Gabriel
Oh god oh god oh god. I kissed him. I kissed him and then I just ran away,I didn't even stay to make sure he was fucking okay. I didn't even know if he even had feelings for me. I just kissed him because... I don't know, because I wanted to. Oh god, I'm a terrible doctor. I should get fired. Yes. They should fire me, I'm awful. I sat at my desk, biting my nails, wondering I when Castiel was going to finish talking to him.
"Dr. Novak?" I heard someone knock on my door.
"Yes?" I asked. The door opened and Jo stepped inside.
"I just wanted to make you're you were okay. You haven't really left your office today." She said, casting my a worried glance. I did my best to smile.
"I just have a lot of work to do today. Don't worry about me Jo, I'm fine." I lied. She nodded.
"You left your coffee outside." She placed it on the edge of the desk then left. I placed my head in my hands again and sighed. What am I doing?
Sam was stunned. His hand was shaking, heart beating wildly in his chest. What just happened? Did Gabriel just...kiss him?That had happened, hadn't it?
"Or it could just be another hallucination." Said the hallucination from above him. Sam stayed under the bed, staring up at the white metal bars and grey under part of the mattress. Yes, it could be another hallucination. Or it could have actually happened. It felt real enough. Did it? Sam could still taste him on his lips. Coffee and candy, that's what his lips tasted like. He couldn't just be making that up. The door opened and he tensed.
"Sam?" Castiel. He was coming to visit today. He didn't know if he wanted visitors today. Maybe if he stayed under the bed Castiel would go away. He felt a pang of guilt for wanting that. He crawled slowly out from under the bed and sat down in the center of it. Castiel smiled at him.
I should go back up there. What if he wasn't okay? After a few minutes sitting there on my chair and shaking, I decided I really needed to go up there. He was my patient. I got up and opened my door slowly, dreading it. I felt like everyone knew what I did. Shit shit shit. If anybody knew I'd be so fucking fired. I finally made my up the steps back to his room. The door was open, and like always, Cassie was sitting on the wooden desk chair that he had dragged in front of Sam. Sam was facing Cas, but his eyes were glued to the Chess Board. It was as if nothing happened. Maybe nothing had. Had I imagined it? No, I couldn't have. I wasn't... Crazy? Is that what you were going to say? I shook my head slightly and stepped into the room, closing the door behind me. Sam lifted his head and whipped around to face me. So many emotions ran across his face, it was hard to tell what they were. Fear? Anger? Regret? I didn't know. But i blinked, and they were gone. He gave me a small smile and continued on. After five minutes Cas threw his hands up in defeat.
"That's it. I'm not bringing this game with me anymore. You beat me every time. It's like your not even trying, you just do!" Castiel laughed. I smiled. Sam shrugged his shoulders and picked up a chess piece, examining it.
"I'm sorry." He said quietly.
"No no, its fine. Just thought maybe you were bored of this game." Cassie said, collecting the pieces and putting them away. I put my hand in my pocket. I forgot to give him the candy today. Should I still give it to him? This is ridiculous, I shouldn't be worried about these things. Sam wasn't acting any different, why should I? I walked over and handed him the candy. He stared at it, confused.
"Its, uh...Sour Punch Straws. thought you might...um, like them." I said. He opened it and started chewing on one of the straws. I have never seen anybody that happy before. It was like he just saw the sun for the first time or something. I laughed. Castiel glanced between us then got up and stretched.
"I'm going to go...look for a job." he said. "I really need to start paying you rent or something, Gabe." Cassie walked over to the door and looked back at me. "See you tomorrow Sam." and then he closed the door. Leaving us alone. I couldn't think of anything to say. So I blurted out the first thing that came to mind.
"Sorry I kissed you." he chuckled.
"I'm not."
Castiel
"Balthazar, what is it that you wanted to tell me?" I asked. He had dragged me into this bar 30 minutes ago and still hadn't said anything. It worried me. He usually was so talkative and, frankly, annoying. But he was quiet now.
"When the bloody hell were you going to tell me you had a boyfriend?" he asked. I sighed.
"It wasn't really on the top of my priorities list. Why? How do you even know?"
"Because," he snapped, looking around "he knows, Cassie." I paled.
"Wh-what do you mean, he knows?"
"You know who. Dear old Luci knows, and if you want green-eyes to live, I suggest you end it now." I wasn't paying attention to him anymore. I got up and walked out of the bar, ignoring the fact that it was pouring outside. and then I broke into a run. I have to tell Gabriel. God knows what he'd do to The Winchesters if he got a hold of them. maybe kill them. Or worse. The more i thought about what could happen, the more i found it hard to breathe. Why am i so stupid? I left my inhaler at home, and I doubt that Gabriel still has the spare in his desk. Oh god, I'm going to pass out before I even get there. after a few more minutes, I made it to the hospital. I t was dark out. This was a bad Idea. I'm sure Gabriel's shift is already over. I ran upstairs to Sam's room to see if he was there. Sam looked up at me, surprised.
"H-Have y-y-you s-seen..." I started. the room started spinning, and I fell against something.
"Castiel?" Sam's quiet voice came from somewhere to my left. that was the last thing I heard.
...
When I woke up, the first thing I saw was a pair of worried blue-green eyes. Sam was staring at me.
"Wh-what time is it?" I asked. he held up 9 fingers. "In the morning?" he shook his head. I must've passed out a few minutes ago. "How long was I out?"
"T-ten minutes at m-most." he stuttered. I sighed with relief.
"I haven been here for long then. Is Gabriel still here?"
"I think so." he said softly. "Ask one of the nurses." I thanked him and then went down to Gabriel's office. I hear his chair move so I opened the door.
"Gabriel, Lucifer kn-" I stopped. there he was, sitting in the chair across from Gabe, arms crossed. he had the same old shaggy, short blonde hair and pale blue eyes and amused smirk plastered on his face. he was wearing a suit, blood red tie and shiny black shoes on.
"Hello little brother"
(AN: I AM SO SORRY THIS TOOK ME SO LONG! My computer is finally working again so I'm hoping it doesn't take this long ever again. currently writing the fifth chapter I'll probably post it in a day or so. Thanks so much to everyone that reiviews and favorites and follows this story, i never thought anybody would like it this much:)
