Later that night, I stumbled up the stairs to my apartment. With my legs feeling like jelly, it took ages just to reach the first storey where my apartment was located. I reached the door and stumbled with my keys for several minutes, my fingers slipping and my vision blurry. Once I had finally stepped inside, the lights I had left on hit my eyes like bullets. Dizzy and stumbling, I brought my hand up to my face, which was hot and sweaty.

I slumped into a chair, sighing. My head was buzzing and it was like the force of gravity wouldn't stop pulling down on my eyelids. I rested my head on my hand and closed my eyes.

"Len, there you are!"

I opened my eyes just a sliver to see Kaito standing in the doorway of my bedroom.

"Wah...?" I mumbled, a goofy smile spreading uncontrollably across my face; however, my smile faded when my eyes focused on Kaito's frown. It was silent for a minute, then Kaito spoke up suddenly.

"This happens every goddamned time I visit," he said sighing. "And you're not even the legal drinking age yet."

There was silence once again as Kaito walked toward me, holding out a hand. I grabbed it and he pulled me into a hug.

"I just want to spend one night with you when you're not drunk out of your mind."

"Kaito...I'm sorry." I felt the muscles in my face straining and tears began to form in my eyes. In between sobs, I kept apologizing over again. It was true that I tended to get drunk on a regular basis, but I didn't have the heart to tell Kaito that his frequent absence was the reason for it.

I hadn't meant to start crying (it was probably the alcohol toying with my emotions) but I held tight onto Kaito until I'd cried myself dry.

Hiccoughing slightly, I looked up at Kaito. He had a sympathetic look on his face, but I could tell he was still a little frustrated with me. I hugged him tightly once again before we both headed off to bed.

...

I couldn't sleep.

If alcohol was supposed to restrict blood flow, how come I was laying here with a raging boner? I couldn't seem to make it go away; even thinking of dead kittens wouldn't settle it down.

I leaned over and saw Kaito laying perfectly still, but I knew he was still awake.

I had to get rid of the monster that was raging inside my boxers. Staring at the bathroom door, I realized I wouldn't be able to go in there―I made far too much noise to be able to do it discreetly. I decided there was only one thing to do.

"Kaito, I can't sleep."

"Neither can I, but you don't see me complaining." Kaito's tone of voice suggested that he was still a little frustrated, but I continued anyways.

"I wanna apologize again," I said, rolling over and pressing my body against his. I was well aware that he could feel my boner against his lower back, but I went along with my plan anyways. "I promise to stop drinking so frequently, especially when you're here."

"Len, I know what you're trying to do," Kaito said firmly. "I'm still mad at you."

Ignoring Kaito's previous words, I slid my hand around his waist. I stroked him ever so slightly, and I soon felt him getting excited.

"Len...stop it," Kaito said, but his sighs made it obvious that he was enjoying this. I slid my hand under the waistband of his boxers, stroking faster and increasing pressure before climbing up on top of him. I positioned myself so I was laying in between his legs, then I leaned in and kissed him. As we kissed deeper, I began to grind my waist instinctively against his. Our breathing became heavier, the grinding becoming faster. The feeling of excitement in my middle body spread all throughout, until I couldn't hold it in any longer. With a deep inhale and one final push against Kaito, I reached my climax. I thought I had come way too soon, until Kaito did the same a few seconds after, still grinding against me.

"That wasn't so bad, was it?" I asked in between deep breaths. I rested my head on Kaito's chest, a feeling of relaxation spreading through me.

"I'm still mad at you," he said, his chest moving up and down with every breath.

"I know." I rolled back over so I was laying beside Kaito once again. I took off my boxers and threw them on the floor, and Kaito did the same. It looked like I was going to have to wash them in the morning.