There is a warning for this chapter! And an explanation!
Warning: sex scene, told through Ludwig's POV. If you don't want to read a sex scene then you'll have to wait until the next chapter, you won't miss much (except the whole reason that Nicholas will even be made).
Now I have to also give you an explanation for how exactly males can have babies. *inhales* Alright so males who can have babies are what are known as 'cunt boys' (if someone can give me a nicer term for this, please do), and though they have functional male parts, they also have the lady parts as well.
Most of the time, most cunt boys don't do much with these extra parts and a lot don't really pay attention to them, because men don't have periods like women. They do make eggs but the egg is like sperm, it dissolves in the body after a bit (sperm will do this if it doesn't leave your body), and men don't notice it at all. Also, they can get pregnant just like a woman, but they can't make themselves pregnant with their release, the sperm would be rejected by the egg (because eggs actually chose sperm, not the sperm that gets their first).
Once the egg and sperm join, the usual process of baby forming takes place and a man goes through what a woman goes through, with a bit more pain since their hips are only slightly wider then a regular man's, but not as wide as a woman's.
*collapses* Yeah... I really gave this A LOT of thought... but that's just how one can make good fanfiction! If my information is weird and confusing, just make something up.
By the way, there is an actual birth defect where a man can have lady parts. If a male is born with no testosterone, his vital regions will revert to female parts (since a penis is basically an inside-out lady part and that during the first few months of life in the womb all babies are female.) I'm really serious about this. Did I just blow your mind or make you uncomfortable?
On with the fic!
We Can Do This
Chapter Four: Fateful Night
Since my birthday, Ivan and I have been secretly dating. I hadn't told anyone and Ivan only told one person, his big sister Katsuya. He told her everything because he trusted her more then anyone (aside from me). He did tell Natalia though, out of fear for his and my souls...
I don't blame him for being scared, he took me to his house and she tried to attack me with a knife when I walked in the door. Natalia was mad that her 'precious brother' would dare bring someone into the house without warning. Katsuya and Ivan had to pull her off me, turns out the knife she tried to kill me with a butter knife, but it was still pretty scary.
Gilbert wasn't too pleased with me hanging out with Ivan again, but he let me do what I want, as long as he could still insult the Russian. Oh man, if he knew that Ivan asked me out, he would have flipped the table and pull a Natalia on him. Bruder is protective and that's good, but sometimes it's not needed.
And besides, at the time, Bruder hadn't noticed much with me, he was distracted with other things, such as college and his job. That left me with time to spend with Ivan, along with my friends.
Speaking of them, Ivan seemed pretty okay with them, though he spent more time focused on me then them. At first, he hated Alfred because he didn't like the boy's cocky attitude, but he decided that he liked him when he got him all pissy and throwing threats about 'kicking some commie butt'. It's kinda of like fighting with Gilbert to Ivan.
Feliciano and Kiku were okay with him as well, though Feliciano got scared when Ivan pulled one of his angry chants after someone ran into him. I had to walk around with Feliciano hiding behind me and Ivan feelings bit guilty.
Ivan's taken up a habit with me, whenever he saw me at school he yelled 'Zdravstvuyte' and hugs me. After a while I told him to stop, mostly because he hugs like he's trying to crush me. He ended up changing it to blowing me a kiss, and that big nosed bastard still does it! He's also taken up being more 'touchy-feely', like he's trying to feel my up or something.
It's embarrassing, but at the same time it's kind of nice. But not when he did it where people could see! I had to grab his cheeks or give him a good pop on the back of the head to get him to settle down. But I guess he's had a lot of pented up emotions and whatnot towards me and since he could finally express it, he really wanted to show it off.
But these touches were starting to get rougher over time, where he wanted to have his hands near certain parts of my anatomy. It was... uncomfortable, but I was curious on them. I know I didn't understand at first, can you blame me, I was only fifteen and the closes thing to anything sexual I ever saw was from movies and what I read in Kiku's comics, and those left much to the imagination...
"Ludwig?" I remember walking down the halls, Ivan had been following me again. "Do you think I can come over tonight?" He looked hopeful.
"I think so, as long as you don't piss Bruder off." I mentioned to him before turning to face him completely. "And you know you can't be affectionate to me when he's in the same room."
"I do not know why you have not told him about us. I told Katsuya and she was happy about it."
I sighed, looking up at him, damn him for being taller. "I know, but Bruder hates your guts and vise versa. Plus, I just want to wait a bit, alright? There will be a right moment to tell him but we just have to wait."
He nodded, smiling at me still and toying with one of the ends of his scarf. I raised an eyebrow. "What?"
"Umm... will he be home tonight?" He had a light dusting of pink on his cheeks, what was he thinking about?
I thought for a moment, was Gilbert going to be out of the house tonight? I think he was, he usually went someone on Friday nights, probably with Francis and Antonio, since Arthur was avoiding Francis right now because of another fight. "Nein, I don't think he'll be home." This seemed to make the other relax and he grinned.
"Good~ cause I want to stay over tonight!"
"H-hey..! You can't just decide that for yourself!"
"But we use to do that when we were kids, we'd always come over and stay the night at each other's homes~! Well, until Natalia came into my room, screaming at you to stop laying with me, then you stopped coming over to sleep with me." He pouted at this a bit and I just nodded, I remembered that. Ivan and I woke up screaming our heads off, clinging to each other for dear life when she came in, saying something about me being a rapist. How a five year old knew that word, I'll never know.
With a sigh, I told him that he could sleep over and he hugged me, tightly, and kissed my cheeks over and over.
Later that night, Ivan arrived, coming around seven just in case Gilbert hadn't left earlier then he said he would. We had dinner, something that he decided to make. I don't remember the name of it, but it was good, but Ivan said his older sister could make it better then him. Still, it was a nice thing he did, but during dinner I had taken note to his frequent fidgeting and small glances, as if he had something to say but wasn't sure if he should.
He kept doing that while we watch a movie and when we were talking in my room, finally, I had enough. "Ivan, why do you keep doing that?"
"Huh?" He blinked, it looked cute. "What am I doing?"
"You keep acting all nervous and you look like you want to talk. Just speak, alright?"
Violet eyes looked at me before Ivan spoke. "I want to sleep with you."
"Umm... I was expecting you to, since we'll be sharing me bed and all."
"Nyet, I want to sleep with you, as in I want to make love to you."
The room was quiet and I couldn't quite grasp what he said. "Did... do you want to... have sex?"
"Da." He nodded, he was serious, so very serious. It was kind of scary. "I wish to continue showing you my feelings for you and I feel that the act of making love will be the best way. Can we Sunflower? I know that we have only been dating for a few weeks but we have known each other for so long."
I was unsure of what to say, but I nodded, knowing that we were going to do such acts at some point in the relationship. Besides, it's not that I hadn't thought about it myself, though I will not speak of what had gone through my mind when I was thinking of the act of sex with Ivan.
He smiled and kissed me softly, but that only lasted a moment before he placed his hands on my shoulders. I felt his tongue lick at my lips, I parted my lips, his tongue went straight into my mouth. I could feel it move about, it felt so good that I couldn't hold back the small moan that came from me.
He picked my up from off the floor and sat down on my bed, patting his lap, wanting me to sit on it. I blushed lightly, and sat down like he wanted, his arms wrapped around me and he started to kiss me again. I felt his large hands tugging at my shirt as he kissed my lips, moving to my cheek and then... oh Gott! He started to play with my ear, licking the shell and breathing on it, why did that feel so good?
I guess because I was a virgin in pretty much everything sex-related, minus what I've read, so all of this felt so good even though it was so simple and basic, I already felt hot. I blinked when I noticed he was tugging on my shirt, trying to get it over my head. "Ivan..." I started but he placed a small kiss to my lips and pulled back, smiling.
"Do not worry, this is normal, da?" He removed my shirt before looking at me and giggling. He reached up and messed up my hair, I wanted to get mad at him for doing that, it takes a bit of work to keep it slicked back in perfect order, but he seemed content. Well, until he quickly leaned down and went to kiss and tease the skin of my neck.
I told him no visable marks, he nodded and just moved down to play with my chest, which he seemed to enjoy very much. "You are so muscular Sunflower~ you've worked out so much since I last saw you!" He then smirked. "I like it." Ivan licked a nipple, biting it and sucking on it, making me moan, it felt so good.
My nerves were going nuts as he played with my chest, his hands rubbing up and down my body, but staying away from the growing want that was in my pants. However, I saw his and I decided to make it a bit bigger. I knew a long time ago that Ivan was rather... sensitive on his neck so I removed his scarf, his actions halted, but mine didn't.
I looked at his exposed neck and I kissed it, he let out a small gasp. I smirked a bit before I nipped at the tender flesh, finding a good spot to suck on the skin. He moaned loudly, his arms wrapping around me, I swore I heard him moan the word more in both English and Russian as I licked and bit. I pulled away, seeing a nice, big red mark. It didn't go away for a little over a week. Not bad for my first attempt at a love bite.
He got me back though by pushing me down on the bed and pulling my pants right off me, leaving me in only my socks and boxers. I was flushed, panting, he was excited and lustful. This was new for both of us, but it seemed natural to us to perform different actions to please each other. But then again, that would just be basic human instinct.
Ivan leaned over me, kissing down my body, from the base of my neck down to the start of the waistband of my boxers. "I... can I... umm..." He was a bit scared, nervous. But I gave him a small smile, I didn't know what he wanted to do, but I had a feeling it might be like one of the actions that Kiku showed me in one of his... um... 'special' comics. Ivan nodded and pulled down my boxers, I looked away, I was hard.
I gasped and turned to watch what he was doing, he was... ahem... 'pumping' me. God it felt good, still feels good. That big nosed bastard knows what I like. He stopped though and I frowned. "What's wrong?" I had asked, a bit breathy from the nerve shocking actions.
He seemed confused, I knew what it was. "You... you have um..."
I nodded. "Yes, I do... it's a genetic trait..." I suddenly felt horrible and nervous. "Is this a bad thing Ivan..?"
I remember the feeling of regret towards my body going away when I saw his calm eyes. "It is alright, da? Sunflower, I love you no matter how your body is. Let us think that this is just an extra bit of you that I can love~"
"R-really?"
He nodded and smiled before getting a bit lower down and started to play with the area, oh God did that feel good. For someone who had never experienced sex before, he was good, so very good. He continued to tease, to play, to make me feel good until he stopped. "Are you ready to take this further Sunflower?"
"J-ja..." I panted out, I was very ready. Ivan smiled and pulled his wallet from his pants and pulled out a condom.
"I was told it is wise to keep this in your wallet, da? In case something were to happen and you wanted protection." He put it aside for a moment before he sucked on a finger and paused again. "Do I go in... umm...?"
"Go in which ever place you want, it will all result in the same reaction." I replied. I know it sounded rude, but I was aroused and I wanted to feel more pleasure. He didn't say anything, just slipped a finger into my... extra parts. At first it hurt a bit, but I relaxed when he started to move it.
Another finger was added and that was soon followed by a third, I felt prepared enough and told him to finish up. He opened the condom up and placed it on his rather large manhood, God I was a bit frightened when I saw it. I was wondering if that thing was even going to fit the tip in, let alone the whole damn thing!
"I will go slowly, alright?" He responded, probably noticing my worry. I nodded and let him do what he wanted to do. Ivan positioned himself before slowly, carefully, entering me and it felt good. Well, at first it hurt but Ivan told me to relax, to which I did and then it felt so much better, I couldn't help the moan that escaped. Fuck, I felt like such a girl, normally people saw me at this strong man but with Ivan doing what he was doing, I felt, well, like a girl.
But I said fuck that and just let him do what he wanted to do! This was a wonderful experience, I never imagined sex to feel so good, it was messing with all me nerves and senses, I had no functional thoughts except for Ivan to go faster once he was able to get in as far as he could, God, no wonder people graved this.
He looked to be enjoying it as well, moaning and calling my name, saying this in Russian to me, his face flushed like my own. Sadly this kind of thing is short lived, we needed to release, I did first, and then he did a moment or two later with a low groan, saying my name as he did. We paused, panting, staring at each other before his warm eyes closed and he kissed me head. He pulled out, it felt weird, and removed the condom.
At the time, I hadn't really paid much attention to his confused face when he removed the rubber thing, takinga glance at my private area and then back at the condom before the went to the bathroom and threw it away with a shrug.
I know now why he looked confused, he has seen some of his release on me, but he didn't think much of it, not worrying about the issues that would come with it. I sat up, wincing at the slight pain I felt in my hips and lower area. "So... umm... was that what you expected Ivan? I mean... it was a first for me and I think for you as well." I spoke softly, watching as he sat down next to me, smiling.
"It was everything and more~!" He kissed me on the lips once more before we both just laid on the bed, talking about this and that, never knowing that what we did was taking effect in me, slowly, without us even noticing.
He stayed the whole night, Gilbert never knew that he and I slept in my bed together, me almost without clothing on, him in just enough to cover himself up.
TBC
Okay, did you know that if you keep a condom in your wallet or pocket, movement will cause little tears into the material and allow semen to escape? Keep that in mind ladies and gentlemen, that included you Ivan!
Next chapter: Sickness in the morning, issues with food, emotions are not normal, what could the problem be?
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