Hey guys… This is in Edwards point of view this time :D Again I own nothing… Enjoy

"Where's Bella… and what baby?"

I turned towards the voice I knew so well. "Edward…"

Edward's POV

For the first time in my life I've never been so scared…

Alice walked towards me, there was a sympathy in her eye. What I didn't expect… is for her to hit me in the head…

While smacking Edward upside the head "What the hell is the matter with you Edward! You left her… alone and you didn't even think of looking back…" There was a lot of pain in her expression, I had never meant for it to get out of hand… I was well on my way to coming back to her begging for forgiveness.

"Where… is… she… Alice…" I tried not losing my cool, I knew I deserved being hit… even for such a small blow… I deserved a lot more punishment but I think my worst punishment of all… would be Bella leaving me for good…

She pointed towards the door to where my treasure lied. "You need to know something before you go in there Edward… and maybe I'm not the right person to tell you… but…" She just stared at me for a moment, I tried reading her thoughts but she's gotten so good at not thinking of what I'm supposed to know. "She's… pregnant… and it's yours…"

Borderline,
Dead inside.
I don't mind,
Falling to pieces.

I stared at her stunned. "We aren't sure how this is possible..." she continued speaking to me. "But it's defiantly… yours…"


Count me in,
Violent,
Let's begin.
Feeding the sickness.

I nodded at her and walked into the room. There were machines beeping everywhere and all I could see was Carlisle working faster and faster without actually hurting her.

"What's wrong?! What's happening Carlisle?!" my voice was panicky and my cold heart was slowly breaking for what I've done.

"Her conscious is trying to kill herself Edward." He looked shocked to see me but held his calm exterior. "I'm trying to save two lives… but she seems to be stabilizing.


How do I simplify,
Dislocate,
The enemy is on the way.
The beeping started to slow to a normal heart rate, I missed that sound. "Can I…" I walked towards the bed to stare at my sleeping beauty.

"The only way I'm going to let you do that Edward…" I stared at him confused, he had a light dark tone in his voice. "Is if you never leave her again… you can't keep trying to control who she loves… and who you love…"

I nodded. How could I leave her again? She's bared so much without me… at this point I vowed to never let her out of my sight unless she asks me to leave.

Carlisle started heading out the door. "Oh and Edward?" I looked at him. "She will be one of us sooner or later… it's what she wants… she's sacrificing her life to be with you." And he walked out.

Show me what it's like
To dream in black and white,
So I can leave this world tonight.

I was left with the love of my life… taking a major hit on her life and my child's… because of me. I couldn't do anything but stare at her for the time being. She is so beautiful… so perfect… my Bella.

A smile made its way to my lips, this was the first time in a long time that I've smiled… and needless to say it felt good.

I ran my fingers through her hair. "I missed you…"


Full of fear,
Everclear.
I'll be here,
Fighting forever.
Curious,
Venemous,
You'll find me
Climbing to heaven.

She was beautiful.

She is my love.

She is my life.

So many thoughts entered my head… why did this happen to her? She was pregnant… and I left her alone… probably scared…

All I could do is stare at her… and suddenly a twinge of guilt shot back into my mind.


Never mind,
Turn back time.
You'll be fine,
I will get left behind.

I can't leave… god WHY IS THIS SO CONFUSING… if I stay she's happy but always in danger… if I leave… what am I saying…

I crawled into bed with her and wrapped my arm around her waist just holding her. Of course I left the blankets on her as to not make her colder. This is where I belong.

Show me what it's like to
Dream in black and white,
So I can leave this world tonight.
Holding on too tight.
Breathe the breath of life,
So I can leave this world behind.

I had to of been laying there with her for an hour… though it only felt like minutes. I felt her move, I watched her breathing… and her eyes moving under her eyelids.

She was my Monalisa Smile… and I couldn't help but love her.

I was so lost in her I didn't even see her eyes open slightly.

"Ed… Edward?" a whisper came from beside me.

"I'm here love… and I'm sorry Bella… I love you… so much." I responded, I'm sure if I could cry I would have. All I could think of doing was holding her.

She started crying. "Edward I'm so sorry… I'm pregnant I don't know how this happened you weren't suppose to be able to do that and… and… and…" At this point she was sobbing I felt horrible.

"Bella… Bella shh you have to calm down… you're going to make you and the baby sick." I was holding her but before I could react further her lips were on mine. I kissed her back so gently… this was perfect.

It only hurts just once.
They're only broken bones.
Hide the hate inside.

"Bella… did you tell Charlie yet?" I asked uneasy of what she was going to say.

"No… I want to… but I'm afraid of his reaction…" She looked at me tears still leaking from her face… it was breaking my cold heart to see her like this.

"I'll be with you when you tell him… until then… rest." I was playing with a strand of her hair looking into those beautiful eyes.

Show me what it's like to
Dream in black and white,
So I can leave this world tonight.
Holding on too tight.
Breathe the breath of life,

Bella wrapped her arms around me and held on tightly. "I love you Edward…" she whispered again.


So I can leave this world behind.

"I love you too Bella Swan… forever… and a day." I held her back quietly humming her lullaby and she slowly went back to sleep.