Chapter 4-After
As soon as our lips meet,the sensation was euphoria and onto the back of his head was the only thing that kept me this very moment, I wanted to kiss deepens suddenly as he places his hands on my cheek holding pulls away from my eyes opening in unison as we stare at each other seeming to repeat the moment before the intense look begins to scare me ,I get up from the sofa.
"Ellie I-?"Ford says "Please wait"
Shaking my head,I grab the door running out of it ignoring his frantic calls from behind the conversation with Ford is something I just couldn't do right now.I slammed the door to the house,getting Bono to run out of the lounge.
"I thought you were out-"
"I don't want to talk about it"
"Why?"
"Bono please.."
"I have.."
"A girl over"
"Please don't tell mum and dad"
"Fine as long as you don't let anyone in to see me"."Halfway up the stairs
"Yes,your ladyship"
"I can ring them and tell them to come home"
"No..No, I won't let anyone in"
"Thanks"
Not even giving him a chance to answer before I close our bedroom against it,I cover my mouth to stop the sobs being heard by Bono.I was gonna lose my only friend,the only friend I had ever 's what I do I drive people away when they get way to ,everything was fine before that kiss now we can't ever go back to is what fills my head,as I realise how much of a coward I had could I have done this? Why is when everything is going perfect I always manage to mess it up?
I was able to crawl over to my bed,hiding from the world seemed to be the only into my knees,I don't see the door before the light hits my is standing at the doorway,I try to tell him how I that came out was heaving sobs "I`m so sorry"
He holds my cheek wiping away my really wasn't like this normally,so I imagine my shock when he hugged back into his arms.I love the feeling of warm and a syllable passes either of our lips,as he sits down behind me,arms still around against his chest my head falls into the crook of his skin was so soft,just as his I could stay here for a wanting to tell him how I felt.I loved the way he mumbled when too deep in concentration,his passion for science,the way he blushed and those amazing brown eyes.
I don't even notice that it had been one hour since Ford started to hug must have thought I was asleep cause I heard him whisper"I`m here Ellie,you're not gonna lose me don't worry"
Bono tapped me on the shoulder,making me jump waking up both me and Ford.I stare at my brother hazily "Wha-whats wrong?
"I need the room,its"He says through gritted teeth
"NO-Where am I meant to go?"
"You can stay over mine"Ford cuts in
"Then it's sorted"
Bono shoves us out of the room his giggling girlfriend following him me to walk over to of our parents had luckily gone away at the same time for the whole was breaking so many rules frankly, I didn't want to know what he had planned.I tried to think of ways to stop it being so very awkward between got me settled on the sofa "Listen to thanks for letting me stay here,I really appreciate it"
"Ellie it's no problem you're my friend its the least I can do,I know you would do the same for me"
"I would"
"And that's why you're my best friend"
"I'm so glad I met you"
"I'm too"He then blushed and scratch the back of his neck "About the kiss"
"I shouldn't have run out-"
"I shouldn't have been so forward and-"
"We both kissed each other it takes two to tango Ford"
"Uh..yeah.."
"Sorry I tend to ramble"
"It's ok.."
"Ford I really don't want things to be awkward between us,so can we just forget it ever happened"
"Of course-"
"No, that it wasn't nice,"I think instead what comes out is "Thanks, Ford"
"Well I should go to bed"
"Night Ford"
"Goodnight Ellie"
I can't believe I did couldn't I just tell him how much I like , I`m such an idiot when it comes to matters of the heart.I may have made things even more least I know that he is here for 's gonna be even harder now to hide my feelings that only started because of that stupid was I thinking "Takes two to tango".He probably thinks I`m all come rising to the surface when I look at him.I want to kiss with him.I will have to get my blushing under control or will just ruin our I had already done that gave me the worst feeling I had ever had.I was not gonna gamble on it again.I could never do that to ever
