Okay I know. It's been so LONG since I've last updated but I HAD a huge writers block for this story. But! A guest helped me come up with the next chappie! THANK YOU

Now the next chapter of SRTR!

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Raph laid in bed as he remembered the two videos Donnie showed them. He didn't know Leo went through so much and was tortured but what did he except? A huge buffet? But there was something that was bothering him.

Donnie said that there was another video and he needed to see it. Raph jumped out of bed and silently went across the living room, seeing Donnie and Mikey curled up together. Sound asleep. He could also hear Splinters steady snores so now was the perfect time to see the video. He slipped into the lab and opened Donnie's computer seeing the unseen video.

"Here goes nuthin'"

Then he pressed play.

Video #3

Test 3

Subject 1

Name: Leonardo

Place: Leader of the teenage mutant ninja turtles

Age: 15

Gender: Male

Birthday: July 26th

"Get me out!" Leo screamed as he tried to break the bonds

"No no no Leonardo. There is something you should see" shredders voice came over the intercom "You'll find it…interesting"

"Pfft yeah sure" Leo said rolling his eyes

"don't get smart with me turtle. Now watch"

Suddenly the lights were off and the screen lit. and on the screen where his brother's.

"god Leo is a horrible brother" 'Raph said'

"tell me about it all he ever does is boss us around and thinks he's all that" Donnie says smirking as Mikey started to talk

"Tell me about it and he think he's my hero"

"Fearless leader"

"Teachers pet"

"Splinter junior"

"it's his fault that we always end up hurt in battle"

"it's his fault we always fail"

"We got it all wron' Mike…he's the failu-"

Raph grunted as he unplugged the computer not wanting to watch anymore. He was furious…no wonder why Leo is becoming distant. He thinks they hate him. Raph turned towards his brother's cot and took his hand.

"I don't hate you. None of us do. And…I'm going to prove it. Now." Raph jumped up and grabbed a mat putting it next to is brother's cot. He slowly took deep breaths and slowly fell into a meditate trance not caring about his name being called from behind.

Raph looked into the darkness as he walked towards a lit room, he could hear words as he got closer. And to his horror it was words he just heard

'god Leo is a horrible brother'

'tell me about it all he ever does is boss us around and thinks he's all that'

'Tell me about it and he think he's my hero'

'Fearless leader'

'Teacher's pet'

'Splinter junior'

'it's his fault that we always end up hurt in battle'

'it's his fault we always fail'

'we got it all wron' Mike…he's the failure'

FAILURE

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Raph winced as tat word repeated over and over in his brother's mind. He needed to find-

"…Stop…"

Raph's head snapped up as he looked inside the door and what he saw made him freeze in horror. His brother was crouched on and floor with his head in his hands as 'him' and 'his brothers' taunted him with those words.

'god Leo is a horrible brother' 'Raph said'

'tell me about it all he ever does is boss us around and thinks he's all that' Donnie says smirking as Mikey started to talk

'Tell me about it and he think he's my hero'

'Fearless leader'

'Teacher's pet'

'Splinter junior'

'it's his fault that we always end up hurt in battle'

'it's his fault we always fail'

'we got it all wron' Mike…he's the failure and he's better off dead'

FAILURE

"I'm a failure…"

"No ya not"

Leo's head snapped up and everything disappeared except him and his brother.

"R-Raph? No its not you…get away"

"it is me bro. it's really me"

"Get away! You don't want me as your brother!"

"and who said that?!" Raph screamed

"YOU DID! YOU HATE ME! YOU ALL DO! AND YOUR RIGHT! I MIGHT AS WELL BE DEAD!"

Suddenly he wasn't with s brother…he was looking into the eyes of his

"Raphael what are you doing?!"

"NO! what are you doing?! Why did you leave him?!" Raph yelled trying to go back into his trance. He needed to talk to his brother.

"It's too dangerous for you to be- "

"I was fine!" Raph yelled getting up and glaring at his father

Suddenly his brothers came running in

"What happened?!"

"Nothing!"

"your brother tried going after your brother alone" splinter said

"Raph!"

"he needed to know we didn't hate him!" Raph screamed walking towards the door wanting to calm down

"wait…you watched the video?!" Donnie screamed

"YES I DID! OUR BROTHER NEEDS HELP AND WE ARENT DOING ANYTHIN! HE'S HURTING YOU DIDN'T HEAR WHAT WE SAID TO HIM! HE WANTS TO DIE FOR GOD SAKES!"

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"What do you mean 'we'?" Mikey asked in tears

"Us."

With that Raph went out the door as all those words rang in his head

'god Leo is a horrible brother' 'Raph said'

'tell me about it all he ever does is boss us around and thinks he's all that' Donnie says smirking as Mikey started to talk

'Tell me about it and he think he's my hero'

'Fearless leader'

'Teacher's pet'

'Splinter junior'

'it's his fault that we always end up hurt in battle'

'it's his fault we always fail'

'we got it all wron' Mike…he's the failure and he's better off dead'

FAILURE

"I'm a failure…"

"R-Raph? No its not you…get away"

"it is me bro. it's really me"

"Get away! You don't want me as your brother!"

"and who said that?!" Raph screamed

"YOU DID! YOU HATE ME! YOU ALL DO! AND YOUR RIGHT! I MIGHT AS WELL BE DEAD!"

Dead.

That word rang in his head over and over as he slowly walked into the shadows.

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