I ran and ran until stopped by an angry voice from behind. "You stop right there bastard..." Kakashi grabbed me by my arm and slammed me to a tree. He didn't hesitate to begin throwing his fists and me being so shocked and slower compared to him could only do my best to block.
"Kakashi what has gotten into you, what have I done?" I said out of breath and barely keeping up.
He stopped and pinned me hard against the tree. "Don't play dumb with me boy!" he said slamming his fist down right beside my head. "I saw you, you little demon! Do you honestly think your protecting her?" he screamed loud into my face.
I was stunned and didn't know what to say, Kakashi didn't get mad easy and this would be my first time ever seeing him like this. But I did think about what he said. "How can you protect her against your brother when you're hurting her more than anyone else could?" he looked at me as if hoping I would realize what I did.
I dropped my head in defeat, I knew what I did and he was right. "I had to CARRY Sakura home and SLEEP with her just to calm her down. This isn't my job Sauske it's YOURS and you better learn to do your job or god be damned I will Kill you." with that he let me go and stepped back. "Now if you know any better than you would go to her" he left in the darkness.
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I sat at her window watching her beautiful form sleep. Guilt hit me when she began to occasionally whimper and cry out my name. I wanted to hold her but...no not again I won't hold back anymore. I slide off the window and onto her bed I reached over and pulled her to me. I loved the feeling, of her laying there on my chest. She no longer whimpered and moved closer in comfort. I smiled and kissed her forehead, "My little blossom...won't you bloom for me?" I whispered. I kissed her lips gently; it felt so good her lips. I wondered how she tasted and without hesitation I gently wiggled my tongue inside her mouth. She awoke quickly and was about to fight against me, but I pinned her down and gave her a passionate kiss.
When we parted she whimpered out the words, "You're not going to rape me are you Sauske?" She looked at me with her big eyes filled with fear and hesitation.
I laugh, slapped my hand on my forehead, and kept it there. I rolled off of her, "You're so funny Sakura" I said kissing her. She just kept still and looked at me confused. I stared back at her, so much emotion had been bottled up and to release it now and say what I've always wanted to say felt weird. It was awkward but I loved it, "Come here" I said softly opening my arms for her.
She did come and she cuddled even closer than before. "What's with...the change of heart?" she whispered against my chest.
I smiled, "Shhhh...sleep my flower" She let out a happy sigh just before she drifted to sleep. I laid there gently tracing circles on her back, enjoying the small noises she made in response, as I thought about the consequences of my actions. My brother might find out about her, some way, some how, but it was too late the damage is done. All I could do now is sleep, hope for the best, and work hard so that I can protect her.
