By night another
By Krys Lilly 5-3-12
Chapter 4
Embryprov:
When I crossed the threshold out onto the front porch, I ran. I kept running and running. I didn't know where I was going. I just knew I had to get away from it all. Seattle, Leah, quils baby, everything. Quil. I need to talk to him, to see him, to make sure he still loves me. Everything was a lie. All we did. What we had, it was all a lie! He never loved me. Never felt anything for me. He was only with me to console himself. I stopped thinking long enough to realise that I was phased and someone was calling my name.
'Embry, what's wrong? What are you talking about?'
It was quil and Jake. Jake was to busy in 'Bella world' to notice my presence.
' is it true... did you sleep with Leah, quil?'
'What the hell are you talking about em? Why would I even consider sleeping with her? I love you embry, you know that.'
' don't fucking lie to me quil. I don't have time for you and you b.s. you- you know what, I don't even want to talk to you right now.'
'But em-'
' but nothing! You know what you did quil! And you did it because you don't love me. You never have. You deserve to die, you stupid mutt! I can't even begin to explain to you how hurt I am quil. You-'
'EMBRY! Will you shut up for a second, please!' he said in despiration.
'No! I- I'm leaving quil, I can't stay here... I just can't...'
' embry...please, don't do this... you don't have to, please em... dont-'
'I don't have a choice quil. Tell Sam I'm going will ya? And that I might not come back?'
He whined pitifully. I phased back to human. I cant go, but I can't stay either. If I'm not useful to quil, I deserve to be alone. As I was running away from quil, I heard a howl. It ripped through me, tore me apart, knowing that I was leaving my quil. But I had to leave. So that way, when I come back, I'll be better for quil. I'll be enough, for quil. My quil...
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