Chapter 4

I own nothing of Harry Potter. The only thing I own is Elizabeth Smith and Alex and no you can't have them!!

The Flashback/The Dream

It's the year 1981 and Voldermort is strong in power. Severus has turned spy and is well on the way of making the ultimate plan that will forever destroy Voldermort. He is also in love with Elizabeth Smith a pretty young woman only 2 years younger than he is. He is summoned, as are all the Death Eaters, to Voldermort side.

"I have summoned you here because I have found our way to Lily and James Potter" he told his Death Eaters. "I have brought before you the friend of Lily and James Potter. Elizabeth Smith."

Severus's heart froze. How could she, how could she have done this. The only other person than himself that knew about this was Alex. His heart pounding he turned his head towards a smiling Alex talking with a also smiling Lucious Malfoy. He turned his head back and forced al his attention to what Voldermort was saying.

"..to thank my Vixen for delivering this wonderful gift to us. And now for our show!"

Voldermort whipped out his wand and whispered, "enervate". "Hello my sweet. How are we?"

"Get away from me you ungrateful dick." She screamed. Severus wished he could run up to her save her but it meant risking any chance of life she had.

"Oh how very touching for that remark you will be punished. Crucio" Her body withered on the ground and her screams filled the night. Then he stopped.

"Now if you have no more remarks will you please inform us who the potters secret keeper is."

"No never. I'll never betray them"

"Ok its your choice. Crucio" Again she withered on the ground and again her screams filled the night. After awhile he stopped.

"Now I'll ask you again. Who is the Potters secret keeper.?"

"No never"

"Ok fine then have it your way. Alex call upon someone to torture her, anyone of your choice."

Severus knew what was coming he knew by the cunninh smile spreading across her face she was going to pick him. Severus hadn't ever told Elizabeth what he was and know he had to break her heart and lie to her.

"Severus Snape" called Alex

Elizabeth's eyes grew wide as he approached.

"Severus? What in the world?"

" Hello Liz . How are we tonight" his voice as cold as ice.

"How, how could you. What have you done? I thought you cared for me!"

"Care for a filthy little mudblood like you never! I lied I used you for information and for pleasure! I could never love you and to think you thought I did. How very stupid!" He hated saying that every bit as her face showed heart brake and pain. She was crying quietly. He lent over and whispered into her ear "You meant nothing to me"

"NO" she screamed "NO. You love me and I know it "

"Do you?" he said teasingly

"I hate you and I never want to see you again"

"I'd be careful what you say because that can be done! Now tell me who is the Potters secret keeper you ungrateful child!"

"No"

"Fine then" he said his heart disappearing slowly at the looks displayed on her face

"Have it your way. Crucio" he made her wither on the ground and scream and he hated himself. How could he ever forgive himself. No how could he ever forgive Alex when she was their friend. He took of the spell.

"Give her you Truth Potion. The special one I had you work on." Said Voldermort his red eyes clearly enjoying this.

"Yes master," he said trying not to show that this was the hardest thing he could ever do. He had been working on a Truth Potion that slowly killed the victim as well as abstracting the truth from them. He took it from his pocket pointed his wand at her and whispered "Imperio" "Open your mouth and drink this." She did this. Once she had finished. He asked her.

"Who is the Potters secret keeper?"

Finally an answer "Peter Pettigrew" Then she collapsed.

Voldermort took out his wand pointed straight at her and whispered the fatal, words "Avada Kedavra." And she was gone. Severus felt like dying. The plan was explained and Severus didn't listen. Then they were dismissed and Voldermort and all of the followers except for two dissapparated. Severus ran over to the dead body of his lover and wept only faintly aware of the body advancing on him.

"Severus. Severus" called the voice.

"GO AWAY" screamed Severus letting go of the body and facing a white faced Alex. "I-never-want-to-see-you-again."

"I'm so sorry…"

"PISS OFF. Before I kill you and never ever set foot near me again or I swear I'll kill you." and she turned he back on the now weeping again Severus

One day he'll have to face it and the sooner he does it the better she thought.

Al of a sudden Severus Snape sat bolt upright in his bed his face covered in a mixture of cold sweat and tears. He looked at his clock it showed 7:30am, which was lucky for him as he had to prepare the hall and the rest of his classes for the start of year today and he had no time to dwell on the dream.



AN- told you it wasn't Lily and James!! Ok thanks to all my reviewers!! Next chapter will be on current time and also will have Harry Draco and Hermione all your favs!!

Grffingirl- More about Ron soon and I don't know if he'll get hurt yet!!

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I'm really sorry about spellong cause I don't have a beta and I'm no good at spelling!!

Ok so tune in soon for chapter 5 !!!! Don't expect it to soon though cause I have heaps of homework so maybe this Friday or Saturday!!

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