I'm sorry to all my fans for this story I have been in Japan for a while and not been able to update my blog, I hope this satisfies your long awaiting! Sorry again. We are now on volume 8 of Kyo's and Misao's love story the dreaded decision Kyo has to make hangs over him!
The night was perfect, stars gleamed high in the sky, and the moon full as though spotlighting kyo's figure as he sat crossed legged, his mind open to the night by the open sliding door. He breathed deeply thinking of the prince, of the battle facing him physically and mentally, preparing himself for the death which surely awaited. 'how can I do this so blindly, what will happen…' He opened his eyes looked over at the sakura tree then closed them again, everything seemed so natural so at peace but his mind just would not calm itself.
Misao was fighting her instinct to share what she truly felt, she was fighting a losing battle and she would eventually be uncontrollable to behold. Opening his eyes once more he glanced towards the gate, he was half expecting to see her loitering around by the entrance unsure whether to disturb her, she wasn't. A sharp guilt pierced his heart but he soon shook it off, was it his fault that the prince was being so unreasonable? Was it his fault that everyone was telling him to sleep with Misao to take her as his own, even she attempted so many times to let him near him, though he knew she was scared. 'I can't let myself be tempted, I may tear her apart, I may let myself rip her to shreds, I can't let that happen, not to Miaso' It was true that with his growing pain each time he saw her his demon instincts would try to take over, they were becoming uncontrollable, each time she touched him he wanted to ravish her, to tear apart her flesh from her delicate small bones to eat away at her very heart which gave itself so willingly to him. To release her innocence to him at long last.
A breeze whispered past his ear and he opened his clenched fists so that it could pass through his sweaty fingers. It felt good as though Mother Nature had given him a reassuring kiss to comfort him within his moment of weakness.
'Kyo?' A small familiar voice interrupted his mediation, one which made his heart thud wit desire, internally attempting to shake off such emotions he nodded his head in recognition of Misao's appearance. She shuffled her feet behind him but did not come before him. 'I know you are thinking hard upon what to do with me, but I have to tell you how I feel' He nodded again a little more slowly. This was it this was going to be her great speech which determined what his demon inside should feel, he could maintain his position of calm state only a little longer. "In order to break the spell, in order for you to go on living.." She paused as if plucking the courage from her depths to finish her sentence sighing she continued, " You've got to make love to me, you shall gain the power to release yourself from this spell, it's the only way and you know this, I want you to do this Kyo, I am ready for you to take me as your bride, I feel I always have been building up to this moment and I do not want you to die because you think Im not ready." Kyo felt a warm hand upon his shoulder then another and she whispered the last into his ear almost seductively. " If loving each other is our sin, let us fall as far as we can go Until we reach the point of no return"
This was what Kyo had been waiting for, her reassurance her knowledge that not everything will be the same afterwards that she understood everything that was happening. It was the perfect time to take her, no not take her that was not the right word make love to her yes that was perfect, he had worked so very hard to become the man she could be made bride to. To reach the point of no return was all he wanted now and Misao was open to any consequence to save his life this truly had to be love.
I know this was short but it's a stepping stone and I really liked the point of view of Kyo I will update as soon as possible this includes my other fan fictions, So keep looking for new chapters We shall see Misao and Kyo locked in a heavenly embrace next time. For now have a great sun filled day!
