Sorry for the wait. College professors like to all give tests in the same week. Here's a little be longer of an update for ya! Don't worry guys this story still ends Bella/Emmett!

Bellas POV

I spent most of the time in my bedroom. Sue tried to get me to go out with Leah and do something. I did once. It was horrible. She belittled me the entire time. I heard a knock on the door right before it opened and Jacob stepped in, a smile on his face. He sat down next to me on my bed.
"Isabella," He said, "How are you?"
"I'm fine," I answered drawing my blanket closer, "Does Leah know you're here?" She hates when he comes to see me.
"No," Jacob said, "She doesn't need to." He gently lay a hand on my face.
"Yes she does," I said, "She's your girlfriend and she doesn't like it." He leaned in to kiss me, his lips nearly touched mine. I almost gave in, out of habit. I jerked away panicked.
"Get out," I said calmly as I thought of how Emmett explained to me that I was not an object for men's sexual pleasure, "Now."
"Come on Bella," He said leaning in again, "We use to have something."
"GET OUT!" I screamed, "GET OUT NOW!" Seth burst through the door and I watched in amazement as he overpowered Jacob who was nearly twice his size. He pulled Jacob off the bed and pinned him to the ground.
"What did you do?" Seth growled, "What?"
"Nothing," Jake said shaking his, "Nothing."
"Get out," Seth said to him, "Like she said." Jacob left but he wasn't happy about it. Seth shut the door behind him and climbed on the bed to me. I curled into Seth's welcoming arms, feeling safe and began to cry. I had so much pent up and no one to talk to. Leah was mean, Jacob wanted something from me I couldn't give, I felt Sue was too distant and I couldn't burden innocent Seth with such terrible things. I found myself wishing for Emmett because he'd seen terrible things, he wasn't innocent or mean and I felt I could talk with ran his hands through my hair until I fell asleep. When I woke Seth was gone and Leah was sitting in the computer chair.
"Stay away from him," She glared, "He's mine."
"I don't want him," I said honestly, "I just want to be left alone."
"Your dirty," She spat at me, "You are just a whore. Prancing around here, letting him come in your room." She stormed from the room. Worthlessness washed over me and I felt disgusting. I gathered my clothes and headed straight for the shower. I turned the water as hot as I could stand it as I beginning scrubbing my self. I spotted my razor on the side of the tub and knew there was only one way to get rid of the dirt. I took the razor and began slicing everywhere. I cut my thighs, my stomach, my breasts and my wrists.

Seths POV

When I got home from the store I went to Bella's room to check on her but she wasn't in there. I heard the shower going. I headed down the hall to Leah's room. I knocked.
"Come in," She said and I stepped in, "What?"
"How long as Bella been in the shower?" I asked her, "Long at all?"
"I don't know," She answered, "A while I guess. She woke up like right after you left. We talked and she took a shower." I had been gone an hour and a half.
"How long did you talk with her?" I asked, "Long at all?"
"No," Leah answered, "I wouldn't speak with her for very long."
"You idiot," I hissed and ran to the bathroom. I swung the door open and pulled back the curtain. She was laying in the tub cuts all across her body with her razor lying beside her. I grabbed the phone and dialed the emergency number.

Bellas POV

When I woke I was laying in a hospital bed with an IV drip in the arm. I reached over to jerk it out but Seth grabbed my arm.
"Stop." He said. He was angry. I had never seen this emotion from Seth. Jake stood on the other side of the bed next to Aunt Sue and Leah lingered by the door. Seth paced back and forth. Jake looked angry as well.
"Damn it Bella," He bellowed out, "How could you do this to yourself?" Seth moved towards the end of the bed.
"Knock it off Jake," Seth said his voice low, "Don't yell at her."
"Why not Seth?" He asked as he moved towards Seth, "She deserves it."
"You do not yell at her," Seth said with a kind of demand I had never heard in his voice, "This is not her fault. She's the victim here." They were chest to chest now. Jake shoved Seth. Which was enough for Seth. He swung and his hand cracked against Jake's jaw. A man I didn't know barged in and pulled Jake and Seth out.
"Look at all the trouble you cause," Leah said as she left. She was right. I sighed. I didn't see Jake for a week after that and it didn't seem like Leah did either.

I was laying on my bed and Leah stormed in. She was pissed. Great something was my fault now.
"He broke up with me," She yelled, "Jake dumped me. This is because you came back. Why couldn't you just stay gone? Why didn't you just die with your parents?" Seth burst in the room.
"Get out Leah," He shoved her towards the door, "You stay away from her. Don't you talk to her like that." She glared at Seth as she stepped out.
"What are you doing here Jake?" She screamed, "You dumped me isn't that enough?"
"I need to see Bella," He answered her, "I wanna know if she's okay."
"Bella?" Seth asked and I nodded. I wanted to see what he had to say. Jake stepped in to the bedroom a few minutes later. He didn't look well. He looked upset.
"Hey Bella," He said and grabbed my hand as he sat on the edge of the bed, "Can you give us a minute Seth?" He again looked to me and I nodded.
"Shut the door," I told him, "Please." He looked curious but obeyed. Jake sank to the floor and buried his face in the edge of the bed and cried. I moved closer and pulled his head into my lap and ran my hands through his hair. When he finally stopped he looked up at me.
"I'm sorry," He said, "For trying to kiss you. I fell apart when you didn't come back. I know we were only kids but I know I loved you. I still do. I did things wrong. I can't imagine what you have been through. I want to be friends again. Can we start over?" I stared at him for a long moment as I took in everything he said. I needed a friend. Someone I could talk to.
"Leah..." I said quietly, "She..."
"You can't let people dictate your life forever." He answered me, "This is your decision not hers."
"Okay," I said knowing he was right, "I'll give you one chance."
"We need to get you out of this house," He said to me, "Just call me when you feel up to it."
"Now." I answered scared that if I didn't just jump into leaving and doing something I never would, "Today." He smiled.
"Let's go to the beach," He answered me, "We can talk." I pulled my shoes on before following him out the door. Seth looked suspicious.
"It's fine Seth," I answered him, "We are going to the beach. We are going to talk." Seth nodded.

When we got to the beach we walked together. I stared out at the ocean for a while before speaking.
"What have you been up to these past years?" I asked him curiously, "Tell me."
"Not much." He answered, "Graduated. Made friends with some of the guys on the reservation. Quit football after you left. I didn't have my cheerleader anymore. I am working at a mechanic shop in Forks. I started dating Leah about four months ago. My dad played match maker. Which wasn't a very good match. She never wanted me doing anything without her. I needed some space. Don't listen to her. I know she told you that you are the reason why I broke up with her. I broke up with her because she's a bitch." We walked in silence a while longer. I didn't say anything.
"Are you going to try to finish school?" He asked me, "You were so smart."
"I suppose I should." I answered him, "But I don't want to go back to the high school with all the younger people and the stares."
"Maybe there's an online program," He said quietly, "We can research it." It sounded good. It would give me something I didn't have anymore, direction. I don't think it would have crossed my mind without him.
"Thank you," I said quietly, "I don't think I would have thought of these things."

A month passed and I was enrolled in an online high school. I was actually excited to be finishing high school. Jake promised he would help. Our friendship was steady now and I found myself trusting him now. Things had passed drama free except the week Seth went missing. He was fine and safe though. He had been crashing at a friends house. Leah had left me be. I closed my laptop that I had been purchased for school and headed down stairs. Jake would be here any minute. We were going to a bonfire with everyone tonight. I had began making friends outside of Jake though I was still wary. There were mostly men. Really large men. But Jake and Seth would both be there. I smiled as Jake came through the front door.

"You may want to grab a jacket Bells," He said, "The wind off the ocean is gonna be chilly."
"You don't have one." I stated raising an eyebrow, "Don't you need one?"
"I'm use to it." He answered and shifted uncomfortably.

After grabbing a jacket we headed to the bonfire. Leah was there and I was nervous. I didn't know why though there was nothing going on between Jake and I. I didn't have feelings for him. Did I? I shook that thought away. A girl plopped down beside me.
"I'm Emily," She said and smiled though there was a large scar down her face. She caught me staring, "Bear attack."
"What? Oh," I said uncomfortably, "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to.."
"Its okay," She answered me. "I understand. I'm sure you get your fair share of stares from everyone." I nodded.
"I do," I admitted, "But I can't stand them."
"I use to be that way," She said, "You get used to them and they go away eventually." I nodded. I enjoyed myself that night. I had fun talking to Emily and the others. Jake dropped me off at home. Leah burst in to my room.
"Stealing my boyfriend," She spat, "Then my best friend. You're a little bitch. Why'd you have to come home?"
"Jake and I aren't dating," I told her, "Now get out."
"No," She said and slapped me, "Don't lie to me. I'm not stupid. You're together all the time." I started shaking.
"Get out," I spat at her as I tried to fight the tears, "NOW." She left slamming the door behind her. I curled in the bed and sobbed myself asleep. The nightmares consumed me.

I was laying in his room. He kept reminding me of my use. Suddenly Jake was there and the man slit his throat slowly and I stared as the blood trickled down. I screamed and screamed. Jake appeared and the man slit his throat again.

I woke screaming. No one bothered coming in anymore. I grasped for my phone and dialed Jake's number. No answer. I tried again. No answer. I tried twice more but he didn't answer. Panic filled me and I climbed out of the bed and tried to head for the door but I fell over one of my shoes.
"Seth," I screamed, "Seth." Seth burst in moments later.
"Bella," He helping me back to the bed, "What is it?
"He killed Jake," I cried, "He killed him. I tried to call Jake but he didn't answer. He's not okay. He's not okay." Seth pulled me close.
"Its okay." He said trying to soothe me but I sobbed harder and harder bordering on a panic attack. "Okay. Okay. I'll go get him. Just stay right here on the bed." Ten minutes later when Jake walked through my bedroom door I was in full blown panic. Seth left us and Jake closed the door. He pulled me close to him.
"I'm okay," He whispered, "I'm fine Bella. I'm right here." It took awhile for me to come down. My mind was going a mile a minute about why I reacted this way. I knew then. Undeniably that I loved Jake. I pushed that aside. That would only lead to pain. I looked up at him. He was crying.
"I'm ready to talk." I said softly, "I need to."
"I'm here to listen." He said staring down at me. So as I lay with my head in his lap I began.
"We were on our way back to the hotel," I told him, "When our car was blocked in the side street by two vans."

Jakes POV

"We were on our way back to the hotel," She began, "When our was blocked in the side street by two vans. They jerked us from the car and threw us into the vans. We drove for what seemed to be forever. I couldn't see outside. There were no windows. It must have been days because when we stopped we were no longer in France." I ran my hand through her hair. I knew this was only going to get worse. "They brought us into a warehouse. A man looked us over. He stared at me. He said that I was good and to kill the other two. I screamed and begged them not to. But that just spurred him on. He walked up...he slit both of their throats. That's probably why I dreamed he did that to you." Tears rolled down her face but she was staying strong. I wanted to cry for her but I had to be strong for her. "He said to the men that he was keeping me for himself. He said I would be fun to break. It was horrible the first time. I was a virgin, well you know that." Of course I knew that. We had been each other's first kisses just before she left. "He pulled my skirt down in front of all those men. I fought so hard. Which was what he wanted." I could see her hands shaking and I took them in mine. "I fought so hard for so long. But I was just so tired after awhile. He told me over and over that my only purpose was to please men. I believed it after awhile. He barely let me eat. He said I had to stay skinny and dumb." I swallowed my anger back. This wasn't the time. "I believed it so much that I tried to sleep with the soldier that saved me. I felt dumb afterwards. He brought me back to my senses. He told me how what happened was wrong and how I was not meant to please men, I was meant to live my life the way I see fit. I just didn't know what that was. I'm still scared all the time." I laid down on the bed and held her as she cried into my arms.
"Shh," I said quietly, "It's okay." She began to fall asleep finally.
"I'm not scared," She said as she dozed off, "Not with you." I held her close and let my tears pour. She was sound asleep.
"I love you," I whispered, "So much."