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I'm back with another chapter sorry I didn't update yesterday I had a busy day. So I've only slept for an hour its now 5:00am here so tired. There maybe 2 updates today :)

There's going to be a bit of an insight into Lindsay's past and a bit of Calzona drama

WARNINGS CHILD ABUSE ALCOHOL/DRUG USE.


My alarm went off at 8:30 I turned it off grabbed some clothes and my towel and headed for the shower I got it to the right temperature and got in washing my hair first then my body.

The best part about living with Arizona was having a decent shower and staying in there for however long I wanted to. I got out of the shower dried myself, dried my hair and then got dressed.

I grabbed my towel and put it on my hanger and then headed into the kitchen where Arizona was making breakfast.

"Good morning Lindsay I hope you slept well and you are hungry?" I give her a smile and answer back

"I slept well and I'm starving." She hands me a plate with a couple of pancakes which look amazing I take a bite and they are great.

"I have to go to the centre today I have a meeting with Tyrone and it will take me a few hours it's all in my case files." I tell Arizona so that she doesn't think I'm missing or disappearing on her.

"Thats okay do you need a lift at all?" I finish the food in my mouth and reply.

"Nah I'm good thanks anyway." I had to run an errand after my appointment which were old debts from Mr and Mrs Jones with old gang members or the drug members otherwise things would be more serious for me.

"Okay sweetie let me know if you need me to pick you up at all." I nod my head and continue to finish off the last of my pancakes I put my dirty plate in the sink and head for the bathroom to brush my teeth and do my hair.

I head to my bedroom and grab my phone and jacket and say my goodbye to Arizona I decide to make the first move this time cause I am starting to feel comfortable.

"See you when I get back." I say to her and give her a hug which she returns.

"You will please be safe." I nod my head and start my journey I walk down the pathway and get to the bus stop I check the times and one doesn't come for another 15 minutes.

I sit down and check my notifications which I only have a few nothing to worry about. I start my game to distract me I've been stuck on this level for a while and I finally beat it.

I check the time and the bus will be here in two minutes so I get up and take my card out so I can tap on.

The bus arrives and I step to the side to let the people off and then get on I tap my card and find a seat. I play my game again and win a few more levels, I look out the window and we are in downtown Seattle which is nice the bus stops and I tap my card off and walk a few blocks and then turn getting into the rougher part of town where the centre is. I wouldn't say it's in the rough part but close enough.

I walk into the centre and take my usual chair up the back and wait for everyone to slowly walk in.

It doesn't take long for some of the old and the new kids/teens walk in some sit up the back and the rest scatter out.

A new teen girl sits next to me and I can't help but side stare but I don't make it look obvious.

"Hi I'm Danny I'm new here." I look at her and give her a small smile and introduce myself as well.

"I'm Lindsay nice to meet you." I shake her hand and we make small talk.

It doesn't take long for Tyrone to come in and start talking.

"Welcome back to the centre and welcome to the new ones I'm Tyrone and we are here to help you." We listen to the instructions my first appointment was with a new shrink thats new.

We are dismissed from Tyrone and I head to the small office and knock lightly.

"Come in." I walk in and take a seat on the comfy couch and get ready for the almost 100 questions.

"You must be Lindsay Smith I'm Abigail Novak but you can call me Abbie." I shake her hand and get ready to talk.

"Nice to meet you, yeah I'm Lindsay." Out of habit I clasp my hands together and move my thumbs around.

"How's your new placement going I believe Arizona Robbins has taken you in?" I sigh but answer anyway.

"Yeah thats right, She's lovely I feel safe there." I'm honest with the shrink otherwise they pick up when you lie and tell the truth they are pretty good like that.

"Thats great news, so I read in your file you used to drink and take drugs how long have you been sober for?" I didn't expect her to know that but then again I guess Tyrone has to tell them about everyone's issues.

"Yeah good I've been off of everything for 3 months thanks to Tyrone helping me out and I haven't craved them either." I tell the truth I was addicted to booze and drugs to cope with the abuse I was suffering.

"That's really good. How's the PTSD and anxiety going?" I continue to play with my thumbs and bite my lip it takes a bit for me to answer.

"I guess they are going okay. I'm trying to make eye contact and not look away or down." Novak continues to write down my answers and continues to ask me questions.

"Do you want to talk about the abuse that has happened to you in previous home placements?" I shake my head but answer.

"I'm not ready to talk about that yet." Which is the truth I'm still overcoming everything that has happened.

"That's okay our session has finished for today here's my card feel free to contact me or make another appointment. Other wise I will see you next week same time." I get out of the office and head for my meeting with Tyrone.

I knock on his door and wait for his answer.

"Come in." I walk in and sit down opposite Tyrone and we talk for a little bit.

"How's everything going with Arizona do you like her?" I give him a smile.

"She's great I haven't really spoken to her but we have had our moments." He returns the smile.

"Thats great news I'm glad things are looking good for you kid." I start relaxing and our meeting is up I say goodbye and walk out of the centre.

I head back to where my old foster family used to live no one is there thankfully I head inside and go to my old room where I find the tin of money I have been saving and take the money out and shove it in my pocket.

I head down a few blocks to where the debt the Jone's owe. I walk up to the door and knock twice.

Garcia answers the door and I walk in.

"Here's the money Manny and Julie owe you $1000 in cash" I hand the cash over and Garcia counts out the cash.

"That's good to see you next month" I quickly walk out and head into downtown again and I decide to go into Starbucks I go to the order line and wait for my turn to order.

I walk up to the line and order what I want.

"Can I grab a take away hot chocolate and a cookie please." They take my order and I sit down in the middle and wait for my order.

I check my Phone and nothing interesting is happening, my order comes out and take a sip of my hot chocolate which is amazing. I eat half of my cookie and wrap it up and put it in my jacket pocket.

To Arizona:
Spending a few hours downtown won't be long.

I send my text to Arizona and I pay for my hot chocolate and walk to the skateboard shop I have a look at the different boards and decide on one which is awesome. I hand the cash over and walk around enjoying the coolness of Seattle I look at the time and realise I've been here longer then expected.

I go to the bus stop and my bus is there I get on and tap my card on and sit down. I see that Arizona replied and I put my phone in my pocket.

We head into the richer part of Seattle and do a few stops before mine I hit the button for stop and get off at my stop I tap my card off and start walking to Arizona's place.

It doesn't take me long to get there. I unlock the door with my keys and walk in I make sure the door is locked and head to my room I make sure to hide my money away.

and go to find where Arizona is but I can hear her talking but she seems to be on the phone.

"Callie you don't know a thing about this girl you can't judge her." I eaves drop on her conversation

"She isn't violent and not in any type of gangs she needed my help and thats what I'm doing." I don't know who she is talking to.

"Callie she wouldn't even hurt Sofia she can barely look at anyone and is to frightened." I know when I'm not wanted and go to my room and start packing most of my stuff.

I head out the front door and walk around and go to the only place I know. Looks like I'm better off on my own I decide.


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Sorry I didn't update yesterday I was buggered I went to bed at around 12:00 This morning and then woke up an hour or 2 later look out for another update tonight if I dont fall asleep early. I have re uploaded this chapter as I'm not sure if fanfiction is playing up.

I hope you enjoyed this chapter with a bit of insight onto Lindsay.

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I'm gonna see if I can sleep for a little bit as it's 6:20am here I'm so tired. Have a great day/night wherever you are I'm signing off to get some sleep I'm almost asleep.

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