Adam stopped and looked up at her. "Maybe I should stop," he said.
"No really it's ok," Chrissy said a little nervous.
"I don't want to force you into something your not ready to. Maybe we should just cool it and take it slow," Adam said sitting on the bed next to Chrissy.
"I'm sorry…I guess I'm just nervous," Chrissy said.
"Don't worry about it. Maybe it's better we did stop it when we did anyways," he said as he put his arm around Chrissy.
"But what if…" Chrissy took a deep breath. "What if I really want us to do this?"
"You want to? I mean if you do that's great. But really we don't have to. Not if you aren't ready?" Adam said.
"No…I'm ready. And I mean I really want us to do this. I just well…I'm just nervous that's all. But I'm sure I'll be alright," Chrissy said.
Adam leaned over to kiss her neck. "I'll be gentle. I don't want to hurt you," he whispered into her ear.
Chrissy smiled and nodded as she wrapped her arms around him, kissing him as she laid back on the bed, pulling him on top of her.
Within seconds what remained of their clothes was now thrown onto the floor. The kissing got more and more intense by the second. Their hands roamed every part of their bodies, not leaving one spot untouched. "Tell me if you want me to stop," he whispered.
"Adam don't stop. I really want this," Chrissy said.
Adam smiled at her, "I'll be gentle," he said before kissing her deeply.
Chrissy dug her nails into his back as she felt him enter her slowly. Adam waited a few seconds, allowing Chrissy to get used to him. "Are you ok?" he asked.
"I'm….I'm fine," Chrissy said as her breathing got heavy.
"We can stop," Adam said.
"No…don't. I'm fine," she smiled up at him.
It wasn't long before Adam was thrusting in and out of her, going faster and harder each time.
Chrissy and Adam laid in each other's arms. Chrissy's head on his chest as he played with her hair. "Are you ok? I didn't hurt you did I?" Adam asked concerned.
Chrissy looked up at him and smiled, "I'm ok. Actually I'm better than ok. That was just amazing. You were amazing," Chrissy said kissing him. "I'm glad my first time was with you."
"And I'm glad I made it special for you. You really are one of a kind you know that," Adam said.
"No Adam…I think you're one of a kind," Chrissy smiled.
Chrissy woke up the next morning, feeling Adam kissing her bare shoulder. She opened her eyes and turned to him. "Morning," she smiled.
"Morning. Sleep well?" he asked.
"For the first time in years I can honestly say yes I did sleep very well."
"Guess this means we can go to school together this morning?" Adam laughed.
"Yea…school. School! I umm…I don't have anything to wear. I can't wear the same shirt I wore to campus yesterday."
Adam smiled and handed her one of his shirts, "You can keep it," he smiled.
"Thanks…let me just take a quick shower and then we can go," Chrissy said getting off the bed. Adam grabbed her hand and pulled her back down onto the bed.
"I love you," he said kissing her.
Chrissy looked at him shocked. "Adam…." she said softly.
"Look I know what you're going to say…that it's too soon to say that. But I mean it…I'm falling in love with you."
"Adam," she said taking his hands into hers'. "I..I don't know what to say."
"You don't have to say anything. I just needed to tell you what was on my mind and in my heart," Adam said.
"It's not that I don't love you…I'm not saying that. It's just that…I never had it ever said to me before. And I do have feelings for you…really strong feelings. I've never been in love before so I don't know what it feels like to be in love."
Adam kissed her, "You don't have to say anything to me now. Just know that I'm always going to be here for you."
"You know…the more and more time we spend together…the more I'm glad that I came over to you that day."
"I'm glad you came to me too. Wanna know a secret?"
"What's that?" Chrissy asked.
"That day…I was watching you from across the campus too. Just got too nervous to go over to you."
Chrissy got out of Adam's car. "You wanna come hang with me and my brother and best friends?" she asked.
"No it's alright. I got some work to do before class anyways."
"Come on it'll be fun. In fact you know my brother already actually. You're in music class together."
"Chrissy…I think it's great you want me to hang with you and your friends. But I'm not like most students here. I like to keep to myself. You're the only person I've ever opened up too. So I'm gonna go and I'll see you later?"
Chrissy nodded, "Yea we can do our usual lunch date," she smiled as she kissed him before they went their separate ways.
