Chapter 4: More Diary Entries

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Rachel's POV:

I was lying in my bed reading all of these entries. I am on the first day of Glee club. All of my emotions are getting to me. I'm crying hysterically, not wanting to read anymore, but I feel that I have to.

Dear Diary,

Today I joined Glee Club. Mr. Shuester said he found drugs in my locker, and it was either that or being expelled. So the people who are in the club are Mercedes Jones, Kurt Humble, Tina Cohen –Chang, and Rachel Berry. I sang my first number which was You're The One That I Want by Grease. She is completely crazy.

Quinn is being super jealous. She thinks there is something going on with us because I joined Glee Club. She is out of control. I love Quinn, but I really like to perform and she isn't stopping me from there. I hope we recruit more members because I really want to stay in this club. I mean at first I didn't, but I like it. I like keeping this a secret. Football is going great. I love being the head quarter back. I am going to go play video games with Puck.

Love,

Finn

I cried reading how crazy he thought I was, but I knew it was true. I was crazy. I freaked him out when we first met. I felt so bad about that. I remember I was flirting with him and telling him that the Glee Club would love for us to be an item. I am laughing remember how much I freaked him out. It was funny. The girl I was when I first met him. I am in the middle of letting the tears fall out of my eyes. I turned to the next entry.

Dear Diary,

Today in Glee Club, Mr. Shuester said that we had to sing a horrible number for the school's assembly. I am so afraid that everyone is going to make fun of me. It's awful. I can't do this. How am I going to sing tomorrow? I won't be able to show my face again. I hate this. This is the only reason that I hate going to Glee Club. I got to go help my mom with dinner. Tell you how the assembly goes tomorrow. Bye.

Love,

Finn

I skipped to the next entry with tears running down my face. My heart is still broken because of his death.

Dear Diary,

Today we had the assembly. It wasn't that bad. In fact Quinn told me her, Santana, and Brittany are joining. That's amazing! Now we almost have enough to go to Sectionals. I am starting to have feelings for Rachel, which isn't good because I am dating Quinn and if Quinn found out, her heart will be broken and I couldn't do that to her. I hope we do some cool numbers tomorrow.

Love,

Finn

I skipped half of the diary.

Dear Diary,

Today Rachel and I had a date. It was amazing. I know she is the girl for me. I want her to be my wife. I mean we have been dating for a while. I'm going to ask her to marry me if it's the last thing I do. I mean she is an amazing singer, beautiful, sweet, she cares about me and I love her. I love her with all my heart and that means something to me. Something special. She is something special. She is the one and only girl for me. So it's settled. Rachel Berry will hopefully say yes and become my wife.

Love,

Finn

Then I lost it. I set the diary on my night stand and cried out loud. There was a knock on my door. It was my dads.

"Rachel honey. You have to eat something." Hiram said. He handed me my food. I took a bite out of the peanut butter and jelly sandwich and smiled.

"It will get better. I promise." LeRoy said.

"Goodnight honey." Hiram said and kissed me on the cheek. LeRoy did the same and left. I then took the sandwich over to the garbage and tossed it out. I know it's bad, but I have been not eating. I can't. I fell asleep in my tears.

There is chapter 4. I hope you enjoyed this. Please leave a review and review my other stories. Thanks. REVIEW! RIP Cory.

-Sammi