That was it I did know what to do anymore, but I knew had to talk to Lilian. I walked in her room and there she sat crying. All I could do was walk over to her and cuddle her into my arms like she was 4 years old
" How could you mom, dad loves you" I couldn't explain way because I didn't really know why
" It for the best" was all I cold say
" Mom when Edward ways saying he fell in love with the most beautiful women ever was he talking about you"
" yes honey, Edward was my everything"i whispered sadly
" can you tell me about Edward an you please"
" there not a lot to tell I fell for him,do you know jasper well he almost killed me at my birthday but it is my fault I got a paper cut, then three days later he said he didn't love me and left"
I was looking at me scare that James gave to me when Lilian caught me staring at it and I know she was going to question me
" mom did he do that to you" that for some risen made me smile because if he did stay with my daughter he would keep her safe and never hurt her
" Of course not he would never hurt me it was another vampire he's name was James he tricked me saying he had your grandma and was going to kill her be he just wanted me alone so he could kill me, Lilian it very dangerous being around vampires" I said sadly I thought I would never have to tell her these things
" Mom I want to move with you I don't want to stay with dad even thought I think your making the wrong chose" I couldn't believe she a wanted to move with me I always thought she would stay with her dad
" I have to go tell Lucas you can start packing or you can get all new stuff because that part of my plan to just make a fresh start" I walked to the door and exited her room
I walked down the hall to Lucas room, I could hear him playing video games and typing on his lap top at the same time. I knock on his door and asked to come in. he said sure so I walked in.
" Hey Lucas" I nervously said because I know how Lucas can take things the wrong way
He turned his head to me " You don't have to tell me I heard it all these wall aren't sound proof mom"
" I know you think I'm making the wrong chose and I might be but me and your dad need some away time from each other, I just want know if your going to leave with me or you dad"
I don't even think he thought about for a min he quickly answered that he wanted to stay with Jakob, I was a little heart broken that he didn't even take a minute to think but I did promise Jake that I would not take the kids away from Jake so I wont refuse, I said good night and walked out of his room and headed to my room to pack.
