trouble though. I know it was your day off and you'd want to be with Rose." She said biting on her lip.

Dimitri shook his head and smiled. "No it's not a problem I'd be happy to help and watch over Mia. Don't ever hesitate to ask if we can you know the answer will always be yes."

Lissa grinned and hugged Dimitri, which caught him off guard. He hugged her back chuckling softly. "Thank you Dimitri! You don't know how much that means to me" she said while getting up and looking at me "You still have the emergency clothes and food I brought over yesterday right?" She asked.

I nodded then eyed her suspiciously. "Oh, so that is why you brought that over eh? You already knew your daughter would win us over and we'd agree to watch her?" I laughed seeing Lissa blush knowing I was right.

"No really Rose I brought it just in case if anything happened, but it just came in handy for this situation. I didn't know Christian planned something special for us tonight." She smiled wide

Lissa always had this one special smile she used whenever Christian was mentioned or when she'd speak of him. She was madly in love with him and for once I knew exactly how she felt. I glanced up seeing Dimitri smiling over at me, watching me play with Mia. I mouthed 'I love you' to him when Lissa wasn't paying attention. He mouthed 'I love you too' to me when Lissa picked up Mia to kiss her goodbye.

Lissa was in a rush and gave us instructions on when to feed her and telling us if we needed anything to call her. I rolled my eyes at her and calmed her down. I had taken care of Mia a bunch of times already and she always went back home happy and not hurt. But this was Lissa we were talking about. She always was the worrier especially when it came to her little Mia.

Dimitri walked Lissa out to her car while I went to the spare room we kept set up for when Mia came over. Lissa and Christian bought furniture and everything Mia would need when she would come over, so I thought it would be good for us to use one of the spare bedrooms just for her.

I set Mia down next to her toys while I put new sheets and blankets I had just recently washed since her last visit on her crib's mattress. After I did that I picked her up and checked to see if she needed a diaper change, which she did. I wasn't the type of person to enjoy babies for exactly this reason and for how they ate. I shivered at the many times I went through this with Mia, but I'm happy to say that I have been getting better at it every time.

The trick to getting Mia to sit still was to keep her entertained. I gave her a little toy that she automatically put it her mouth, making me laugh as I started to change her diaper. I heard Dimitri come back inside and heard his footsteps through the hallway.

"We're in Mia's room!" I called to him, just as I finished changing her diaper and disposing of it in the trash bin I kept in here.

Dimitri stood in the doorway, smiling at me as he leaned on the doorframe.

I felt self-conscious under his intense stare. "Why are you gawking at us!" I said feeling a slight blush spreading over my cheeks.

He shook his head, walking over to me and kissed me on my forehead. "Just thinking how good of a mom you would make."

I frowned slightly, putting Mia in her bouncy chair she adored so much. I walked back to Dimitri wrapping my arms around him, and looking up at him. "I want to be a mom, but you know we can't or rather I can't have your babies Dimka. I'm sorry." I say as my eyes begin to water. What the hell I thought. Why am I so damn emotional lately for christ sake I've never been this way before.

Dimitri wrapped his arms around me, leaning down to kiss me on top of my head. "I know Roza, but I told you that doesn't matter to me. I told you my thoughts about adopting the other day. You know I want to start our own little family."

I nodded and wiped my eyes silently cursing myself for crying. My voice trembled as I spoke. "I know Dimka. You know I want to start a family too. It just hurts that I can't give you a family." I said starting to sob.

Dimitri froze hearing my sobs, lifting my face to cup between his hands. "Roza that doesn't matter to me. You don't have to give me anything but you. By adopting that doesn't make me love you less, but only makes me love you more. We have been through so much together and this one little thing of not being able to conceive is not going to get between us." He wiped my tears away and leaned down to kiss me softly on the lips.

I kissed him back, wrapping my arms around his neck. I couldn't believe how lucky I was to have someone who loved me so much. Every day with Dimitri was a blessing to me. I have never felt so much love for someone ever in my life and I knew I never would. "I love you so much Dimka" I mumbled against his lips just as Mia threw a toy in our direction.

We both turned to her shocked at first then started laughing together. "I guess she doesn't want to see us kissing in front of her" I said still laughing.

Dimitri chuckled and went to pick her up. "Is that right baby you don't want us to kiss in front of you?"

Mia just smiled at him, showing her two little bottom teeth that just had grown in. She was just too adorable. She looked so tiny in Dimitri's arms. He would be the perfect father if we did go through with the adoption. I started to walk over to them, but stopped suddenly feeling light headed.

"Are you okay Roza?" Dimitri said looking at me worriedly while Mia hit his face to get his attention.

I nodded and sat down on the rocking chair that was next to the window. "I'm fine just felt a little light headed. It's probably because I haven't eaten anything yet." I hoped I wasn't getting sick. I got up slowly making sure I was okay to walk. When I knew I was okay I made my way towards the kitchen, hearing Dimitri's footsteps behind me as he followed.

I walked to the refrigerator, opening it up and grabbing some eggs, turkey, and bacon. I grabbed a pan from one of the cabinets, placing it on the stove and bending down to get a cutting board from the bottom right cabinet. I felt Dimitri staring at me. I smirked as I said. "Enjoying the view huh?"

He chuckled before saying. "Mmm always do Roza. Do you need help in here?"

Setting the cutting board on top of the counter by the stove I said "No I'll be fine. Why don't you take Mia to the living room to play with her toys there?"

He nodded, turning to walk away "Just yell if you need anything okay?" He called over his shoulder as he walked, carrying Mia to the living room.

"I will!" I yelled back at him. In a short while I had finished cooking everything up and serving both Dimitri and I, putting the plates on the table in the dining room. I went back into the kitchen to clean up quickly before grabbing the orange juice from the refrigerator and two glasses from the cupboard. "Dimitri the food is ready!" I called from the dining room.

"I'm coming! Just grabbing the high-chair for Mia so she can eat with us." He called from the living room.

"I'll get her food ready then, just go ahead and start eating without me." I yelled back to him, making my way back into the kitchen to grab Mia's Gerber food. I don't know how babies love eating that stuff it looked horrible and smelled terrible too. After picking out her food and grabbing her little spoon I walked back to the dining room, seeing Mia in her high-chair by Dimitri.

Dimitri looked up at me sheepishly. He had already started to eat just like I knew he would I just shook my head smiling and sat down on the opposite side of Mia. I grabbed my fork and went to take a bite of the eggs. The smell was horrible to me suddenly I felt myself ready to throw up. I threw the fork down, covering my mouth and running to the bathroom

"Rose what's wrong!" I heard Dimitri call after me sounding frantic.

I barely made it to the bathroom, closing the door just on time to throw up. Oh god that was horrible. I groaned, flushing the toilet and going to the sink to rinse out my mouth. I leaned on the counter looking into the mirror. I didn't look like I was sick, so what was wrong with me? I was perfectly fine cooking the food. I remember my stomach grumbling when I smelled all the food. I jumped hearing a knock from the door.

"Rose please open the door what's going on." Dimitri was even more frantic then he was a little while ago.

I opened the door seeing Mia smile at me and reaching out to me. I grabbed her and hugged her close to me while she tugged on my hair giggling. "I don't know I just felt sick all of the sudden. I don't think I cooked the eggs thoroughly" my eyes widen as I looked up at Dimitri "Shit! I mean crap! Do you feel sick Dimitri from the food?" I hoped I didn't just feed my husband uncooked food.

He shook his head. "No everything tasted fine Rose. Maybe we should take you to the doctors. Just let me feed Mia real fast before we go okay?" He said, taking Mia out of my arms and pulling me close to him as we walked back towards the dining room and living room. Dimitri suggested I go and lay down on the couch while he feed Mia. I nodded and went to lie down for a while feeling nauseous still, closing my eyes and drifting off to sleep just for a little.

That's all for this chapter but will be posting up another soon when I can! Please feel free to comment I love getting feedback.

~xoxo MissBelikova~