A/N: I only own Lee.

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Stu POV

I stayed beside Lee until she got to go home in a few days. They all had to go back on the road and everyone was upset about what happened. I knew that they meant well, but none of them understood the pain. I didn't even understand Lee's pain, because she carried him and they had a stronger bond.

I helped her into the condo. She had a walking cast on, so she could get around, but she still needed some help. I helped her in and she stopped as soon as she got into the door. I looked around and understood the problem; everything here reminded her of Jaxson. I sighed and pulled her to me as she started to cry. I carried her to her room and sat her on the bed. I started to walk out of the room, but she grabbed my hand.

"Please don't leave me alone." She said and I felt my heart break even more when I looked at her. I nodded and crawled on the bed with her. I held her as she fell asleep; I watched her for a few minutes and then looked around the room. I was looking around when I spotted something that surprised me. I carefully moved because I didn't want to wake her up. I walked over to her dresser and picked up the picture. I smiled as I looked at it; she had a picture of me and Jaxson asleep in the living room. I sighed as I ran my finger over the picture.

I looked back at her and walked out of her room. I walked into Jaxson's room and looked around; I couldn't believe that God would take him from me after only three months. I continued to look around when I got so pissed; I smashed everything in sight. I was standing there as everything was destroyed around me when I felt someone watching me. I looked back to see a shocked Lee standing in the doorway. I sighed as I watched her slide down the doorframe and start to cry. I sat down in the floor next to her and pulled her to me.

"I'm sorry, I tried to save him." She sobbed and I held her as close as I could. I hated feeling the tears on my chest and feeling her hands cling to my neck. I wanted this pain to go away from both of us. I kept her close to me and I felt worse because she thought that it was her fault.

"I don't blame you, love." I whispered and she shook her head.

"Yes, you do." She said and I sighed. I had to be carefully with her because she was still hurt. She wasn't wearing her sling and I didn't want to make this worse. I pulled her away from me and took her face in my hands.

"I can't blame you… I love you, Lee." I said and she looked at me. I carefully wiped the tears from her face as she looked at me. I couldn't help it as I brushed my lips over hers. She clung to me as the kiss heated up; I pulled her off the floor and carried her to the bed. I wanted to make the pain go away anyway that I could.

Lee POV

I woke up early the next morning and it was still dark outside. I looked over at the sleeping form next to me and smiled. I still had so many feelings for him, but I knew that we needed time apart. I got up and pulled his shirt over my head. I winced as I pulled my arm through the sleeve; I sighed as I walked into Jaxson's room. I looked around; Stu had destroyed everything. I didn't blame him and I knew that I would have eventually done the same thing.

I cleaned up everything and looked at the clock; it was only 5 am. I sighed as I stepped out on my balcony. I was looking around at everything in the darkness and I could hear the waves crashing on the beach in the distance.

"What are you doing?" a tired voice said. I turned to see a naked Stu standing in the doorway; he never was modest.

"I needed some air." I said and he nodded.

"Come on, sleep." He said and held out his hand. I took it and followed him back into the bedroom. I still felt safe in his arms… even when the world looked darker than ever.

Stephen POV

I didn't talk to Lee much the next week because she was with Stu and because I didn't know what to say to her. I didn't know how to comfort her, because it was my fault. I finally got up the nerve to go see her after Stu left. I knocked on the door and she opened it a few minutes later.

She flung herself on me and I caught her. I picked her up and carried her inside. I sat on the couch with her in my arms and she pulled away. I looked at her and I noticed that the bruises, cuts, and scrapes were disappearing.

"I'm sorry, love." I whispered as she looked at me.

"Just help me pick up the pieces." She whispered and I nodded. I kissed her as a silent promise that I would always be there.

We were sitting on the couch and I watched her as she stared outside.

"I'm moving." She said and I looked at her.

"What?" I asked her.

"I'm moving; I can't live here anymore." She said and I nodded.

"Where do ya want to move?" I asked her.

"Florida." She said and I nodded.

"Anything you want." I said and placed a kiss on her forehead.

Lee POV

The next few weeks were hard. I had talked to everyone and got really tired of being asked if I was alright. The only people who actually knew how I really felt knew not to ask me. I was grateful for everyone, but at time it was overwhelming.

I had just bought a small house near Tampa. I was now moving to where most of the WWE lived for some reason, but I also knew that I was closer to friends there. I wanted to be closer to friends; I was tired of LA and I didn't want to be by myself much anymore.

"You sure you are alright?" Stephen asked me and I nodded as I looked around the now empty condo.

"Yeah, it's time to move on from this." I said as I walked through one more time.

I hadn't even cleaned out Jaxson's room; Adam had to help me with that. I didn't have the energy and I just now got to where I didn't cry every time I saw a child that was younger than 6 months. I was doing a lot better, but I knew that moving would help me out a lot. I just hoped that things got better soon… I couldn't take much more of this.

A/N: Will it get better soon?