August

"Hey how are you doing?" Asks Duncan.

I don't know if I can talk to him, when ever I try I feel like I just want to kick him for going out with Gwen.

"Like it's any of your business." I say as I walk out of the room and leave him befuddled.

"Hey there you are." Says Bridgette as I get out to the play ground.

"Here I am. I think that I need a girl's night tonight. Is that okay?"

"Of course it is. You looked like you needed one during gym class today. But that's the past. So what movie do you want to see?" She says, she was always a live in the moment person. And I liked that, she helped me get over things easily.

"I don't know, I just wanted to go to the spa and then rent the movie Grease." I've always had an obsession with that movie. I don't know I just like it I guess.

"Fine. You deserve what you want. So… what was that in gym class?" She asked a little nervous.

"I don't know, honestly. I just hope that it doesn't mean what I think it means."

"It means that you love Duncan." Now I have to state something that I've wanted to say for a long time.

"I don't love him. You don't love Geoff and Geoff doesn't love you. We don't know what love is, Bridge. We're only in seventh grade for crying out loud! How can these people possibly know what love is!? It makes me so mad!" I say, and sadly start to cry… again. Great, just, great.

So this time I wake up at home. I don't know why, I just do. I think that the nurse got sick of me and sent me home. Of course I don't remember any of that. And all I can hear is my dad talking to some one on the phone and my mom making supper. I really know for a fact that they don't care. Why would they? All that they cared about was themselves. You know my little thing about love earlier, well that was all about them. I honestly know from the bottom of my heart that they don't love each other, and sometimes I wonder if they know what love it. I surely don't.

I think that I might go over to Bridge's house still though, I feel fine now and if I cry (which I probably will) I know that she'll be there to comfort me. I just got an idea too. I still need some revenge for Gwen… and Duncan. And I know just how to get it. This, this is going to be good.

All I can do is just wait for Geoff's party tomorrow.